as you may well know, marriage and realtionships havent been my forte...I believe i gave all i could and got little in return...but that was probably my bad since i walked around with my own version of marriage for 10-15 years and when the church said amen, i couldnt keep up...so...it will be a while before im current because I AM GETTING MY OWN APARTMENT THIS WEEK!!! ...no joke.

the only bad part will be when my ex and my daughter wont be able to find me, they will try and be abusive once they catch up to me, which i hope to make difficult for them..

I'm really sorta scared, i never lived alone in my life, but FOR PETES SAKE...i've taken all i could!!!

Go for it. You'll be okay. Really. You're not the first who had to go through that process. You'r life can only get better. Even the lonely days and nights are better than getting abused in any form. Help yourself, go through that rocky period so you wake up one day, very happy lightharted and know that you gave yourself the best gift you could give: You'r own life.

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why do i feel discouraged... ...

myfavorite said:

And make sure your new pad has an internet hookup.

That way you'll know that we'll be there for you girl!

dJJ said:

Go for it. You'll be okay. Really. You're not the first who had to go through that process. You'r life can only get better. Even the lonely days and nights are better than getting abused in any form. Help yourself, go through that rocky period so you wake up one day, very happy lightharted and know that you gave yourself the best gift you could give: You'r own life.

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Go for it and don't look back

I already know where to buy area rugs, that will be my start. and maybe a lamp and table...lol. the bed i will have to do some homework... .....(that felt pretty good to say)

myfavorite said:

I already know where to buy area rugs, that will be my start. and maybe a lamp and table...lol. the bed i will have to do some homework... .....(that felt pretty good to say)

Girl INVEST in a Tempurpedic... that is a lifesaver!!

are you kiddig meeee!!! i know they are expensive as all heck! i see a gots my back tho...

you're gonna love it

peace

You'll do just fine, beloved. @)--}-----------

for your peace of mind & that your family not give you DRAMA

Peace, myfavourite...

everything will be fine

I was positive that you were gonna say, "....off a bridge".

Glad it's not that. Good luck and my advice would be to stay on your meds.

myfavorite said:

as you may well know, marriage and realtionships havent been my forte...I believe i gave all i could and got little in return...but that was probably my bad since i walked around with my own version of marriage for 10-15 years and when the church said amen, i couldnt keep up...so...it will be a while before im current because I AM GETTING MY OWN APARTMENT THIS WEEK!!! ...no joke.

the only bad part will be when my ex and my daughter wont be able to find me, they will try and be abusive once they catch up to me, which i hope to make difficult for them..

I'm really sorta scared, i never lived alone in my life, but FOR PETES SAKE...i've taken all i could!!!

Yes they will 'cause you gonna tell 'em!

Seriously though. Good for you for finding your own place. When family start becoming caustic, it's time to move on and free yourself. They're grown and can chase their own demons. You need to do you.

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..mommy, sister,friend...