I went to London to get closure on Londonboy.

Sadly, I fell in love all over again.

And he also really loved seeing me again.

But.

He just doesn't see a future for us.

The thing is,

I would really like to meet somebody else.

But, I don't feel that same thing for anybody else.

How wonderful would my life be,

If I would fall in love with somebody,

who also falls in love with me?

Now there is one guy really in love with me.

But I'm not in love with him.

I do love him,as my friend, but just not in that way.

You know, like Londonboy feels for me.

He does love me and also has the hots for me.

But doesn't consider me to be relationship material.

And I know that love is not the answer for every problem we face.

But, how wonderful would it be to be loved by somebody and love that same person back?

I don't miss a relationship,

but sometimes I do, I guess.

What can I say? First of all, really beautiful. Make that rhyme and you have a song!
Seriously, if someone says they love you, but don't want to be in a relationship, that means they don't love you.

It does sound like a 14-year old girl rant.

SuperSoulFighter said:

What can I say? First of all, really beautiful. Make that rhyme and you have a song! Seriously, if someone says they love you, but don't want to be in a relationship, that means they don't love you.

Maybe not.

I don't want to be mean, but that's what people think when they're lovesick. Don't spend too much time worrying about Londonboy. Sooner or later Amsterdamboy, hell, maybe Johannesburgboy will come along!

Wouldn't it be nice if your friend could just be your friend? Try to be that for Londonboy and LET GO.

Embrace Localboy

dJJ said:

I went to London to get closure on Londonboy.

Sadly, I fell in love all over again.

And he also really loved seeing me again.

Cinny said:

Wouldn't it be nice if your friend could just be your friend? Try to be that for Londonboy and LET GO.

Embrace Localboy

O yeah.

I've been a good friend, did not bring anything up at all.

We went to the park first evening.

Strange thing was that it wasn't strange at all.

Hadn't seen him for more than a year, but didn't feel like that at all.

We just had so much fun in the park.

At one point we were looking at the colors of the sky and the forms of the tree branches,

just standing next to eachother, enjoying it.

Then, exactly at the same time,

we turned towards eachother, saying in sync "do you remember...

That was almost scary, how we mimiced eachothers movements and exactly said the same words at the same time.

Then we looked at eachother,

both a little bit amazed by that moment,

and I said,

so, yes, you do remember,

and he said

yes, my birthday right?

It was so weird that we both at that moment did not even have to speak.

And I got him a gift,

Amour from Kenzo

and it smelled soooooo good on him.

And we just had a great time going to an exposition 2days later.

Enjoyed a nice meal at the vegetarian Indian restaurant.

and hugged.

Last night we went to the Butchery Bingo

And that was so much fun.

We had a great laugh.

Guy who did the bingo was nice and funny, crowd was great.

We hugged for so long and then it was over.

So, not one moment I mentioned 'us'.

I didn't want to spoil the great time we had together.

Cinny said:

dJJ said:

I went to London to get closure on Londonboy.

Sadly, I fell in love all over again.

And he also really loved seeing me again.

Yes

dJJ said:

Cinny said:

Wouldn't it be nice if your friend could just be your friend? Try to be that for Londonboy and LET GO.

Embrace Localboy

O yeah.

I've been a good friend, did not bring anything up at all.

We went to the park first evening.

Strange thing was that it wasn't strange at all.

Hadn't seen him for more than a year, but didn't feel like that at all.

We just had so much fun in the park.

At one point we were looking at the colors of the sky and the forms of the tree branches,

just standing next to eachother, enjoying it.

Then, exactly at the same time,

we turned towards eachother, saying in sync "do you remember...

That was almost scary, how we mimiced eachothers movements and exactly said the same words at the same time.

Then we looked at eachother,

both a little bit amazed by that moment,

and I said,

so, yes, you do remember,

and he said

yes, my birthday right?

It was so weird that we both at that moment did not even have to speak.

And I got him a gift,

Amour from Kenzo

and it smelled soooooo good on him.

And we just had a great time going to an exposition 2days later.

Enjoyed a nice meal at the vegetarian Indian restaurant.

and hugged.

Last night we went to the Butchery Bingo

And that was so much fun.

We had a great laugh.

Guy who did the bingo was nice and funny, crowd was great.

We hugged for so long and then it was over.

So, not one moment I mentioned 'us'.

I didn't want to spoil the great time we had together.

Yeah, those are the kind of moments I feel but I am not that intuitive with everyone, so I do value it highly and interpret as romance. I understand!! It is good to keep people like that as friends too.

Cinny said:

dJJ said:

O yeah.

I've been a good friend, did not bring anything up at all.

We went to the park first evening.

Strange thing was that it wasn't strange at all.

Hadn't seen him for more than a year, but didn't feel like that at all.

We just had so much fun in the park.

At one point we were looking at the colors of the sky and the forms of the tree branches,

just standing next to eachother, enjoying it.

Then, exactly at the same time,

we turned towards eachother, saying in sync "do you remember...

That was almost scary, how we mimiced eachothers movements and exactly said the same words at the same time.

Then we looked at eachother,

both a little bit amazed by that moment,

and I said,

so, yes, you do remember,

and he said

yes, my birthday right?

It was so weird that we both at that moment did not even have to speak.

And I got him a gift,

Amour from Kenzo

and it smelled soooooo good on him.

And we just had a great time going to an exposition 2days later.

Enjoyed a nice meal at the vegetarian Indian restaurant.

and hugged.

Last night we went to the Butchery Bingo

And that was so much fun.

We had a great laugh.

Guy who did the bingo was nice and funny, crowd was great.

We hugged for so long and then it was over.

So, not one moment I mentioned 'us'.

I didn't want to spoil the great time we had together.

Yeah, those are the kind of moments I feel but I am not that intuitive with everyone, so I do value it highly and interpret as romance. I understand!! It is good to keep people like that as friends too.

When we were dating we had that a lot.

Sometimes I felt we didn't even have to talk, because we communicated.

On the other hand,

we also had our issues.

I'm a big girl.

I'll get over him.

again.