The mass serial killer.Looks wise and personality.Both of us are handsome and awkward as fuck.I been in and out of psychiatric hospitals.Last year was hospitalised for 2 months.I was diagnosed with manic depression,Insomnia,Schizoaffected disorder.While I get rejected from women all the time,I wouldn't kill for that reason.lol.If it's that bad,I just turned to a hooker,but Im constantly seething below the surface for numerous reasons.

What can turn the screws loose?

-Terminal illness-You only have months to live.That could be it.You then have nothing to lose!

-Loss of job and contact and death of family members.

-Obstracism-Happens daily

-Continuation of awful self esteem and eroding self confidence witn no end in sight.

Im not sociopathic,I don't think,but I don't feel for people outside my circle.My family,few friends and one orger.I didn't shed a tear on 9/11 despite seeing it from my house.I would cry for my family.

My favorite song!Sorry VainAndy

Same taste in music.

I'll post a picture of myself,so you can look and gaze into the eyes of an dark,dark,dark individual.

I think a lot of guys can relate to this Elliot Rodger. He was probably introverted or shy. I also think he perhaps blamed his mother, who was Asian, for his parent's divorce. He looks half Asian, which probably did not help attract women to him. So he had yet another reason to hate his mother. He probably projected that hate to all women. I have no idea really - just a guess.

Iaminparties - I hope you know you are not alone. And I hope you continue to seek out peace or happiness. A friend of mine has similar issues and has been doing well for at least 20 years. He can't hold a steady job and has trouble meeting girls but other than that, he is pretty normal.

I don't think THAT song choice would have got him laid.

that's sad that you feel so isolated. i think a lot of people do, and that your feelings might not be as uncommon as folks would like to believe.


here's how i see it: it's normal to feel rage these days. we are living in some very fucked up times.


we live in a world where the holy church, the vatican, has amassed and hoardes more wealth than any other institution on the planet, yet has the hypocrisy to preach mercy for the poor while urging us to pay tithes.


we live in a world where many of the priests and leaders of our churches are forbidden a natural sexual union with women. this seems to contradict the natural beauty of the world we live in, and some of these celibate leaders become child molesters. they are known to the church as such, yet they are protected instead of being stripped of their frock/robe and tossed into the street.

so we cannot turn to the church for solace.

we live in a world where, despite the testimony of eyewitnesses at the world trade center on 9/11 who heard explosions in that building well before the planes struck, despite the testimony of demolitions experts and pilots around the world as to the events which transpired at building 7 and the pentagon, our government continues to lie and maintain the untruth of what really happened that day.

we live in a world where our government still pretends to be a democratic organization, working on our behalf, while instead slyly appointing military and corporate interests groups as leaders of our country, along with enacting legislation such as the so-called 'patriot act'. war has become Big Business. the cart is leading the horse and our country will never be at peace again as long as this is so.

and when a true patriot such as edward snowden exposes the lies propounded by our NSA that violate our constitution and our basic civil rights, he is exiled and vilified. subject to prosecution, if you can believe it.

so we cannot take solace in the government.

we live in a world where musical talent has been replaced with nudity onstage, and attacks upon women are not only commonplace, they are sold as forms of entertainment. violent video games are training people to respond with a knee jerk finality of kill first, ask questions later. fear, horror and destruction have been packaged and are bought and sold as 'fun'.

so we cannot turn to art for solace.

we face a future that is even worse. we have 'bailed out' the corrupt banks who deliberately swindled us and the stock market in 2008 with adjustable rate mortgages based on 'self reported' income.

they broke the rules big time but are 'too big to fail' and so we, the people, paid the price while they remain unpunished. they are still profiting and we are still being foreclosed on. watch as inflation further increases and prices continue to rise due to the bailout

prepare yourselves for the obamacare mandatory RFID chip implants of americans, already underway in hanna, wyoming as of late 2013. prepare yourself for a new world order which seeks to severely reduce and control our numbers.


i don't advocate violence as an answer nor as a solution, but i'm afraid i think your rage has a natural source. in my opinion, anyone living in america today who ISN'T pissed off has been watching american idol for far too long.


i hope you find peace.

Its not cool to model yourself after killers, young man.

But of course the kid will garner up a bit of sympathy, because he does have personality. It might even outweigh the crime hes done with man. But despite looks and personality which he wasnt able to take advantage of, it is what it is and he commited a crime.

[Edited 5/28/14 6:06am]

Superfan1984 said:

Obviously it's horrible what Elliot Rodgers did but I watched his Youtube videos and really felt sorry for him and understood his pain. I haven't heard anyone say that so far in the media and I'm shocked. I know he killed innocent people (horrible!) but he was a person too and I agree with a lot of what he said about humanity being so fucked. I saw on Yahoo that as was usual for him, when he showed up at the Sorority house to start shooting, he began banging on the front door but they didn't open it (or even hear it) because the girls were getting ready to go out on a Friday night so he shot people on the sidewalk instead. The girl that he had a crush on, some actress from high school that he was in love with who he said made fun of him and liked to belittle him (according to him) on the news today the girl's father made a statement that his daughter "Could hardly remember him" and "knew him from school but never gave him any thought" which is such a cold statement to make. I know everyone will rip me apart for feeling something for him but I thought his videos were sad and to some things he made a good point. But, obviously he shouldn't have killed anyone.

No one wants to be alone or be lonely but this kid had a ridiculous sense of entitlement when it came to women. He simply deserved women, pretty women based on his self proclaimed amazing personality and the fact that people were actually turned off by his attitude, behaviour and personality was simply not acceptable. How dare they reject him? It was his right to have them.

But let's also be real here, this sense of entitlement is not a such a rare occurrence in men. The man is supposed to go out in the world and score women, lose his virginity at an acceptable age, the measure of his man-ness is in relation to how much sex he has. If this doesn't happen, for whatever reason...it's the woman's fault for being an obstacle he can't overcome.

I'm in no way saying all men have the potential to kill women because they are being rejected but mix this societal attitude with mental illness and this shit can happen.

JustErin said:

Superfan1984 said:

Obviously it's horrible what Elliot Rodgers did but I watched his Youtube videos and really felt sorry for him and understood his pain. I haven't heard anyone say that so far in the media and I'm shocked. I know he killed innocent people (horrible!) but he was a person too and I agree with a lot of what he said about humanity being so fucked. I saw on Yahoo that as was usual for him, when he showed up at the Sorority house to start shooting, he began banging on the front door but they didn't open it (or even hear it) because the girls were getting ready to go out on a Friday night so he shot people on the sidewalk instead. The girl that he had a crush on, some actress from high school that he was in love with who he said made fun of him and liked to belittle him (according to him) on the news today the girl's father made a statement that his daughter "Could hardly remember him" and "knew him from school but never gave him any thought" which is such a cold statement to make. I know everyone will rip me apart for feeling something for him but I thought his videos were sad and to some things he made a good point. But, obviously he shouldn't have killed anyone.

No one wants to be alone or be lonely but this kid had a ridiculous sense of entitlement when it came to women. He simply deserved women, pretty women based on his self proclaimed amazing personality and the fact that people were actually turned off by his attitude, behaviour and personality was simply not acceptable. How dare they reject him? It was his right to have them.

But let's also be real here, this sense of entitlement is not a such a rare occurrence in men. The man is supposed to go out in the world and score women, lose his virginity at an acceptable age, the measure of his man-ness is in relation to how much sex he has. If this doesn't happen, for whatever reason...it's the woman's fault for being an obstacle he can't overcome.

I'm in no way saying all men have the potential to kill women because they are being rejected but mix this societal attitude with mental illness and this shit can happen.

Coupled with that societies adoration for those with good looks and entertaining personalities, to be able to forgive or sympathize with someone who murders. Almost the same type of thinking that led the kid to shoot people, who fixated on physical looks and and the positive of his personality (while ignoring the rest).

add to that the systematic oppression of women and you have a perfect target, a punching bag for every ill. just look at ths headl;ines: pakistani woman stoned to death for marrying a guy she wanted to; two indian girls gang raped and hanged. let's face it, women make a perfect target all around the planet.

Superfan1984 said:

Obviously it's horrible what Elliot Rodgers did but I watched his Youtube videos and really felt sorry for him and understood his pain. I haven't heard anyone say that so far in the media and I'm shocked. I know he killed innocent people (horrible!) but he was a person too and I agree with a lot of what he said about humanity being so fucked. I saw on Yahoo that as was usual for him, when he showed up at the Sorority house to start shooting, he began banging on the front door but they didn't open it (or even hear it) because the girls were getting ready to go out on a Friday night so he shot people on the sidewalk instead. The girl that he had a crush on, some actress from high school that he was in love with who he said made fun of him and liked to belittle him (according to him) on the news today the girl's father made a statement that his daughter "Could hardly remember him" and "knew him from school but never gave him any thought" which is such a cold statement to make. I know everyone will rip me apart for feeling something for him but I thought his videos were sad and to some things he made a good point. But, obviously he shouldn't have killed anyone.

He killed two of my sorority sisters (the girls on the sidewalk). I hope he burns in hell for eternity.

JustErin said:

Superfan1984 said:

Obviously it's horrible what Elliot Rodgers did but I watched his Youtube videos and really felt sorry for him and understood his pain. I haven't heard anyone say that so far in the media and I'm shocked. I know he killed innocent people (horrible!) but he was a person too and I agree with a lot of what he said about humanity being so fucked. I saw on Yahoo that as was usual for him, when he showed up at the Sorority house to start shooting, he began banging on the front door but they didn't open it (or even hear it) because the girls were getting ready to go out on a Friday night so he shot people on the sidewalk instead. The girl that he had a crush on, some actress from high school that he was in love with who he said made fun of him and liked to belittle him (according to him) on the news today the girl's father made a statement that his daughter "Could hardly remember him" and "knew him from school but never gave him any thought" which is such a cold statement to make. I know everyone will rip me apart for feeling something for him but I thought his videos were sad and to some things he made a good point. But, obviously he shouldn't have killed anyone.

No one wants to be alone or be lonely but this kid had a ridiculous sense of entitlement when it came to women. He simply deserved women, pretty women based on his self proclaimed amazing personality and the fact that people were actually turned off by his attitude, behaviour and personality was simply not acceptable. How dare they reject him? It was his right to have them.

But let's also be real here, this sense of entitlement is not a such a rare occurrence in men. The man is supposed to go out in the world and score women, lose his virginity at an acceptable age, the measure of his man-ness is in relation to how much sex he has. If this doesn't happen, for whatever reason...it's the woman's fault for being an obstacle he can't overcome.

I'm in no way saying all men have the potential to kill women because they are being rejected but mix this societal attitude with mental illness and this shit can happen.

Agreed.

Superfan1984 said:

Obviously it's horrible what Elliot Rodgers did but I watched his Youtube videos and really felt sorry for him and understood his pain. I haven't heard anyone say that so far in the media and I'm shocked. I know he killed innocent people (horrible!) but he was a person too and I agree with a lot of what he said about humanity being so fucked. I saw on Yahoo that as was usual for him, when he showed up at the Sorority house to start shooting, he began banging on the front door but they didn't open it (or even hear it) because the girls were getting ready to go out on a Friday night so he shot people on the sidewalk instead. The girl that he had a crush on, some actress from high school that he was in love with who he said made fun of him and liked to belittle him (according to him) on the news today the girl's father made a statement that his daughter "Could hardly remember him" and "knew him from school but never gave him any thought" which is such a cold statement to make. I know everyone will rip me apart for feeling something for him but I thought his videos were sad and to some things he made a good point. But, obviously he shouldn't have killed anyone.

not sure why but the way this guy reads the manifesto makes it funny - but i know it is no laughing matter

^Pretty funny video.

While I think we did a good job killing this thread and bringing sense, if theres anyone out there who still wants to idolize killers; He planned on killing his 6 year old brother out of jealousy and stabbed 3 people to death before he went out shooting.

LayzieKiddZ said:

^Pretty funny video.

While I think we did a good job killing this thread and bringing sense, if theres anyone out there who still wants to idolize killers; He planned on killing his 6 year old brother out of jealousy and stabbed 3 people to death before he went out shooting.

yeah, if anything, i think people probably hate this kid - just like he was probably hated/ignored in real life

but i am also hopeful that at least a few people will relate to him, and then get some help before they go all out American style on a violent rampage

I don't see how anyone can feel sorry for this motherfucker.

Oh, he was lonely? the creep had a disturbing sense of entitlement when it came to women. He also had rich parents that seemed to spoil the shit out of him.

He also had a hatred for his own kind (He was half asian) and i hate that race has to even play a factor at all in this. But, they showed he insulted other Asian males about there sexuality. And about how all asians are unattractive and won't ever get the girl.

He also would talk to girls in weird and creepy ways... from what dozens of sources and emails read. How would be expect to get a woman talking like a creeper? how is a girl gonna like him for talking about how superior he is to other men and women?

Elliot was a spoiled, insane, stupid piece of shit. Fuck all that ''i feel sorry for him'' bullshit.