zaza said:

Thank you for all your prayers, my friends.. She's "quite" better now. The problem with my grandma is that she refuses any doctor, she thinks she could do without them. Two years ago, I found my grandfather dead in the morning before I went to school. It was pretty horrible experience, but thank God there was still my grandma at home. To be honest - I'm afraid every single morning to get out of my bed because I don't want to find out she died..and I know that day will come someday in the future That's why I'm worried about her

So good to hear she is doing better.

I can very much relate to how you feel as I always was afraid that my dad might have died when I went into his room. I alway tried to hear form outside if I could still hear him breathe . I wish you much strength to deal with the situation and your grand mother can be very proud of you

Serious said:

awww zaza! I hope your grandmother feels better!

zaza said:

Serious said:

So good to hear she is doing better.

I can very much relate to how you feel as I always was afraid that my dad might have died when I went into his room. I alway tried to hear form outside if I could still hear him breathe . I wish you much strength to deal with the situation and your grand mother can be very proud of you

I was really afraid this morning. I woke up and she was still in her bed..that was pretty unusual. And I was such a coward that I tried to do as much noise as I could and when I went to uni, I said "Bye, I'm going" very loud - with no reply. I know I'm such a weak person because of this. But I just couldn't imagine I'd find out she's dead just like my grandpa I hope everything will be better tomorrow. She's strong and she knows we need her. I hope..

Are you crazy? You are not coward at all ! You are a wonderful loving grandson who cares about somebody he loves ! It must have been such a nightmare to loose your grandfather like that .

Sending good vibes to you and your grandmother zaza.

Serious said:

zaza said:

Serious said: I was really afraid this morning. I woke up and she was still in her bed..that was pretty unusual. And I was such a coward that I tried to do as much noise as I could and when I went to uni, I said "Bye, I'm going" very loud - with no reply. I know I'm such a weak person because of this. But I just couldn't imagine I'd find out she's dead just like my grandpa I hope everything will be better tomorrow. She's strong and she knows we need her. I hope..

Are you crazy? You are not coward at all ! You are a wonderful loving grandson who cares about somebody he loves ! It must have been such a nightmare to loose your grandfather like that .

I agree with Serious! I had a cat who was VERY sick and was going to pass away at any time, He liked it in the basement in the covers away from all the noise so I would go visit him a few times thru out the day, If I called him as I was coming down the stairs and he didnt come I panicked and made someone go see that he wasnt dead because I couldnt handle seeing that... And he was just a cat!

Dont think you are a coward!

zaza said:

My grandma is not feeling great..she cries all the time and recently she feels sick..please, I need your prayers..I live only with her, she's like a mother to me

zaza said:

My grandma is not feeling great..she cries all the time and recently she feels sick..please, I need your prayers..I live only with her, she's like a mother to me

God bless you all,,,,sending prayers and positive thoughts.

Sending good thought's and vibes out to your granny zaza...stay strong for her.

Healing thoughts sent to your grandmother, zaza...Your flame, your individual human life, can light a greater fire...the flame of love in your grandmother's heart. I'm sure she knows this.

zaza said:

Thank you for all your prayers, my friends.. She's "quite" better now. The problem with my grandma is that she refuses any doctor, she thinks she could do without them. Two years ago, I found my grandfather dead in the morning before I went to school. It was pretty horrible experience, but thank God there was still my grandma at home. To be honest - I'm afraid every single morning to get out of my bed because I don't want to find out she died..and I know that day will come someday in the future That's why I'm worried about her

awwwwwwwww :hugs:

zaza said:

Serious said:

So good to hear she is doing better.

I can very much relate to how you feel as I always was afraid that my dad might have died when I went into his room. I alway tried to hear form outside if I could still hear him breathe . I wish you much strength to deal with the situation and your grand mother can be very proud of you

I was really afraid this morning. I woke up and she was still in her bed..that was pretty unusual. And I was such a coward that I tried to do as much noise as I could and when I went to uni, I said "Bye, I'm going" very loud - with no reply. I know I'm such a weak person because of this. But I just couldn't imagine I'd find out she's dead just like my grandpa I hope everything will be better tomorrow. She's strong and she knows we need her. I hope..

U are not weak u just care

I offer healing prayers for grandmother...

zaza said:

My grandma is not feeling great..she cries all the time and recently she feels sick..please, I need your prayers..I live only with her, she's like a mother to me

I'm so sorry that your grandmother is sick. Has she been to a doctor yet? I will say a prayer for her.

zaza said:

Thank you all.. She feels better today. And what's more important, she LOOKS better than yesterday, she looked like a corpse

Good to hear.

zaza said:

My grandma is not feeling great..she cries all the time and recently she feels sick..please, I need your prayers..I live only with her, she's like a mother to me

for you gran

for you

my youngest sister was raised by our nan....she classes her as a mother, not a nan...so i know where you are coming from

zaza said:

Thank you for all your prayers, my friends.. She's "quite" better now. The problem with my grandma is that she refuses any doctor, she thinks she could do without them. Two years ago, I found my grandfather dead in the morning before I went to school. It was pretty horrible experience, but thank God there was still my grandma at home. To be honest - I'm afraid every single morning to get out of my bed because I don't want to find out she died..and I know that day will come someday in the future That's why I'm worried about her

That must be awful

zaza said:

Thank you all.. She feels better today. And what's more important, she LOOKS better than yesterday, she looked like a corpse

I'm so glad your Grandma is doing better, Zaza

[Edited 6/21/10 3:03am]

I'm glad she's doing better zaza.

zaza said:

Thank you all.. She feels better today. And what's more important, she LOOKS better than yesterday, she looked like a corpse

I'm glad!

zaza said:

Thank you everyone My grandpa died when he was 65 years old..and my grandma is 64, so you can see why I'm worried. But she looks much better.

Good news my friend.

I'm glad to hear your grandma's looking better.

Continued prayers on your behalf & hers.

Org note.

[Edited 6/18/10 14:30pm]