before my day started yesterday: i posted some random pics...

lookin through the rear view

everything that counts is here

this is just thinkin

this is thinkin about you

(one year ago)

folks ask me "how you doin, how are you?" i say "i stay good...."

then alla sudden mufukkkas wanna turn into

'life coaches' or some shit... psychologist (lol)

"you need to open up and let folks know how you really feel...

people care"

at this point it is now an insult that i'm hearin the shit...

i already said i was good BUT i guess how i'm livin ain't like what they want it to be...

(ain't they tellin me that my life ain't good???)

perception is a mufukkka (nobody can stay good alla time...

remember always, never,, everything, and nothin are impossible odds)

you know why i stay good???

cause apparently the worse thing that could happen

either happened already OR it ain't happened yet...

when you hit the streets runnin you find out some things.

"from yo first breath to the day in yo hearse.

things ain't never so bad that they couldn't get worse..."

this was my first true lesson...

_______________________________________________________

my daughter's mother was only sixty...

before my dughter was born i told her this:

"let me remind you.

i will always be with you.

you will always be with me.

if you go before i do

you gonna take a piece of me with you

and i intend to take a piece of you with me.

i will always have you..."

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the longer you live

the more mommies you lose...

"from yo first breath to the day in yo hearse.

things ain't never so bad that they couldn't get worse..."

Truer words were never spoken...

[Edited 11/17/17 15:33pm]

KingBAD said:

before my day started yesterday: i posted some random pics...

lookin through the rear view

everything that counts is here

this is just thinkin

this is thinkin about you

(one year ago)

folks ask me "how you doin, how are you?" i say "i stay good...."

then alla sudden mufukkkas wanna turn into

'life coaches' or some shit... psychologist (lol)

"you need to open up and let folks know how you really feel...

people care"

at this point it is now an insult that i'm hearin the shit...

i already said i was good BUT i guess how i'm livin ain't like what they want it to be...

(ain't they tellin me that my life ain't good???)

perception is a mufukkka (nobody can stay good alla time...

remember always, never,, everything, and nothin are impossible odds)

you know why i stay good???

cause apparently the worse thing that could happen

either happened already OR it ain't happened yet...

when you hit the streets runnin you find out some things.

"from yo first breath to the day in yo hearse.

things ain't never so bad that they couldn't get worse..."

this was my first true lesson...

_______________________________________________________

my daughter's mother was only sixty...

before my dughter was born i told her this:

"let me remind you.

i will always be with you.

you will always be with me.

if you go before i do

you gonna take a piece of me with you

and i intend to take a piece of you with me.

i will always have you..."

----------------------------------------------------------------------

the longer you live

the more mommies you lose...

That whole post is just awesome Dude.

ThatWhiteDude said:

KingBAD said:

before my day started yesterday: i posted some random pics...

lookin through the rear view

everything that counts is here

this is just thinkin

this is thinkin about you

(one year ago)

folks ask me "how you doin, how are you?" i say "i stay good...."

then alla sudden mufukkkas wanna turn into

'life coaches' or some shit... psychologist (lol)

"you need to open up and let folks know how you really feel...

people care"

at this point it is now an insult that i'm hearin the shit...

i already said i was good BUT i guess how i'm livin ain't like what they want it to be...

(ain't they tellin me that my life ain't good???)

perception is a mufukkka (nobody can stay good alla time...

remember always, never,, everything, and nothin are impossible odds)

you know why i stay good???

cause apparently the worse thing that could happen

either happened already OR it ain't happened yet...

when you hit the streets runnin you find out some things.

"from yo first breath to the day in yo hearse.

things ain't never so bad that they couldn't get worse..."

this was my first true lesson...

_______________________________________________________

my daughter's mother was only sixty...

before my dughter was born i told her this:

"let me remind you.

i will always be with you.

you will always be with me.

if you go before i do

you gonna take a piece of me with you

and i intend to take a piece of you with me.

i will always have you..."

----------------------------------------------------------------------

the longer you live

the more mommies you lose...

That whole post is just awesome Dude.

thank you...

you should get that with some music KingBAD

XxAxX said:

you should get that with some music KingBAD

Agreed. A great remedy for what ails you...

How old are you, if not for your grey beard, i would say you look younger than you really are.

214 said:

How old are you, if not for your grey beard, i would say you look younger than you really are.

62

and she was just sixty...

XxAxX said:

you should get that with some music KingBAD

if i could get this with no words it might of worked better

but it still fits eem with the words...

[Edited 11/17/17 19:13pm]

KingBAD said:

214 said:

How old are you, if not for your grey beard, i would say you look younger than you really are.

62

and she was just sixty...

You do look young for your age... But that's no consolation when people close to you pass on. My BF of 30 years passed away just short of two years ago... And she was just short of 55. I would feel even worse if my son's father passed away. My condolences to you and your daughter. Hang in there, KingBad.

[Edited 11/17/17 19:05pm]

purplethunder3121 said:

KingBAD said:

62

and she was just sixty...

You do look young for your age... But that's no consolation when people close to you pass on. My BF of 30 years passed away just short of two years ago... And she was just short of 55. I would feel even worse if my son's father passed away. My condolences to you and your daughter. Hang in there, KingBad.

[Edited 11/17/17 19:05pm]

thank you

KingBAD said:

purplethunder3121 said:

You do look young for your age... But that's no consolation when people close to you pass on. My BF of 30 years passed away just short of two years ago... And she was just short of 55. I would feel even worse if my son's father passed away. My condolences to you and your daughter. Hang in there, KingBad.

[Edited 11/17/17 19:05pm]

thank you

You are more than welcome. Here is my late friend Angel's favorite song from her favorite artist Maxwell--for your loss as well as mine.

purplethunder3121 said:

KingBAD said:

62

and she was just sixty...

You do look young for your age... But that's no consolation when people close to you pass on. My BF of 30 years passed away just short of two years ago... And she was just short of 55. I would feel even worse if my son's father passed away. My condolences to you and your daughter. Hang in there, KingBad.

[Edited 11/17/17 19:05pm]

My bad, i didn't get that, sorry.

214 said:

purplethunder3121 said:

You do look young for your age... But that's no consolation when people close to you pass on. My BF of 30 years passed away just short of two years ago... And she was just short of 55. I would feel even worse if my son's father passed away. My condolences to you and your daughter. Hang in there, KingBad.

[Edited 11/17/17 19:05pm]

My bad, i didn't get that, sorry.

I know, I read through KB's post too quick earlier, too.

KingBAD said:

XxAxX said:

you should get that with some music KingBAD

if i could get this with no words it might of worked better

but it still fits eem with the words...

[Edited 11/17/17 19:13pm]

purplethunder3121 said:

KingBAD said:

thank you

You are more than welcome. Here is my late friend Angel's favorite song from her favorite artist Maxwell--for your loss as well as mine.

i like that...

i went this way tho...

2045RadicalMattZ said:

I got it. I was wondering where the new king bad post was. Finding it wasn't a joke came as some surprise. People take consolation in many things, but it's all too private a matter. I just hope you continue to DO and not get done in by anything like that. A heavy heart can really do some harm. It's always best to think of the good times together. I still shudder thinking about my brother. But is it him or me who's gotta keep going on? Stay strong, king bad. Much love. And you KNOW that ORG love, ....IS THE RAREST LOVE OF ALL

and tou know that's right...

about some of your first points tho

call it preminition but here is what i wrote

some time back for just such occasions

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people don't unnastand that the ability to cry

is truly a gift and it is denied to many...

then you got them other folks...

prolly the very kind of folks that kill it

for erbody else and make tears into somethin

cheap and worthless.

folks will tell you it is rare to see me crying...

you ever just wake up with tears in yo eyes tho?

i do that...

i been seen the pattern but i keep tellin myself

i don't know why it happens.

(maybe i just miss my sleep so much

tears come when i start wakin up...

makes sense right?)

tears aren't a bad thing.