i dont know how to even start this.. i guess this is more of a vent thread for me .. i just wanted to say that here on the org i try to be as true to my real self as i possibly can at all times.. not only is it important for me to let all of you guys try to see me for me but im never one to put on a show for anybody.. what you see with me is what you get... like anyone i know i have my flaws and im only human and i try to work on them everyday... insecurity is a major one for me.. but i have to tell you incase you dont know this about me i love every human that crosses my path until they give me a reason not too.. i guess im sensitive.. i guess i care to much about what everybody on here thinks of me... but thats who i am and i cant change it.. it kinda comes with the insatiable3 package..

i guess what im trying to say is i was deeply hurt about a comment said about me on a thread here at the org.. i know you cant stop this ... what i just dont understand is how someone can judge like that without even knowing who i am.. and i loved how they made the comment when i couldnt defend myself..

i thank all of you who stuck up for me on that thread and know that all the positive comments in responce meant so much to me .. i know that there are some totally wonderful people on here and dont ever think you go unnoticed to me... the org has done so much for me since i joined about a year and half ago.. i think its changed me in ways i never thought it could.. some of the people on here are the best friends anyone could wish for ... and im so blessed to have that.

anyway i just wanted to get all this off my chest so i could feel better im sorry for my dramatic rant..

thanks for listening

lol im such a emotional wreck lately oh well im gonna try to laugh it off i guess ( i dont expect many responces to this thread lol)

[Edited 8/9/11 19:56pm]

Ahhh come on now, don't even sweat that shit. Its the internet, birth place of anonymous assholeish comments. There was no reason for what that doucheface said, so like, really, fuck them. Just keep doin' you, because there ain't a damn thing wrong with that. A'ight?

Cerebus said:

Ahhh come on now, don't even sweat that shit. Its the internet, birth place of anonymous assholeish comments. There was no reason for what that doucheface said, so like, really, fuck them. Just keep doin' you, because there ain't a damn thing wrong with that. A'ight?

ty darlin

Cerebus said:

Ahhh come on now, don't even sweat that shit. Its the internet, birth place of anonymous assholeish comments. There was no reason for what that doucheface said, so like, really, fuck them. Just keep doin' you, because there ain't a damn thing wrong with that. A'ight?

besides we stick up for the ones we adore so...

(and you know how many of us are tryin' ta get in your virtual panties too right?)

There was no excuse for that comment. Never mind that it's wholy un-true & out of touch with reality (you are lovely)....but it was just god damned rude & an uncalled for cheap shot from a weak-minded cretin.

Glad Mars at least gave him a smack down.

You are a beatiful woman & thank you for sharing. Believe THAT.

Eye gave some1 a bit of my mind re: u was it that ur talking about?????

I've had some extremely mean shit said to me here several times over the years....including, of course, comments about my looks.

If you put yourself out there, you can't expect it to be all roses and kittens all the time from everyone. That's just the way life is. It might suck but you have to learn to deal with it or not participate at all of you can't handle it.

But I think you can handle it. Give it some time and you'll get over and forget some mean ass comment that was made.

veronikka said:

I had hoped that persons comments wouldn't get to you and why was the person banned but the comment was left there

I wondered that, too.

Edit: And I like your new sideways avatar pic.

[Edited 8/9/11 20:45pm]

Hey Insatiable3 u know u r better than that!!!

that post really upset me cause u really didnt deserve it, and it was nothing but a cheap shot by a worthless person

I was confused when I read the comment first because I was unsure if they were joking with you or what. I think you're gorgeous. *shrug* So do most people here, from what I gather in this thread. Not that it matters on way or the other, really, because we're all just assholes and strangers.

WTF??? I missed it.

What would anyone even have to say negative about you??

Someone just pointed the post out for me.

Oh hon, you're gorgeous inside and out. Their choice in name-calling seems ironic since clearly they're a no-life-havin piece of shit.

[Edited 8/9/11 22:33pm]

I noticed it was a new account person. So could be an alter or someone in insationable3's real life signing up to create drama. Regardless, it was crap.

...You do realize, starting a thread about this is just going to get them off, right?

Oh I wouldn't let anything that is said on a message board crush you especially if this is a person that doesn't know you personally. I find in real life some times ppl say mean shit about another person when they are jealous of them.

I have been informed of a person talking shit about me behind my back. Not sure what their motive is besides to get sympathy. All I know is that my real friends know me and love me enough to confront me. All of the other haters can kiss my ass.

From what I know of you, you are a beautiful caring person.

Don't sweat the small stuff

don't sweat internet bullies. you are you and that's what matters

I dont know why are taking it so personal... Obviously they were trolling, They had only just joined so it was obviously just to go around and post shit to piss people off!

It was a stupid and mean thing but you do need to toughen up a bit honey!

it's the internet, don't pay it any mind!

Beautiful person inside and out.

im totally the same way. im too sensitive for my own good. i get you completely. ignoring what people say is so much easier said than done when you happen to care about what people think of you. it sure bothers me to know somebody doesnt like me or that they think negatively of me. i dont care that its over the internet. were still people and have feelings regardless of how we communicate with each other. its just a shame so many people think its ok to be able to say such mean things because they can hide behind their computer screen. i dont know you, but im sure you dont deserve any kind of negativity. just try not to let it bother you too much, because its almost impossible to avoid completely.

i cant really say anything else that nobody else has said, but i agree most with this:

JamFanHot said:

There was no excuse for that comment. Never mind that it's wholy un-true & out of touch with reality (you are lovely)....but it was just god damned rude & an uncalled for cheap shot from a weak-minded cretin.

Glad Mars at least gave him a smack down.

You are a beatiful woman & thank you for sharing. Believe THAT.

and i second this:

veronikka said:

I had hoped that persons comments wouldn't get to you and why was the person banned but the comment was left there

Hold on to the fact that you are confident and attractive enough to post your lovely pics and please continue to do so dont be put off by the comments of one person.

I saw his comment and Mars immediate response. I admire anyone who willingly posts their pic in the photo threads as the Org isnt the most loving place, and peeps are often nasty just for fun it seems.

JustErin said:

I've had some extremely mean shit said to me here several times over the years....including, of course, comments about my looks.

If you put yourself out there, you can't expect it to be all roses and kittens all the time from everyone. That's just the way life is. It might suck but you have to learn to deal with it or not participate at all of you can't handle it.

But I think you can handle it. Give it some time and you'll get over and forget some mean ass comment that was made.

JustErin is the first person I absolutely fucken hated on the org. It all started 'cause she stuck up for Bria . I have learned much from her though on being thin skinned and sticking up for people with thin skin.

My daughter has a Barbie movie and in that movie Barbie tells her friends "my grandemother once said ' other people's opinion of you is none of your business' " and that is so true. Can you all imagine what it must be like to no only be known on the org but actually be famous? You have got to learn in life that people have a right to form their own opinion of you and that opinion could be negative. They do no have a right to post lies about you, but they can infact say, "you suck!!"

Squirrelgrease, one of my favs, has a rant that someone once posted displayed on his org page. You know he thought that was some histerical shit .

Given how many of us give you a HUGE every time you come back from a break from the org, I can not believe that you still have not got the down pat.

Unlike JustErin you are easily likeable. Erin has grown on me with time and made me rethink quite a few things. Thank God she doesn't have thin skin and took off for higher ground or I may never have learned them

Deadflow3r said:

JustErin said:

I've had some extremely mean shit said to me here several times over the years....including, of course, comments about my looks.

If you put yourself out there, you can't expect it to be all roses and kittens all the time from everyone. That's just the way life is. It might suck but you have to learn to deal with it or not participate at all of you can't handle it.

But I think you can handle it. Give it some time and you'll get over and forget some mean ass comment that was made.

JustErin is the first person I absolutely fucken hated on the org. It all started 'cause she stuck up for Bria . I have learned much from her though on being thin skinned and sticking up for people with thin skin.

My daughter has a Barbie movie and in that movie Barbie tells her friends "my grandemother once said ' other people's opinion of you is none of your business' " and that is so true. Can you all imagine what it must be like to no only be known on the org but actually be famous? You have got to learn in life that people have a right to form their own opinion of you and that opinion could be negative. They do no have a right to post lies about you, but they can infact say, "you suck!!"

Squirrelgrease, one of my favs, has a rant that someone once posted displayed on his org page. You know he thought that was some histerical shit .

Given how many of us give you a HUGE every time you come back from a break from the org, I can not believe that you still have not got the down pat.

Unlike JustErin you are easily likeable. Erin has grown on me with time and made me rethink quite a few things. Thank God she doesn't have thin skin and took off for higher ground or I may never have learned them

I just LOLed IRL.

JerseyKRS said:

I just LOLed IRL.

Shut up.

JerseyKRS said:

I just LOLed IRL.

Crushed............by purple flowers

That shine at noon and night

Fresh like an Arpil shower

Everything...gonna be alright

For someone to say something negative about you of all people....clearly shows he was trolling looking for a reaction...don't sweat it...those are some of the things that come along with posting in public forums...any 'ole creep can say anything they want to you....You are gorg, I've told you this before and seem like a genuinely sweet person so don't let it get you down.