I love my neighbours and friends.

However, they take my P love as one of my quarky characteristics. They start to laugh when I talk about him.

My neighbours nextdoor are my saviours. Every time I'm depressed or in break up, they make sure I'm on a guestlist. They know I would feel guilty for not attending, and that's the way they get me out of my house for the last 15 years now. Just put me on the guestlist, make me feel guilty for not attending,and I will have a great evening. They just are the greates people I met. Really about the music and atmosphere, never about the money. All of them (some are dj's, some producers). They allways took care of me, and I love them to death for their care!

They don't have any special feeling for P. Once in their life, they went to P his place while on a holiday, just to see what he was about. So, they were in America, expecting to see P and guess what: He was performing at Paradiso in Amsterdam!!! (she is one of the producers for Paradiso).

So, they heard about his great performance in Amsterdam, while they were not there, however they were in America, expecting to attend one of his shows.

They got this girl next door (Yeah, that's me), allways in for a party and whatever concert, however, going nuts about P. Whenever one of my neighbours is turning the tables, and they see me in the club, they will have a P song on. Love them for it. Makes me feel home in every place they turn their tables.

So, last autumn, P was in Holland. He did a big gig in Arnhem. I already had spend my money on Werchter and Antwerp, and knew my ex was in Arnhem (pretending he allwasy had been a fan ) They told me I had a very good chance of an afterconcert if I stood in line for Paradiso. Mind you, my neigbours didn't even stand in line for the Robbie Williams concert in Paradiso. So, we all stood in line (even my neighbour, who had been working for Paradiso for more than 17 years) and he was too tired for any after concert.

So, my neighbours still never saw P perform! Tonight, when we had an high tea with prosecco for prince William & Catherine, I realized how much I love my English neighbours. However, they don't take my P talk serious. And laugh at my org addiction. They laugh at my dream of seeing P perform in Paradiso.

And they are right, I should not want that. Because when you want someone else to fulfill your dreams (P jamming in Paradiso with his fave musicians and I'm there!!!!!) then you will get dissapointed. So, I should let go of that dream. And just dream about the goals that are within my reach.

In the meanwhile, I thank ...............(I don't know, the Universe???) for my neighbours. They are the greatest people around. And they make my house the best place in the universe.

Albeit we are all very different from eachother.......

Sorry guys, I'm drunk.

[Edited 4/29/11 15:52pm]

Doesn't anybody recognize this feeling?

To have great people around your neighbourhood, people that make a differerence in your life?

Anybody?

Am I the only drunk around here?

Yes, I will pretend to be the strong woman, allways up for a reasoable conversation

However, I do feel a little vulnerable at the moment. And insecure. What do you guys think? Am I really that akward?

[Edited 4/29/11 16:00pm]

Johnart and martini glasses

sorry i'm sober

fridays are mostly rather quiet here

XxAxX said:

SHe has vodka in that bottle. Not water......

Lucky girl

poor children, they look soooooo bored.

I would, if I were them......

boring adults

This is why I don't drink anymore...

have a Mio

I was drunk this morning too (3rd shifter). think I killed some threads. Sorry.

Are you still drunk?

HotGritz said:

Are you still drunk?

Nope. Had to prepare lawyer for my divorce case. I really sobered up. It's party time this week in Holland, however, not for me

I will be drunk friday night again. I think, birthday from friend. Hope to have finished a pile of work then and can go off partying craaaazy!

dJJ said:

HotGritz said:

Are you still drunk?

Nope. Had to prepare lawyer for my divorce case. I really sobered up. It's party time this week in Holland, however, not for me

I will be drunk friday night again. I think, birthday from friend. Hope to have finished a pile of work then and can go off partying craaaazy!

Make sure to visit us on that splendid day. Love your drunk posts!

There haven't been that many drunk posts around lately, huh?

Did everybody suddenly start to visit the AA or what? Or is there an alcohol lock on the prince org, with a few exceptions????

Damn u were drunk and I missed taking advangtage of you.

dJJ said:

There haven't been that many drunk posts around lately, huh?

Did everybody suddenly start to visit the AA or what? Or is there an alcohol lock on the prince org, with a few exceptions????

THAT!

hihihihi, unfortunately nobody did.

Well, you all know when I'm drunk again. At least now, we know that there is an official alcohol orgy thread......I still want to have my way with Mr. Taylor... ....just waiting for him to show up drunk again

it's actually been 3 months since i had a real drink

so how does one celebrate this with out drinking???????????????????????

physco185 said:

it's actually been 3 months since i had a real drink

so how does one celebrate this with out drinking???????????????????????

sugar, tsjoklut, massage, buy something nice for yourself, write down what you spared yourself from (not only financially), hire a gigolo (be aware not to become sexaddict )

go out for dinner, did you have a reward planned?