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I think I'm becoming a ho Listen, It's been a minute since I've had the opportunity, let alone the inclination to go all out. (About 2.5 years really - Best friend's illness, then death and mourning. Finally coming back to life and my libido seems to be back.) My weekend actually started last Thursday. I went out. Gave one guy some head, and that was about it. Went out Saturday - Let's just say LOTS of sex. Well at least three guys, not included the bombastic head job I got from a cutie.
Today - Another opportunity to get wild in this 90+ degree heat. But if I do, nothing else is getting done today except coming home and crashing so I can try to put on a normal face for tomorrow.
I am gonna go today, but I feel sleazy already. No idea if I'll actually get into anything but . . . . I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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be safe of course, but dont substitute sex for a more intimate bond, be it friendship or more, which from the loss and mourning of your best friend you may be missing. The Most Important Thing In Life Is Sincerity....Once You Can Fake That, You Can Fake Anything. | |
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I'd prefer a more intimate bond but at the same time there is a hesitation of being that involved with someone that deep again. I've stayed pretty isolated so no real friends. The only people I know are co-workers and I don't really share my personal life at work. I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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Good advice right there..
I don't think you're a ho, just out having some fun. I hope the orgasms are long and strong for all parties involved . I went through a period of time when I was sexually rediscovering myself. Those Thursday - Sunday long fuckfest were a lot of fun. I got what I wanted/needed out of it. No judgement from this corner... | |
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There's always going to be that hesitation, but life is for living. The Most Important Thing In Life Is Sincerity....Once You Can Fake That, You Can Fake Anything. | |
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Sorry about your friend Sounds like your just "living" again- good for you be safe tho! | |
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You're right. Being 'safe' for me has meant condoms and emotional walls. Now I think I keep raising my standards or what I think I want so no one can qualify. Not a problem yet, but there may come a day. . . . I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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N thats not a good road to take. The rollar coaster is always more fun and scary than the merry go round. The Most Important Thing In Life Is Sincerity....Once You Can Fake That, You Can Fake Anything. | |
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SUP, what sort of feedback do you welcome here? Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Well I guess I have to say any and all but feel free to Orgnote. lol Posting here should mean I'm open to all . . . . I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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In Los Angeles. I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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But you know what you're getting on the merry go round even if it does make you sick eventually. Rollercoasters make me feel manic, high one day, too depressed to hide it the next. I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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One should not feel guilty for sex. if the nature and or the gods created the sweet nectar one should indulge in it as long as they can. hey its fun | |
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orgnote, bruh Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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I think that's it. Had some great sex this weekend and I guess I feel enough is enough. Planning to indulge in even more feels, well, whorish.
I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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I feel you, man.
I've been in this new province for almost 7 months now....and in that time I've been with no one. I'm dying here.
I wish I could just go out and fuck anyone....but
a.) the men here are ick b.) I just can't bring myself to fuck a stranger.
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I've had that problem for years. But now if it's not a stranger, it won't be any. Also never slept with friends except my best friend while we were in a relationship. I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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SUPRMAN I've known you for a few years here now and I always appreciated what you had to say in P&R (even if I didn't always agree...) and I just loved it when you came over here to join us regularly in GD.
SUPRMANthis jam is for you...
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LOL Thank you. I do remember that.
I'm still sitting here at home. I should just go . .. . . . Look and not touch, come home alone, . . . lol I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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This thread has my imagination working overtime. | |
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You lucky whore. I haven't slept with anyone in months and months because I haven't been around gay people lately except for a gay friend or two. I just have no desire to go to the clubs because they are sooooo boring these days and not to mention expensive. Andy is a four letter word. | |
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HO ly Toledo Surpman
sounds like u needed to do that... good 4 u!!!!!
[Edited 7/4/11 21:59pm] | |
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Yeah, I think I needed to do that to. Felt like I was 25 again, no viagra.
Had a great time this afternoon. Left in time for more fireworks of the holiday kind.
Couple of hot orals wrapped up the weekend but WOW.
I don't remember weekends like this when I was younger.
That's what puzzles me the most, that north of 40, this is a first. And the guys have been been very easy on the eye. That was surprising as well, that I could get more than the attention of guys I was interested in.
Doesn't make me want to do it every weekend.
It's interesting to be on this side of where I've been and doing things I've never done before. I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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WHY does stress and hormones make us crave the excitement? After over a year of grieving MJ, suffering with ongoing depression issues, emotional abuse from a coworker and intensive therapy, I ended up in a relationship that was emotionally toxic but it was full of lust too and could have been avoided. | |
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"think"?! Supr, you is a sho-nuf ho.
I just hope you ain't putting random unclean, unwrapped dicks in ya mouf. [Edited 7/5/11 13:22pm] | |
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Nah....you need to fuck a couple more strangers to be a bonafide Ho - plus they need to be on the ugly side. Right now, you're just a slut. I'M NOT SAYING YOU'RE UGLY. YOU JUST HAVE BAD LUCK WHEN IT COMES TO MIRRORS AND SUNLIGHT!
RIP Dick Clark, Whitney Houston, Don Cornelius, Heavy D, and Donna Summer. | |
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I'm not a flirt either and I don't sleep around, but after I broke up with the guy, I couldn't stop flirting with this cute one right in front of him! I had never done anything like that before and couldn't stop, and he was doing the same! Well, you would do it too if the ex was not good looking and you thought you liked him cause of his personality that turned out to be the opposite of how he first acted. I felt like a ho for it and sort of guilty cause it's not nice to hurt feelings, but the guy was terrible and I can be pretty vindictive when I'm hurt in anyway, so that's how it came out. Plus it's not like I was tied to the guy or made vows... [Edited 7/5/11 13:33pm] | |
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