I dream nearly every night, I remember nearly all of my dreams and I have learned to participate in them, so that I realise it's a dream and I do whatever the fuck I want.

I have never kept a dream journal.

I have no idea what your dream could mean; I'd have to know a lot more about you and your past to tell. It's always best to think about it on your own!

see I have such bad luck in real life that I realise it's a dream, try to do something and it doesn't work...like trying to flu and I just end up jumping around instead of taking off