I am fucked up beyond belief.

And yet, even with my subconscious sabotages out of insecurity, he understands and stays.

I just made a big pot of soup. I have not made soup in a long while and well, it is pretty bland. Oh well . I have been doing fairly well with my eating and soup is very filling yet usually not a lot of calories.

Should eye let u in 2 my world???Give me a sign............no nastiness ok!!!

I guess the day when you have finished everything you have to do is the day you can drop dead.

It's Monday...

After being sick all weekend and lying around the house, work is the last place I want to be.

chocolate1 said:

KidaDynamite said:

chocolate1 said:

It's Monday...

After being sick all weekend and lying around the house, work is the last place I want to be.

Aww, I really hope you feel better.

Thanks!

chocolate1 said:

KidaDynamite said:

chocolate1 said: Aww, I really hope you feel better.

Thanks!

Enjoy your day at school! Now that you are back in good health you're ready to pick up a fresh new batch of germs from your students. Are high school kids as germy as the grade school crowd?

Today is a nice day.

Its quiet

The weather is decent

No one is arguing on the org

There's a new cutie at the starbucks

One of my exe's has been asking about me

I won $21 on the Fantasy Five from last night

My Dooney & Burke tote arrived this morning

Yep. Today is a very nice day.

HotGritz said:

Today is a nice day.

Its quiet

The weather is decent

No one is arguing on the org

There's a new cutie at the starbucks

One of my exe's has been asking about me

I won $21 on the Fantasy Five from last night

My Dooney & Burke tote arrived this morning

Yep. Today is a very nice day.

Hope u have this feeling all week HotGritz....

davetherave6767 said:

HotGritz said:

Today is a nice day.

Its quiet

The weather is decent

No one is arguing on the org

There's a new cutie at the starbucks

One of my exe's has been asking about me

I won $21 on the Fantasy Five from last night

My Dooney & Burke tote arrived this morning

Yep. Today is a very nice day.

Hope u have this feeling all week HotGritz....

thx, me 2

Deadflow3r said:

chocolate1 said:

Thanks!

Enjoy your day at school! Now that you are back in good health you're ready to pick up a fresh new batch of germs from your students. Are high school kids as germy as the grade school crowd?

Oh yes!

My rock has gone eye must move on....Unxpected........Taxi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!4DaveTheRave....Silly Dave .....

[Edited 10/25/11 16:50pm]

I feel like ranting. I don't want to mess up this thread with a nonstop rant. But I feel one coming on in a big way. Maybe I should blog. No one would read it; I know that because few people even read my posts. Yes I am firmly sitting on my pitty pot now!

Deadflow3r said:

I feel like ranting. I don't want to mess up this thread with a nonstop rant. But I feel one coming on in a big way. Maybe I should blog. No one would read it; I know that because few people even read my posts. Yes I am firmly sitting on my pitty pot now!

We all need that sometimes...

Tremolina is the best, even though he makes me see how silly I am.

chocolate1 said:

Deadflow3r said:

I feel like ranting. I don't want to mess up this thread with a nonstop rant. But I feel one coming on in a big way. Maybe I should blog. No one would read it; I know that because few people even read my posts. Yes I am firmly sitting on my pitty pot now!

We all need that sometimes...

Thanks . I think the person that I am the most pissed at is myself. I am having to deal with the results of my own poor choices. Yes other people's opinion or what I feared would be other people's opinion, influenced my choices but ultimately the choices were mine. Hopefully by this time next year I am well on my way to where I want to be.

JustErin said:

ZombieKitten said:

JustErin said:

Tremolina is the best, even though he makes me see how silly I am.

He is very sensible but with a twinkle in his eye!!

He has definite naughty undertones!

Geez, life is absolutely incredible.

There are people who truly don't realize how their words affect others, and there are people who use their words to control others.

Which do you choose to be when start or post on a thread?

chocolate1 said:

There are people who truly don't realize how their words affect others, and there are people who use their words to control others.

Which do you choose to be when start or post on a thread?

Honestly I don't know. I do know that if someone was offended by something that I said then they should feel comfortable telling me. I don't mind criticism unless it is of the "your a big ugly stupid crackhead" variety. That they can keep.

Controlling others? I never thought anyone was trying to control me, but maybe I am just clueless. I guess if you manipulate a person with guilt that is pretty controlling isn't it? The people I have criticized on the org were grown enough that I didn't feel the need to coddle them. There are some people here that I would never critisize because I don't think they would get the point; instead they would just crawl away wounded. If I don't think that you can take it, I try not to dish it out.

Interesting day yesterday. Why, oh why does it take hours to pick out 2 bunnies from the county animal shelter? I hope she's happy. They were cute, though, too bad we couldn't take them all.

Watched someone getting put out their house by the sheriff's, they've been there at least 15 years that I know of, how'd they get to that place I don't know, sad, that's the difference of 10 years, then, I never seen that type of thing except on tv, now I've witnessed it 4 times in the past 5 years within blocks of where I live.

Later that night, across the street from the eviction, a police raid, lots of fire power, noisy as hell, swat teams all over, helicoptors flying over another day in the neighborhood. thank god it ain't my life, but still I'm not use to all this. Bad little kids stealing the fruit off your tree, doing some damage to your fence is more my speed.

Deadflow3r said:

ZombieKitten said:

JustErin said: He is very sensible but with a twinkle in his eye!!

He has definite naughty undertones!

Indeed. And now that I know how he talks and moves, I'm all

Yes, that is creepy, I know!

[Edited 10/26/11 11:32am]

Deadflow3r said:

chocolate1 said:

There are people who truly don't realize how their words affect others, and there are people who use their words to control others.

Which do you choose to be when start or post on a thread?

Honestly I don't know. I do know that if someone was offended by something that I said then they should feel comfortable telling me. I don't mind criticism unless it is of the "your a big ugly stupid crackhead" variety. That they can keep.

Controlling others? I never thought anyone was trying to control me, but maybe I am just clueless. I guess if you manipulate a person with guilt that is pretty controlling isn't it? The people I have criticized on the org were grown enough that I didn't feel the need to coddle them. There are some people here that I would never critisize because I don't think they would get the point; instead they would just crawl away wounded. If I don't think that you can take it, I try not to dish it out.

What I meant by "control" was that I believe that some people make a statement and then sit back and wait for people to react one way or another. It's entertaining to set up an argument.

Generally, we have an idea how people will receive our comments, and have an expectation of the reaction.

JustErin said:

Deadflow3r said:

He has definite naughty undertones!

Indeed. And now that I know how he talks and moves, I'm all

Yes, that is creepy, I know!

he's about 9 feet tall don't forget!

Women never fail 2 remind me it was Eve who took the 1st bite......

ZombieKitten said:

JustErin said:

Indeed. And now that I know how he talks and moves, I'm all

Yes, that is creepy, I know!

he's about 9 feet tall don't forget!

I didn't know that. Couldn't tell as he was sitting down.

oh no! my skin is starting to feel so dry with this colder weather, I hate the feel of dry skin

Rumor is Prince is about to go on tour again. So many questions. How costly will the tickets be? Will John and Renato and Eric be a part of the tour? Has Andy learned how to work the stage as well as the guitar?