I have given up the whole playa bit and have decided to focus my energy on other things. (LIKE HAUNTING THIS SITE)

At least for now that is.

TIME TO GET MY HOUSE IN ORDER.

I realized that sex had overcome most of my everyday life.

YES, I did do a couple sessions of SEX AA. I ended up hookin up with people on both occasions. no kidding.

But as sex was such a HUGE part of my everyday life,
It hasn't been easy to kick the habit cold turkey.

SO turns out, I have become a regular at my video store's XXX section and have amassed quite a large collection of porn in a short amount of time.

I've never really had a use for porn before. The occasional flick every now and then was it.

I don't wanna go from sex junkie to porn junkie.

Any of you guys been here before?

What did you do to get SEX out of your system?
[This message was edited Wed May 14 9:24:19 PDT 2003 by pimpdoutt]

OK .

I'm guessing I'm the lone deviant then...

Yes you are.

that 's what i thought. maybe i'll give S.A.A anotha shot

Before you can find a truly permanent solution to the problem, perhaps some examination as to the reason why you are behaving the way you are is in order(therapy perhaps?), rather than just trying to prevent the symptoms of the excessive behavior.
Just a thought...I'm by no means a professional

AprilMichelle said:

hello daughter of the wise one.


yeah, i tried the S>A>A group sessions & ended up hookin up.

i thought about it afterwards and came to the realization that being around a bunch of sex addicts is not a good enviroment for myself

i guess it's not like an A>A where they have a dependance they can lean on each other for support...

nevermind the fact that i know i'm an excessive compulsive
person

Yeah SAA is really for treatment of a group of people's symptoms imho...I was thinking some solitary therapy with a so called "kink friendly professional" (a psychologist ,therapist who is open to different sexual habits and lifestyles) might help you begin the introspective process of perhaps finding the cause of the symptom of sex addiction. Orgnote me I can discuss the issue at length w/ you if you'd like.

i don't think an intense love of sex is neccessarily evil, if it's channeled in a non-destructive fashion.

if your behavior is out of control, you're missing work because you're too busy fucking and you're at risk for STDs because of it, or at risk for having the crap beaten outta ya by your one night stand's husband, THEN you might want to seek help.

but if you find yourself a compatible fellow freak and get to screwin all day every day nice and safe. . . . why. . . .wouldn't that pretty much be heaven?

AprilMichelle said:

hey cutie...

vampires...hmmm...

never had one of those before...wonder what that's like...

XxAxX said:

hey XX,

sometimes it was "heaven", most of the time lately it just feels like a curse.

the whole STD thing is a big worry too.

yeah i know. i love sex but i don't much like the process of 'fucking around' with assorted strangers. all kinds of complications there huh.

XxAxX said:

not to get off subject but if i'm not mistaken you are part of the gay mob here right?