I am losing my shit right now.

These oranges taste terrible.

..or tangerines. Or whatever the hell these things are.

Also, I need to stop tarnishing my blog with the thoughts of my ex. It's over.

(Imma miss that sweet perfect round butt of his...)

JustErin said:

I am losing my shit right now.

that's your best damn avi yet!

DesireeNevermind said:

JustErin said:

I am losing my shit right now.

that's your best damn avi yet!

Thank you!

JustErin said:

I am losing my shit right now.

Hey, theres already a thread about that!

I walked out to my car and I hear a squeak like sound. It was very quiet and I think most would've missed it except I am paranoid now. I turn around and a rat runs from the hedge to the left of the apartment door to the hedge on the right, alongside the wall of my patio. It took me ten minutes of standing outside to work up the nerve to walk back in that door. I thought they were gone or at least in hiding, but they are showing their nasty ass little faces again. I really need to go buy a house.

This is the face of the enemy.

I'm buying a decently-powered BB gun tomorrow, some glue traps, and poison. Bats just fell a notch on my mosted hated animal list.

Alberta, Canada...supposedly they eradicated their rat population. Maybe I need to live there.

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i have friends that try to dog me out, i have friends that like to look at me all day...i have friends that dont notice me at all, i have friends that only see me from a distance....fact of the matter is, i have friends.

what am i??

i overheard a friend tell another friend about my involvement with her friend's friend.

and it made me think how we would have drinks, then he would tease me, all damn day, then i would make love to him, but you're suposed to take care of your toys.

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taboo subjext!

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how is it im getting sick every time i eat?? i jsut wont eat no more...

I think he's getting other people to talk for him and if that is the case I will be sooooo disappointed.

Bush turkey in my backyard.

Possum in my cherry blossom.

What's next? Alligators in the toilet?

connorhawke said:

Bush turkey in my backyard.

Possum in my cherry blossom.

What's next? Alligators in the toilet?

bats in the bedroom and frogs in your crocs

ZombieKitten said:

connorhawke said:

Bush turkey in my backyard.

Possum in my cherry blossom.

What's next? Alligators in the toilet?

bats in the bedroom and frogs in your crocs

dont forget redbacks on the toilet seat

I kept saying "I'm not your girlfriend" to him as we kissed, made love, and went places. And technically, I wasn't. But then I looked back on a blog, and there it was in my words..."my boyfriend".

Damn.

connorhawke said:

Bush turkey in my backyard.

Possum in my cherry blossom.

What's next? Alligators in the toilet?

There is this one place in Worcester, up by Granite Street, that has a ton of wild turkeys. My daughter went there for a while to be babysat and I was amazed at how they had overtaken that little side street.

Oh, my city is in the news for something stupid of course. A fifteen year old girl ran off with her Brazilian boyfriend to Brazil and the Brazilian government released her into the custody of his parents and now there is a problem getting her back in the USA.

It's worse, he's a schizophrenic...WHY??? Now I'm kinda wishing he is having someone else talk for him.

evenstar3 said:

I am so goddamn lame and have no guts to do what I want and it's driving me crazy

That sucks. Same here, I'm afraid.

KidaDynamite said:

It's worse, he's a schizophrenic...WHY??? Now I'm kinda wishing he is having someone else talk for him.

the hell you attracted THIS time? smh

Kida and I have discussed this at length already......

When did it become cool for dudes to wear capri shorts?! Really son? did you buy those at bebe's when your girl was trying on hoop earrings and those pants "spoke" to you?

ole punk ass.....and you probably dab you girl's perfume behind your ears before you walk out the house

bboy87 said:

Kida and I have discussed this at length already......

When did it become cool for dudes to wear capri shorts?! Really son? did you buy those at bebe's when your girl was trying on hoop earrings and those pants "spoke" to you?

ole punk ass.....and you probably dab you girl's perfume behind your ears before you walk out the house

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I kept saying "I'm not your girlfriend" to him as we kissed, made love, and went places. And technically, I wasn't. But then I looked back on a blog, and there it was in my words..."my boyfriend".

Damn.

I think women lie to themselves all the time about how emotionally involved they are with a guy. I honestly think that there are very few women that can have sex more than one time with a guy and not get emotionally involved. I think we are genetically made to get attached more easily then men.

KidaDynamite said:

bboy87 said:

Kida and I have discussed this at length already......

When did it become cool for dudes to wear capri shorts?! Really son? did you buy those at bebe's when your girl was trying on hoop earrings and those pants "spoke" to you?

ole punk ass.....and you probably dab you girl's perfume behind your ears before you walk out the house

I have not yet seen the boy capri's but I imagine that it would be something Prince might have worn in his teens. He made such huge fashion back then.

OK nobody is on the org right now and I have taken to starting secret threads on the Lotusflow3r forum. I am as bored as I can be I guess.

I think I'm going to order a burger and fries for dinner tomorrow. I haven't had a good one in ages. Too bad that place don't sell strawberry milkshakes....gooood with the burger and fries when it's creamy and right...

the weather is perfect today

and my day has been a good one

sometimes I sit back and think of all

that's happening in my life

I'm going through more than usual

but today, for whatever reason,

I had a different outlook on things

a positive spin

that's been missing the last couple of months

it was a welcomed change

a return to normal in a less than normal

stage of my life

I'm so sick and tired of all these damn reality shows. Are Americans that damned voyeuristic??

Deadflow3r said:

LadyLuvSexxy said:

I kept saying "I'm not your girlfriend" to him as we kissed, made love, and went places. And technically, I wasn't. But then I looked back on a blog, and there it was in my words..."my boyfriend".

Damn.

I think women lie to themselves all the time about how emotionally involved they are with a guy. I honestly think that there are very few women that can have sex more than one time with a guy and not get emotionally involved. I think we are genetically made to get attached more easily then men.

Yeah...I know. I called myself avoding "it", but even he pointed out that we acted like a married couple. In the end, I had to break his heart and let him go. I was getting attached....and he's just not the right guy for that kind of status.

DesireeNevermind said:

I'm so sick and tired of all these damn reality shows. Are Americans that damned voyeuristic??

A couple of days ago I told my daughter "I love you with all my heart" and instead of "I love you too" she said, in that "I'm not a kid anymore, I am 8 and a half" voice : I ALREADY know that Mom". That made me happy in a weird way because it means she knows is deep down inside and doesn't doubt it ever. It's sort of like "the grass is green, the sky is blue, my mother loves me " .