After a week and a half.

Im back home.

Hi everyone

I checked myself into the hospital last Monday in the emergency room.I was suffering from anxiety,depression,insomnia,hearing voices,physical pain,suicidal.They kept me there for 2 days in tiny jail cell in a small room.They then transfer me to the psychiatric unit in an ambulance on a strapped gurney.

Then I was at psyche ward.I had 3 roomates.Two of them were in catatonic state.One constantly wet the bed and the other shit on the bathroom floor.The guy next to me was old man with a broken mind,paranoid schizo.It was room from hell,worst of the unit,because i couldn't sleep,because one patient kept acting up and they were 3 nurses assigned to watch them and they would talk to each other in middle of the night.I said shut the fuck up! trying to sleep.went to staff to change my room,but nothing was available.No other room had nurses giving special care for patients.

Most days you attend group therapy.They like 6-7 a day.Sunday is free day.You get 3 meals plus snacks.They watch you when you shave.The food was terrible.You had 2 visiting hours twice a day.1-2 pm and 6-7 pm.You get to use the free phone twice a day for an hour each.At night it's free time.We played board games,cards watch movies.

Overall it was best thing for me.I loved the place.My favorite part were the patients.I got phone numbers,facebook pages from numerous people.I haven't been this social in a long time.I felt strangely empowered in that place,because I was the alpha male,most sane and girls flocked to me.They all love touching my hair,even though that's not allowed.I just met a girl who got discharged last Friday today.I introduce her to my family,uncle,aunt,cousin,they all live in my building.My brother was in my house.She said let's go.We're going to your room!If he walks in,who cares,psyche chick.

That's all folks.

[Edited 4/18/13 17:58pm]

welcome back , the party is back on!

I got out a long time ago.
I've been hiding here on this site ever since.

Visionnaire said:

I got out a long time ago.
I've been hiding here on this site ever since.

I liked it better inside the ward than being on the outside.I met some great people.(patients)

I gotta meet psyche chick right now.she left a week before me,crazy nympho

See ya

iaminparties said:

I gotta meet psyche chick right now.she left a week before me,crazy nympho

See ya

Doesn't sound good to me.

iaminparties said:

After a week and a half.

Im back home.

Hi everyone

well, that's not very long.

You think you'r cured?

That would be a miracle, 1.5 week treatment and you'r cured!?

iaminparties said:

Visionnaire said:

I got out a long time ago.
I've been hiding here on this site ever since.

I liked it better inside the ward than being on the outside.I met some great people.(patients)

Psych wards are wonderful places.

But the incidence of mental sick people is the same at most random companies in your street.

the world is a psych ward

dJJ said:

iaminparties said:

I gotta meet psyche chick right now.she left a week before me,crazy nympho

See ya

Doesn't sound good to me.

It was good for me,nice girl.

dJJ said:

iaminparties said:

After a week and a half.

Im back home.

Hi everyone

well, that's not very long.

You think you'r cured?

That would be a miracle, 1.5 week treatment and you'r cured!?

Im not cured,but finally in medication.

Im on ctitalopram,zolpidem and some other psychotic medication.

XxAxX said:

the world is a psych ward

The psyche patients were some of the best people I met.I got home addess of this crazy,paranoid,schizoprenic 63 year old guy named Walter.He suffers from mass delusion,he thinks he worked for CIA.I think he's a crack addict,but mad funny.He had me rolling.

iaminparties said:

dJJ said:

well, that's not very long.

You think you'r cured?

That would be a miracle, 1.5 week treatment and you'r cured!?

Im not cured,but finally in medication.

Im on ctitalopram,zolpidem and some other psychotic medication.

Somehow, I doubt if I can trust you on that.

Do you trust anonymous orgers on face value?

I don't know how save somebody is, when I don't know anything about them.

What was your psychosis about?

iaminparties said:

XxAxX said:

the world is a psych ward

The psyche patients were some of the best people I met.I got home addess of this crazy,paranoid,schizoprenic 63 year old guy named Walter.He suffers from mass delusion,he thinks he worked for CIA.I think he's a crack addict,but mad funny.He had me rolling.

i don't judge. i'm nuts too in my way. we all are. i've met truly powerful people who are batshit crazy

dJJ said:

iaminparties said:

Im not cured,but finally in medication.

Im on ctitalopram,zolpidem and some other psychotic medication.

Somehow, I doubt if I can trust you on that.

Do you trust anonymous orgers on face value?

I don't know how save somebody is, when I don't know anything about them.

What was your psychosis about?

Manic depression.I heard shit in my head and that shit made me crazy.I was like WTF.They didn't diagnose me schizo.My Dr said something like ;ack of sleep.too much time on my hands to overthink

iaminparties said:

dJJ said:

Somehow, I doubt if I can trust you on that.

Do you trust anonymous orgers on face value?

I don't know how save somebody is, when I don't know anything about them.

What was your psychosis about?

Manic depression.I heard shit in my head and that shit made me crazy.I was like WTF.They didn't diagnose me schizo.My Dr said something like ;ack of sleep.too much time on my hands to overthink

Yes, sleep and food are pivotal for mood disregularity.

Not that easy to sleep when you'r mind is spinning.

Good to know you'r better

XxAxX said:

iaminparties said:

The psyche patients were some of the best people I met.I got home addess of this crazy,paranoid,schizoprenic 63 year old guy named Walter.He suffers from mass delusion,he thinks he worked for CIA.I think he's a crack addict,but mad funny.He had me rolling.

i don't judge. i'm nuts too in my way. we all are. i've met truly powerful people who are batshit crazy

I don't trust normal people.

I have no idea why you can't do paragraphs,anyone know how?

what change?

dJJ said:

XxAxX said:

i don't judge. i'm nuts too in my way. we all are. i've met truly powerful people who are batshit crazy

I don't trust normal people.

They are harder to trust.The people in psyche clinic were harmless.They're on medication and some could easily be taken advantage of.

One of the psyche patients is getting released tomorrow.I called her today at the hospital and she confirmed it.So Im gonna hook up with her and go to her place then we're going to crazy old man Walter's house,who was released earlier in the week.Hopefully my buddy Velasquez(Angel Dust)from the ward is released Monday,so I can hanged out with him.

This place is so crazy,they got me into listening to rap music,we were all dancing and popping to 2Chainz in lounge.I sang Gloria Gaynor "I will survive" during open mic which was one of the therapy sessions.

iaminparties said:

dJJ said:

I don't trust normal people.

They are harder to trust.The people in psyche clinic were harmless.They're on medication and some could easily be taken advantage of.

That's a good thing??

dJJ said:

iaminparties said:

They are harder to trust.The people in psyche clinic were harmless.They're on medication and some could easily be taken advantage of.

That's a good thing??

NO

I met a wonderful,elderly lady named Marilyn.You had to stay right near her just to hear her talk.She attended every group therapy,while other patients stayed in their rooms.she got discharged a day earlier before me.I remember the medics putting her on the gurney.I stood right next to it,until it was time to go.The medics said let's go and I gave her a kiss and hug,last time I probably see her.I went to my room shortly afterwards and got emotional.

ZombieKitten said:

Welcome back and I hope your meds work out!

muuuuuuah

iaminparties said:

I have no idea why you can't do paragraphs,anyone know how?

what change?

Don't know.

I use tab as a patch for that.

tab does not work either

space repeatedly works

Nope. space also doesn't work.

there just isn't a way around it.

org is losing it's formatting skills.

dJJ said:

Nope. space also doesn't work.

there just isn't a way around it.

org is losing it's formatting skills.

there is a thread about this issue in the other forum.

.

for now, though putting a period between lines works.

.

like this

XxAxX said:

dJJ said:

Nope. space also doesn't work.

there just isn't a way around it.

org is losing it's formatting skills.

there is a thread about this issue in the other forum.

.

for now, though putting a period between lines works.

.

like this

thanks

.

That does work