I believe this week is going to determine how the rest of my year goes and where I will be. I don't want to say too much until I know, but it's around health and career. Please, I need all the positive energy and prayers I could get.

And happy new year to all!

All the best to you!

Thank you

You are in my prayers. I hope that this year starts out right for you and keeps going in that direction!

I don't pray anymore but I wish you the very best, this week and always.

That's really sweet of you, thanks. I've always believed that spreading good energy and investing it into what you do is effective as praying.

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praying for you

Sure will

I pray that things will work out in your favor.

hope & pray it works out 4 u!!!!!!

You're one of the sweetest persons I've met in the org, so my positive thoughts are with you.

Good luck with everything!

Hopes and prayers being sent your way....

Keep us updated.

Best of luck hun.

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Keep thinking positively. I wish you all the best!

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wow u had a lot happening!!!!!

u need to listen to the doc's re your health

and i am glad u stood up 4 your self!!! good on u!!!

hope the career turns out 4 u 2, so dont give up, just keep at it, u will soon find something better!!!

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alphastreet said:

Hey everyone, so here is an update: Health: thyroid and platelet levels are slightly off and I have to go back in a few months. I feel scared Depression issues: saw a new psych who attacked me and my character and put me down every second and was condescending and telling me I'm too unstable and bad at everything. I thought I would go into crisis after but faced my fear and told him off instead of being a good girl this time and surprised myself. It's how he said it more than what. I told him I'm more than happy to return to my old one so thank you. He attacked how I spoke, my lifestyle, saying I'm not good at what I do though I said I feel that way anyways , but I shouldn't have been attacked Career: I have stable hours at one of my jobs now! Was waiting to hear back from another place too but gave up. [Edited 1/6/12 14:37pm] [Edited 1/6/12 14:40pm]

Kisses right back at you

I'm stressed and freaked out about a lot of things, but also relieved about what did work out. I'm already beginning to punish myself for bringing all my stress upon myself if I have something serious. You've seen my posts for years :*( and how self-destructive I became though I do want to make a change and try to live in the present. Went out with friends tonight though to get my mind off it after venting on the phone before and it turned out okay though I was tired in the end.

ThisOne said:

wow u had a lot happening!!!!!

u need to listen to the doc's re your health

and i am glad u stood up 4 your self!!! good on u!!!

hope the career turns out 4 u 2, so dont give up, just keep at it, u will soon find something better!!!

[Edited 1/6/12 15:42pm]

Thanks thisone, yeah I'm worried about health for sure, but trying take it one day at a time. I'm glad I got what I wanted at work. The other place that I was waiting on for the job offer didn't call me like they said,and the day was almost over and I did not have the time to wait for next week though it was a good job too, or it would look like I was not interested in getting better hours where I'm at, so I had to make a quick decision.