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I want My life Back... but first i need to know who stole(d) it...
when u have broken urself and everything that u once thought that u believed how are the repairs made and don't give me that psycho babble about therapy and discussion groups... [This message was edited Thu Mar 13 20:01:49 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Interesting. What exactly has happened to you? Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Lammastide said: Interesting. What exactly has happened to you?
i pretty much have life covered... [This message was edited Thu Mar 13 20:05:21 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Well it's hard to help you navigate unless I know where you are or where you've been.  Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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don't know if i am losing my everluvin fuckin mind - lost my mind or so severely dysfunctional at this point i can't see the forest for the damn trees.
but let me add this when i say i broke myself i mean i have sold out my morals and dreams just coping ... thats the price i suppose. [edit: actually this is a lie as well- i really did break myself, against any obstacle, hard place, rough spot, warring state of emotion...i broke it all - i had too there was something evil brewing so i killed the rage in order to maintain...in so doing i was creating a void that would seek harbor for life eternal and a blood lust that would know no bounds] its late i'll regret this weakness in the morning Ciao... [This message was edited Fri Mar 14 17:44:37 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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If you don't mind, I'd prefer to send you a private org note, ScarLett Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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ScarLett said: but first i need to know who stole(d) it...
when u have broken urself and everything that u once thought that u believed how are the repairs made and don't give me that psycho babble about therapy and discussion groups... [This message was edited Thu Mar 13 20:01:49 PST 2003 by ScarLett] My step-mom always tells me to go and read a book! Don't you just want to beat the living hell out of those people!? You will find it... I am finding mine now...  | |
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You are beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Your eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about you is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Your soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Your feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Your smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of your gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at you and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect, her imperfections make her so. She is my dear friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can make her feel better, For she is everything in this world, And I have found a friend in her. ~~~ ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
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Hang in there, Sweet Baby...  Sag10, your words are beautiful.
Hold on, Rese, everything will be alright! Love You, Tina (~!~) | |
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Fancy some chocolate? | |
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you so have not sold out. if anything, you're doing what you need to do in order to survive.
like you told me the other day, just hang in there. you have too many funny stories that people need to hear | |
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Phoenixxx said: you so have not sold out. if anything, you're doing what you need to do in order to survive.
like you told me the other day, just hang in there. you have too many funny stories that people need to hear Phoenixxx ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
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sag10 said: Phoenixxx said: you so have not sold out. if anything, you're doing what you need to do in order to survive.
like you told me the other day, just hang in there. you have too many funny stories that people need to hear Phoenixxx | |
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I know how you feel, I have everything I want (well not all ) and I should be content but I just feel that there is something missing...feel free to orgnote me for a chat | |
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sag10 said: You are beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Your eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about you is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Your soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Your feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Your smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of your gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at you and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect, her imperfections make her so. She is my dear friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can make her feel better, For she is everything in this world, And I have found a friend in her. ~~~ oh its so beautiful... i would love to cry... but the ocean dwelleth no more... ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Phoenixxx said: you so have not sold out. if anything, you're doing what you need to do in order to survive.
like you told me the other day, just hang in there. you have too many funny stories that people need to hear that is so my job... i love making people laugh!! or cry...but laughter is the cure for almost anything... ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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before i go COMPLETELY absentminded again
to everyone!!!
thanks i'll be better in a few... ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: before i go COMPLETELY absentminded again
to everyone!!!
thanks i'll be better in a few... Of course you will, you know the journey better than anyone...
You are the star! ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
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