He looks like he'll turn out to be a jerk if I get too close, or I'll turn him into one somehow if I'm not satisfied emotionally. He's the cousin of a friend and she keeps saying we're both single though we're 11 years apart and I wouldn't have known cause he looks amazing and we get along well! But I know a little about his issues and his family cause of what she's said in the past and you all know about mine, so I don't want to get excited or encourage any ideas or hurt myself right now, cause I have my own emotional stuff going on, and I don't want to get involved with his folks cause they sound a little similar to mine, don't treat my friend that well (and I would not want this to ruin our friendship since love triangles have caused that in the past) though his brother is nice so far and we have stuff in common though the one I like is more attractive and a bit daring in his looks which I LOVE!!!!

I think I was having mixed episodes last night though, so I had to stay in control to not repeat my same pattern of being impulsive again like I found myself a few years ago with someone else and how I got taken advantage of as a result for months. Plus I should be around someone more to decide if they would be a good choice or not and I usually am like that but wasn't one time and paid the price.

Shit! I just signed into someone else's facebook account to learn more about him, and he went to school with the horrible ex bf and graduated the same year!!!! I hope they don't know each other though it's most likely they do cause of the same community....I'm staying away ya'll!!! And will tell my friend to never mention my ex to him if she generally talks about me in case it comes out.

[Edited 7/29/12 6:13am]

There are plenty of fish in the sea............

Sounds too complicated to work in the long run.

Did you bang him yet?

alphastreet said:

I just signed into someone else's facebook account to learn more about him

luv4u said:

There are plenty of fish in the sea............

Yeah, but some of 'em have skin cancer.

Visionnaire said:

luv4u said:

There are plenty of fish in the sea............

Yeah, but some of 'em have skin cancer.