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..... [This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:13:07 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Scarlett said: some misguided fool thinks that i am abusing their sensibilties over something so nonsensational as Prince, whatever... "
Have you been hanging out in the Prince: Music and More forum, Scarlett? | |
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hell if i know. i don't pay heed 2 the little trivialities that go on here at the .org...this is a website, not the jerry springer show...
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:13:24 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:13:45 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: for those w/o notes::
Waiting, for forever if need be wanting a love that lingers and lasts inextricably Never pulled apart never torn down, causing shifty eyes to settle on one and never be a summary of someone else-for what you find cannot be found in another. Holding on to forever is a waste of tyme Good will to men who love only one woman Meeting the demands of receiving and giving Making it through the hard lines on the page Conserving their energy with determination To save themselves for that special someone No notion of interfering with another’s goals Knowing what they want keeping it for themselves Sharing the physical with one at a tyme Understanding the laws of god, forgetting what honey next to you just said Visualizes forever when you’re together, and it fails, it wasn’t love that broke your heart, you chose the wrong one to love. Your first decision isn’t always your last. It goes on as in all things and tyme unbidden by trial and error is tyme forever forgotten. You always choose just the right ones! And... hmmm.. I wish I could answer that last one. | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:14:01 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: i think of everything i have written that line resurfaces the most and makes tha most sense...
i forget many things but the trials and errors remain...ergo providing experience and wisdom should i happen upon that prospect again... alas many have come and gone from this life from this world (and to be selfish, from my life and my world) i remember few but my memory is long - those are the ones that changed me whether for good or bad right or wrong... these things i shall heed... and i shall pass this way no more!! We learn from each experience don't we? Sometimes we don't always listen to ourselves though... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:14:20 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:14:37 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Take your boredom out on us anytime! | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:14:54 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: Thanks Honey... but i don't think that u should be reading anymore of these, it could get ugly...
2 bad u taught me the way u did How to use people Crush them when I am through Never walk away to leave an enemy behind For u never know what they may do. Well I am a angry, bitter, a little deranged – too But in this life it’s all a part of the game My emptiness inside won’t let it slide The coldness in my heart won’t let me hide That one there... reminds me of a man that I once adored and looked up to... and he brought every one of those things out in me. Recently, I have decided not to speak to him anymore. Place some code on LaV's thread when I should stop clicking... | |
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no man there... [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:22:52 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:23:24 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:23:50 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Cast off pieces [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:24:20 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: Cast off pieces of some one else’s
that have been thrown out and into mine no reasonable doubt that this acquisition is untrue look at the lines they tell the truth bending over backwards to make it all fit falling victim to unattainable goals I cannot seem to reach bitter resentment when I fail shunning the world I take all the blame harboring no illusions that something could have been changed I accept this lot with all it’s have and have not’s expected no more than what I’ve got sarcastic reminders that this is not a perfect world trying to stay focused on the work at hand losing my integrity with every stand cradling fragile hopes close to heart daring to keep dreaming even in the wake of an open spiraling abyss, that threatens to consume me in a furnace that’s getting to damn hot!!! standing on the promises that my moma told me the ones her moma sold her, wondering exactly who was the fool here, I believe I am so as I cast myself from shore to shore of you I beg, that you share an uncommon mile with some that you know and other’s you surely won’t give a piece of life that isn’t easily replaced I implore that you spend a minute a day smiling at someone who has lost their way... | |
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smiling like a fool [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:24:49 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:15:27 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:15:49 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:16:09 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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ScarLett said: Hope is all gone
Fore’ I am the vanquished warrior am I not? Have my battles with depression not convoluted all that I could be? Gone is the will to fight the desperation, I have nothing left leave me now allow me the dignity to do the rest to do myself in, to give burden an excursion to let depravity play, you mean to give me a reason why I must press forward Ah my children a low blow you mean to take means naught in this land my family and friends think I must be a gifted writer but to me I seem nothing more than an absolute failure I have given my soul to the text and art of poetry and of this tribute I have attained little else other than insanity. These words that linger on paper for you to read and others to cherish aren’t any more than what they appear to be: words of the life that flows through my blood, the air that I breathe into my lungs the dirt I cleanse myself of the people that have walked in and out of my world and the dreams that have been left here to die, with the rest of me. Goodbye you savage cruel beast let my memory be erased and my loved ones be at ease... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:16:28 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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dawning realization [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:28:04 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:16:52 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Sanctuary, [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:28:59 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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Just like I was the day you met me.. [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:29:22 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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home [This message was edited Sat Feb 8 22:29:52 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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[This message was edited Fri Feb 28 11:17:09 PST 2003 by ScarLett] ~Live Free ... Be Wyld~AlwaysOnlyMakeBelieve - LiveUrLyfe... laissez le bon temps rouler...vivre sans être sauvage...हमेशा ही बना विश्वास ~Change and do so CONSTANTLY... | |
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