How often do you do something that you know you really shouldn't be doing... but you do it anyway, knowing full well, that you REALLY, REALLY shouldn't be doing it?

If you do, do you do it for the thrill of it or what?

I've been playing with an enormous fire lately... and I just wondered if others do this as well.

... not i... i always behave myself... no cheap thrill for ellis...

...

I do this.

EllisDee said:

Yeah, whatever, Ellis.

I am all for the cheap thrills too, but this time I have a lot to lose if I get caught doing what I am doing. But, you know what... I guess that isn't stopping me... so, what can I do but go along with it. Damned devil, anyway.

Anji said:

Not you, anji!?

AzureStar said:

What have you heard?

AzureStar said:

:LOL:.. oh come on... have you ever seen a face more innocent than mine..? it just screams purity and goodness...

seriously though... be careful... i only say this because you're not the only one who will be affected if you do get caught... that's what i worry about... otherwise, get on and have yourself a good time...

Every time I post here. (I know I'm giving something away that I shouldn't)

I did it one time and I got burned really bad.

AzureStar said:

I often slip at times and do things I know I shouldn't do. I always say, "This is the last time I do ---", and yet somehow, I always end up repeating stupid things over and over again.

I have many vices.

CAMILLE4U said:

This is true for you.

never

minneapolisgenius said:

Y do I like U?

AzureStar said:

All the time.

EllisDee said:

Innocent looking, yes... but...

I am always careful... but... I don't listen too well, do I? So, I heard.. "Have yourself a good time!" And, I shall... until I don't anymore...

Honesty

Paisley said:

Use a lighter instead of matches...

AzureStar said:

... don't imply that i am anything other than innocent... you'll ruin my reputation... i'm as pure as the freshly fallen snow and everyone knows it... ...

and no... you don't listen too well, so hopefully you learn better than you listen...

ok, that's enough of the moralistic bullshit though... i'm gonna make myself vomit... :LOL:...

I once dove 200 feet deep.

CAMILLE4U said:

but what would be the difference between NPGMC and The Org if everybody was on their best behavoir?

EllisDee said:

I think you just jinxed me, damnit! "hopefully you learn better than you listen..."... trying to get me caught and have a lesson to learn?

You're so cute and innocent looking it makes me want to vomit.

Heavenly said:

Give me an example of something that you did that you really shouldn't have done, Heavenly...

AzureStar said:

It was the lighter that burned me really bad.

Paisley said:

Ya nut.

AzureStar said:

i'm not trying to jinx you... ... i don't want to see anything happen to you or see you get hurt in anyway, and you know it... that's why i put the thing about learning... because IF there is a lesson to learn, i hope you learn it well... i trust your judgement, though... (most of the time, anyway... ...)


and i am NOT cute... ... i'm hard and pimped and i look like somebody who's not to be fucked with... ... just in a very innocent kinda way...

AzureStar said:

Yeah me 2, I played with fire just because I wanted 2 see what if felt like getting burnt... don't ask me why though... i'm just daring i guess

AzureStar said:

I shouldn't dove 200 feet. it's dangerous. after 100 feet the oxygen level is too low (or too high, I keep forgetting) and it makes you act like you're drunk, meaning you start to take off your mask or laugh, and basically it's the easy way to drown yourself.

Also, I once drove very drunk, for over an hour, on a highway.


And another thing I shouldn't have done, is open up to an orger. it seems like it's the most dangerous thing to do.

If you are doing what you are doing because you want to have fun, and can except the consequence then go for it.

Worry about tomorrow, tomorrow.

EllisDee said:

lol... I know you aren't trying to jinx me... hopefully there will be no lesson to learn... and I won't get hurt, I'll just totally and completely destroy my life... however, I can't stop myself... I NEED the thrill... the temptation, it is too great for me to pass up! I'm glad you trust my judgement, because I'm not sure that I know what I'm doing... other than giving in to temptation.

You are cute... you just ooze cuteness!