Sent out my resume yesterday! Got a call back today from the owner. When I called him back he answered the phone with my name (caller ID LOL), said I could work for him anytime, and set up a job interview in a few hours!! LOL, dude already has me laughing at his quickness which is a plus.

I hope he's cool, because it appears that if I don't have a job soon I will be evicted

Crossing everything that can be for you.

Good Luck!

Good luck to you; I hope you get the job.

thanks! I'm all nervous and my anxiety is trying to flare up! think I need a job desperately just to get health insurance again, just so I can get some Xanax, to cope with having a stressful job again.

The good part is it is right up the block, less than 10-15 min drive from home and kid's school, place looed very clean and has a big sign and has equipment I have been dying to learn how to use (yeah, I googled and cased out the joint yesterday LOL), pay of course and benefits, and if the hours are right then after the kid does boarding school this summer I can get him back to his regular day care and not have to struggle like was before.

The bad part is...my anxiety! I'm still not really ready to deal with bunches of people, I really don't want to live where I am living anymore.

What I have learned..I was talking to other people and researching...and it's not just me with the problem. The profession is one of the top highest for suicide, and also known to be very stressful and cause anxiety I have been talking to others and they are also burntout, good people!! People that aren't nearly as fucked up mentally as I. People can be really mean and nasty to just about everyone, whether you are trying to help them or not. I just have to remember to TCB, CYA, and leave the job at home ad find a cause and find happiness!

well....

Nice place, nice dude. In fact dude totally has my personality! LOL, and he called me on it! But we liked each other Only thing is he's a older white male so he gets to be the way he is and own shit, and I'm a young Black female so I get called bitch and everyone would hate me and not want to be around me.

Also he wants to seriously underpay me because I only want to work 4 days a week and would have to work out the whole kid thing And I can be seriously overworked....again. *sigh*

Interview went well, but ole dude was grilling me hard like I didn't know much. And he hates Obama for destroying the economy

I don't know, all this just to get suck back into something I know will cause me massive stress....I really need the government to give me a fucking job already!!!

Plus my other aunt has been diagnosed with breast or skin cancer....

BklynBabe said:

so sorry! you're going through a lot.