Im a relative newbie on the Org. but in 1979 Prince clearly asked me if I wanted to be his Lover and I agreed...
Fast forward quite a few years, four children three grandchildren later, I am still here , and Ill admit I only Joined the org out of desperation, because I needed to be with his other Lovers, I dont care that he might have been a teeny bit unfaithful to me.
He left us all, and the sadness that remained needed to be shared expressed and purged...
Today I was in the Chat room and one of our Dearly Beloved Moderators was in there too..
Missing him and having one of those days where no matter what you do the REALITY of our Prince not being here,
bites so flipping hard that you cant do anything but cry..
Her sadness transferred to me and suddenly I was having one of those days too and well...
I wanted to make her feel better and its not easy because nothing compares to him except HIM....
Now I know we all have those days some more than others ,
but me because Im a grandmother and accustomed to holding crying people to my busom,
its natural for me to want to soothe...
SO I come here, and try and sprinkle sparkle dust , be posative, and stay out of trouble.
I speak to Purple Friends Daily, becasue well without them ,
I dont know what Id do becasue how can you explain to anyone else but US,
what it feels like to miss someone after 6 months +,
when you never even met that person ?
( ok I was never really Princes Lover, at least not in Body,
but in mind and soul..I am I am I am...)
Naughty impish Man had LOTS of us, and not Only Women like me,
but He managed to extrct Love and Devotion from many of you men out there.
.I know it..so dont tell me it was always ONLY about his music.!!!!.
It is EVERYTHING that keeps us Bound to him by the bonds of everlasting affection..
Incomparable to anything we have known...
He said
"I just wanna hold U, hold U until U get satisfied"
and right now Im saying that too...
Becasue every time I read some of the angry words that sometimes fly around these pages
I KNOW they are coming from deeper than deep Grief and I SO understand..
An becasue Im a grannie, and habituated to Kissing things better
I wanted to offer you three Happy Pills..
for those days when you might need them like I often do...
I have found that when I hear other People saying wonderful things about P..
I feel better.
In a kind of Bittersweet melancholy way..i will admit..
but I prefer that to the sinking feeling I sometimes get in my guts when I realise
He really Gone, and Im on the edge of feeling panic...
I started some threads here..
to make myself feel better and maybe uplift others who might experience the Same JOY that I do
when I read Words written by random strangers glorifying the Gift that is Prince
and just Generally raining LOVE on him as ,he did upon us...
This is a thread of comments that I have collected from under his Youtube clips..
Maybe you guys could add to it if you felt like it, becasue one day those clips might be gone and all those beautiful heartfelt words will be too..
and well...they are just too uplifting to be lost forever....
A Muslim ..YES A muslim who worships ALLAH (GOD, there is only ONE GOD you know that..) Takes a look at Prince as a person and recognises the deeply kind and YES beautiful spirit that Prince has,
Its so wonderfully written and absolutley heart warming to see how Real LOVE for GOD can UNITE people who have seemingly Different faith...
I come in Peace and LOVE and one day the next generation of Princes Lovers will find themselves here,
becasue hes STILL Got it..
and they wont be able to help themselves..
so Im asking all the Grumpies please be Gentle around here..
Theres enough HATE in this world...
We have a beautiful Teacher who is showing us another way...
I want to honor him by improving the way I conduct myself.....
and of the Many thing there are to learn from Prince who can deny
LOVE 4 ONE ANOTHER is the MOST PROFOUND ?