I never ate a lot of meat until I saw on TV a little happy fish in a restaurant in Japan which was served and eaten while breating. So I saw a man eating a living being while looking in the eyes of that very being. I found it perverse. From that very moment on I never have eaten a fish or another piece of an animal. You know a chicken wing is really a chicken wing. ... When I saw a my fiancé eating a chicken burger I think about how the chickens are killed. They cut of the head and let the blood drop in a pot and you see the feet of the chicken moving for a while. I had a nerve crisis. When my parents told me when I was about 10 that animals are killed for their fleh I could not believe it. How can a farmer pet his lamb and then send it to the butcher. I remember the film Gangs of New York... And it is true when you give your dog red meet he becomes acustomed to the taste of blood and becomes violent. I think it is the same for men. Today I had to kill a wasp because my mother had breast cancer and she must not be pricked. So whenever there is a wasp in the house I must kill her. I feel horribly guilty. Does someone know how a trick so I could lead her to the next window without getting pricked myself?

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