Last night I REALLY REALLY fancied a Bacardi and Coke, I couldn't stop thinking about it! (I really would have wanted a Bounty (Unproofed) Rum and Coke, but I have to wait until I visit Fiji again for that, I'll be bringing back home 4 litres

So desperate was I, I agreed to anything so the master would pop down to Safeways I helped him pack his trailer in the rain

ZombieKitten said:

Last night I REALLY REALLY fancied a Bacardi and Coke, I couldn't stop thinking about it! (I really would have wanted a Bounty (Unproofed) Rum and Coke, but I have to wait until I visit Fiji again for that, I'll be bringing back home 4 litres

So desperate was I, I agreed to anything so the master would pop down to Safeways I helped him pack his trailer in the rain

I rum and coke.

FauxReal said:

ZombieKitten said:

Last night I REALLY REALLY fancied a Bacardi and Coke, I couldn't stop thinking about it! (I really would have wanted a Bounty (Unproofed) Rum and Coke, but I have to wait until I visit Fiji again for that, I'll be bringing back home 4 litres

So desperate was I, I agreed to anything so the master would pop down to Safeways I helped him pack his trailer in the rain

I rum and coke.

the master likes Bundaberg rum, I tried a sip but it's yucky

connorhawke said:

Deadflow3r said:

Oprah and I are on the same page this year!!!! Her March issue is on the stands and I just bought it. I am still going at it but the clutter problem is not resolved. In big bold letters the cover reads "De-Clutter Your life , say goodbye to the stuff that is weighing you down!!" also on the cover is "I want to be lean and clean for the future" . Oprah is talking my kinda talk. I am so psyched.

I have been talking to my daughter about getting rid of stuff and getting ready for travel and possibly a move in the summer and that if we can't keep it together in this little apartment then we are not ready for something bigger and better. So far she is excited.

Exciting! Where are you planning on going?

This summer come hell or high water I am going south with my daughter and enjoying her summer vacation with her. Every fkn year she gets a camp scholarship and that is great but their is no together time. My sister takes her away for a week but not me and they go to my sister's roomates families place. My sister's roomate is a total asshole who my late mother could not stand and neither can I . I cringe every year my child goes but I feel badly holding her back from a week at a lake house aswell.

My daughter tells me all sorts of stories about this 69 year old spinster that just makes me want to slap her but she and my sister have lived together since 1972!

It is a messed up story connorhawke. Basically my sister has no children and she uses mine as a suragate child. One day I said "why don't the 3 of us go for a walk along the bike trail" She said "oh, it is too cold for me, I'll just take her (my daughter) to the park a couple of towns over instead" . Literally, she never wants me along even though we have not had a fight in years! The only reason we don't fight is because I hold my tongue.

I am always sweet to my sister and laugh with her on the phone. Inside however I but for the sake of my daughter I don't go there and .

Anyway, my daughter keeps saying she wants to spend vacation with me and really would like to go to the beach instead of the camp. I have to find a way to make it all possible and I believe that I will.

well, since valentines day is over...im just going to babble

i hate not having job security.....

not having a birthday next week, coz the last 2 job changes have happened on my birthday

(one good, one sucky)

support your local booksellers ppl!!!!!

I'm in the wrong part of Chi-Town and I'm about ready to just...move to a small town like Paris,TN and start over. They're closing the one and only good bookstore in my area because people would rather suck on the wi-fi, socialize, leave and NOT buy books. And that's why everything is always slashed down in prices. I mean damn...I get it, the coffee is great and it's a great little pit stop, but you should support your pit stop.

First Coldstone, now Border's. They might as well shut the main streets of Beverly down.

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I'm in the wrong part of Chi-Town and I'm about ready to just...move to a small town like Paris,TN and start over. They're closing the one and only good bookstore in my area because people would rather suck on the wi-fi, socialize, leave and NOT buy books. And that's why everything is always slashed down in prices. I mean damn...I get it, the coffee is great and it's a great little pit stop, but you should support your pit stop.

First Coldstone, now Border's. They might as well shut the main streets of Beverly down.

That sucks.

But Coldstone sounds good right about now.

FauxReal said:

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I'm in the wrong part of Chi-Town and I'm about ready to just...move to a small town like Paris,TN and start over. They're closing the one and only good bookstore in my area because people would rather suck on the wi-fi, socialize, leave and NOT buy books. And that's why everything is always slashed down in prices. I mean damn...I get it, the coffee is great and it's a great little pit stop, but you should support your pit stop.

First Coldstone, now Border's. They might as well shut the main streets of Beverly down.

That sucks.

But Coldstone sounds good right about now.

Yes. I hate the singing, but the waffle cones....ohhh MAN that's the stuff.

God, I keep on having zero time to be on the org. I feel like I am constantly running around and when I get here I have to get the fuck off the computer and go on to the next thing. I have budget problems so I no longer have no cost texting and web and fb from my phone either. I miss everyone and I can't lurk on the org the way I use to to keep up with you all!

I thought I was an emtotional drama queen. My GOD this man has me beat. Is this part of the 110% percent? Laying in bed, feeling hopeless, not answering your phone and all that? And then to top it off, every time we have a serious chat you talk about me moving on from you and finding someone else.

I say no every time, because I want you. But um...can I have you? So many walls up. Maybe finding someone else would be good. Let me start over and grow.

You're suffocating me....

In other news, best sleep of my life this week. Something about the middle of the bed....mmm!

Another sleep paralysis night, of the frightening variety. That's about three times in two months. Didn't sweat the other two, but this one really sucked.

Those things really are terrifying.

I dropped that man like a bad habit. Praise Jesus. Now he's angry because I talked some smack to get him off my back. Well, that's the worst of it. The best part is now that selfish man can be his own problem, and NOT mine. I didn't birth ya, so I'm not ya mama. I tried to be support, but you had wall after wall after....

nah, screw it. Tonight is my night baby!

FauxReal said:

Another sleep paralysis night, of the frightening variety. That's about three times in two months. Didn't sweat the other two, but this one really sucked.

What the hell are these things? Is it like when I am in a dream and I dream that I can not wake up and I start trying to scream so that my daughter will hear and she will wake me up? I think I have those because of my sleep apnea.

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I dropped that man like a bad habit. Praise Jesus. Now he's angry because I talked some smack to get him off my back. Well, that's the worst of it. The best part is now that selfish man can be his own problem, and NOT mine. I didn't birth ya, so I'm not ya mama. I tried to be support, but you had wall after wall after....

nah, screw it. Tonight is my night baby!

How many times have you dropped this man? What is the longest span of time you have stayed away from him?

Got a great idea. I am going to cut all of my dyed hair off so that I only have the gray and look a lot like my avatar for the New England meet up. I am pretty excited. I am getting sick of older women trying to rock the long hair well past their 40's and I am going to be 50 in August.

Deadflow3r said:

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I dropped that man like a bad habit. Praise Jesus. Now he's angry because I talked some smack to get him off my back. Well, that's the worst of it. The best part is now that selfish man can be his own problem, and NOT mine. I didn't birth ya, so I'm not ya mama. I tried to be support, but you had wall after wall after....

nah, screw it. Tonight is my night baby!

How many times have you dropped this man? What is the longest span of time you have stayed away from him?

I thought it was a different one

connorhawke said:

Deadflow3r said:

How many times have you dropped this man? What is the longest span of time you have stayed away from him?

I thought it was a different one

LadyLuv needs to start given her men names, even Faux ones because I am loosing her story. Is this the guy with family problems? The great sex but not much else guy? Then again all her men sound like great sex but not much else types. Maybe we need to name them. I will call the last guy Nigel.

So, LadyLuv, how long were you with "Nigel" ? Let's get your men straight here!

Deadflow3r said:

connorhawke said:

I thought it was a different one

LadyLuv needs to start given her men names, even Faux ones because I am loosing her story. Is this the guy with family problems? The great sex but not much else guy? Then again all her men sound like great sex but not much else types. Maybe we need to name them. I will call the last guy Nigel.

So, LadyLuv, how long were you with "Nigel" ? Let's get your men straight here!

ParanoidAndroid said:

What's this thread all about?

Just like Sienfeld was a show about nothin' this is a thread about nothin' . It is were you post shit that you don't feel confident is worthy of a thread of it's own. Funny pics, sad stories etc.

Some people are regulars and I have gotten to know them by just reading all their various posts.

Connorhawke, myself, FauxReal, LadyLuvSexxy and ZombieKitten seem to be in it for the long haul but we have had others like Fauxie, Acrylic, DesireeNevermind , prb, and more appear pretty frequently.

I just love it because I love to ramble. I can ramble on here all I want and not be afraid that I am derailing a thread. WELCOME This is also a great place to post funny pics too!

connorhawke said:

Deadflow3r said:

LadyLuv needs to start given her men names, even Faux ones because I am loosing her story. Is this the guy with family problems? The great sex but not much else guy? Then again all her men sound like great sex but not much else types. Maybe we need to name them. I will call the last guy Nigel.

So, LadyLuv, how long were you with "Nigel" ? Let's get your men straight here!

I almost sound like a trained therapist on TV don't I ?

Y'all kill me. It's the same guy. His name is Darren.

Great lover, agreeable when the weather is right. It's been about five years with him. Since we broke up, it's been all seasonal within a span of six months to a year when we usually start talking to each other. Basically, I kinda thought to myself maybe he's changed, grown up...blah blah. I called myself trying to see the good in him. Trying to help him work through his problems. Long story short, I got tired of the dual sides. He's funny and has that same kind of screwball humor I have. But on the other hand, he's got a lot of problems thanks to his mother and other people. He let those things rule his life. The damage became part of his personality and really messed up his point of view.

Long story short, I been dropping and picking up the same dirty ball only to come to the same place. The only difference about this time is that he ADMITTED to the issues and we actually talked about them. Of course, he spent his time searching for the negative in everything and had the nerve to ask me--the person willing to listen and help--if I was for him. And I got tired of having long talks with him, inspiring him, and then days later it's back to square one.

He'll never change and I can't deal with that. I'll lose my afro over him and I JUST got it to fluff like I want. If he ever decided to really get himself together, I'd be happy to be just his friend. But he wanted more, and uh...no. No no no. I just wanted to be lovers. So I let him go and laid down some tough love. My dad had it right all along--he's a man set in his ways, set by a course of pain started in his teens. He will never change. And me...well...I kinda have a mothering thing going on where I want to help people.

So I now have birds. I also watch small children from time to time. Problem solved.

LadyLuvSexxy said:

Y'all kill me. It's the same guy. His name is Darren.

Great lover, agreeable when the weather is right. It's been about five years with him. Since we broke up, it's been all seasonal within a span of six months to a year when we usually start talking to each other. Basically, I kinda thought to myself maybe he's changed, grown up...blah blah. I called myself trying to see the good in him. Trying to help him work through his problems. Long story short, I got tired of the dual sides. He's funny and has that same kind of screwball humor I have. But on the other hand, he's got a lot of problems thanks to his mother and other people. He let those things rule his life. The damage became part of his personality and really messed up his point of view.

Long story short, I been dropping and picking up the same dirty ball only to come to the same place. The only difference about this time is that he ADMITTED to the issues and we actually talked about them. Of course, he spent his time searching for the negative in everything and had the nerve to ask me--the person willing to listen and help--if I was for him. And I got tired of having long talks with him, inspiring him, and then days later it's back to square one.

He'll never change and I can't deal with that. I'll lose my afro over him and I JUST got it to fluff like I want. If he ever decided to really get himself together, I'd be happy to be just his friend. But he wanted more, and uh...no. No no no. I just wanted to be lovers. So I let him go and laid down some tough love. My dad had it right all along--he's a man set in his ways, set by a course of pain started in his teens. He will never change. And me...well...I kinda have a mothering thing going on where I want to help people.

So I now have birds. I also watch small children from time to time. Problem solved.

So it is the same guy! Well we will see how long Darren/ Nigel stays in the dog house this time. Somehow I still don't get what he does that is so wrong. What could he do differently?

Deadflow3r said:

LadyLuvSexxy said:

Y'all kill me. It's the same guy. His name is Darren.

Great lover, agreeable when the weather is right. It's been about five years with him. Since we broke up, it's been all seasonal within a span of six months to a year when we usually start talking to each other. Basically, I kinda thought to myself maybe he's changed, grown up...blah blah. I called myself trying to see the good in him. Trying to help him work through his problems. Long story short, I got tired of the dual sides. He's funny and has that same kind of screwball humor I have. But on the other hand, he's got a lot of problems thanks to his mother and other people. He let those things rule his life. The damage became part of his personality and really messed up his point of view.

Long story short, I been dropping and picking up the same dirty ball only to come to the same place. The only difference about this time is that he ADMITTED to the issues and we actually talked about them. Of course, he spent his time searching for the negative in everything and had the nerve to ask me--the person willing to listen and help--if I was for him. And I got tired of having long talks with him, inspiring him, and then days later it's back to square one.

He'll never change and I can't deal with that. I'll lose my afro over him and I JUST got it to fluff like I want. If he ever decided to really get himself together, I'd be happy to be just his friend. But he wanted more, and uh...no. No no no. I just wanted to be lovers. So I let him go and laid down some tough love. My dad had it right all along--he's a man set in his ways, set by a course of pain started in his teens. He will never change. And me...well...I kinda have a mothering thing going on where I want to help people.

So I now have birds. I also watch small children from time to time. Problem solved.

So it is the same guy! Well we will see how long Darren/ Nigel stays in the dog house this time. Somehow I still don't get what he does that is so wrong. What could he do differently?

He's really negative all the time. Like, I'll tell him everything I love about him--his artistic talent, etc. and he'll search for all kinds of negativity in what I say. It's really a mood killer because he's not always like that. They're spells and when he's in a spell, he starts talking and acting really ugly and will shut everyone out....then come up with an excuse. He does it a lot. The thing is, he goes with what everyone else wants, not what he wants. He'll tell you his entire life story, but doesn't want anyone to do a thing about it. And when all eyes aren't on him, he says the world is against him. What he does (that really isn't insanely wrong but rather taxing when it comes to talking to him abd bieng with him) is just suck the life out of everything one minute, but can be on cloud nine the next. Simple talks turn into arguments, and sometimes he just...goes away for days on end.

Basically, he needs to work on not seeking negativity in everything. He doesn't really speak up for himself and lets his family trample all over him. He was shocked when I was so willing to spend six and eight hours talking to him. There is greatness in him and lots of it but his past--the one thing he really has kept deep inside--is holding him back from trusting and seeing a future for himself. I called myself being there for him, but I'd find out in conversations that things were never good enough for him. But he'd turn around the next day and tell me I was his world and made everything wonderful....

Darren is a sweet man. A lot of things that happened to him should not have. But he's still blaming the world and took out all his frustrations on me because of stuff that happened to him 10 and 15 years ago. He says he faced the issues, but they keep coming up. He needs to soul search some more is all. I'd love to be there in his world, but he really didn't let me in. He has a lot on his plate all the time..and his fam really piles it on. I dunno....I guess he just needs to overcome that family drama and not let everything weigh him down so easily.

Deadflow3r said:

connorhawke said:

I thought it was a different one

LadyLuv needs to start given her men names, even Faux ones because I am loosing her story. Is this the guy with family problems? The great sex but not much else guy? Then again all her men sound like great sex but not much else types. Maybe we need to name them. I will call the last guy Nigel.

So, LadyLuv, how long were you with "Nigel" ? Let's get your men straight here!

Interesting choice of capitalization there.

i am supposed to be going out tomorrow with my girl friends... but to be honest i may cancel

just not in the mood

those shoes r going to be collecting dust for a very long time i think

^^^^^^

i just postponed until next fortnight

which only means....

yep

u guys will have to put up with me again tonight

physco185 said:

^^^^^^

i just postponed until next fortnight

which only means....

yep

u guys will have to put up with me again tonight