Saturday night.
I heard someone I love very much cry and I knew there was nothing I could do.

florescent said:

I can't smell my cock (unfortunately?) and I took a shower immediately afterwards.

But next time something similar happens to me, I'll make sure I ask you to check.

JustErin said:

Yes.

davidoff1966 said:

I hate that too.

Dave1992 said:

Damn, you said you were upset with the org, but going in wrist-deep?? Anyhow, sorry to hear about the disappointment. It provided laughs for the rest of us though, so thanks.

JustErin said:

Thanks

Dave1992 said:

Well that's a first step in the right direction at least . Maybe some day you will be like me and tell some person you met on the internet all the craziness that's going on in your mind when you first meet him/her .

What idea for a thread ??

Thank you Dave . If I was not living celibate right now it would make me feel me better. Sex is perfect to ease pain, art least some sorts of pain.

Dave1992 said:

Just make sure it gets a real good dipping so I can smell it from England

florescent said:

Oh my god. I just typed that without even thiking about it. This place is turning me in to some kind of weirdo. I'd never have said that a year ago

florescent said:

I just assumed you had opened the wine early

florescent said:

I'm not sure you'd still be able to smell it, though, because of all the fish and chips being eaten over there.


But I hope someone will be able to tell a difference, at least.

florescent said:

It's my presence. I know it.

Dave1992 said:

endymion said:

I haven't had a single glass since yesterday morning!

florescent said:

Are you in the wine club, too?




If so, you must have discovered that wine can make you feel a lot better when you're sad, actually!

I've been feeling quite strange lately. It's a mixture of confusion, frustration, anger and sadness. Tonight I've been feeling sad because I spent the afternoon with very dear friends that I have the feeling I somehow didn't admire enough and spend enough time with and it's too late to make up for it.

However, I felt even worse a few days ago when I seriously asked myself if I will ever forget this one person and realized I didn't know the answer. I still don't. It haunts me and can make me feel quite sad when he's near, which is very often, or when I start thinking about it.

Both these things make me feel quite helpless.

I came here to distract myself, and then I saw this thread. It made me feel a bit better.

s to everyone

Aelis said:

Aelis said:

You won't forget him, but it will hopefully not haunt you anymore .

Serious said:

I know I won't. I hope it won't haunt me. I have no idea how it will finally stop though. I just hope something will make it happen and help me free myself.

Dave1992 said:

Wine club? Do I have to talk about the aroma and the texture and the undertones? Cos I can't do that.... I just drink it
And yes I do find that it cheers me up when i'm sad.

Aelis said:

Our lives often take totally unexpected turns. I hope for you one for the better will come soon Andrea .

Serious said:

As Guinan (from Star Trek) once said: "You're right. [...] It will never feel like that again; everytime you fall in love it will feel differently and it will never be like this again. But that is exactly why it was worth it, isn't it? You'll cherish the good times for ever and learn how to prevent the bad times."

Alright, that last line was added by me.

Serious said:

Thank you

florescent said:

You don't. You'll eventually learn about that, but it is by no means a criterion to join. All you have to do is post sexy pictures of you and your bottle of wine.


I joined a couple of weeks ago, for instance:

Serious said:

Co-Sign

Dave1992 said:

I guess you're right. I hope it will make sense someday indeed.

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Mid October 2008.
After having gotten back home from a trip I took, I knew that my relationship at that time was essentially over (I ended up allowing myself to drag it out until March of the following year ).

THEN

August 17, 2009
I came to the realization that I would not be able to find employment again in Tampa, and that my master degree, in a recession was not only useless, but worked against me because all the tech companies were hiring 'cheap' labor. It felt utterly hopeless.



I'm the most sad not when people do me wrong--I expect people to be spineless skum. I'm the most side when I have to wake up out of a daydream. When I realize that my dreaming or fantasies aren't going to match reality. For some reason, inside me is a dreamer from childhood still--and when it has to deal with grownup things, it's quite difficult for me.


I'm currently living a different dream. One a bit more charming, and a bit uncharted. One I used to actually think would just be a distant reality that I could never obtain. And it feels great.

But I'll never forget the two afore mentioned periods in my life, and I will never allow myself to experience that again. EVER>

A friend of the family lost her family in Haiti.
She just had a baby a year before it happened. Her husband took the baby to Haiti to visit her mother and father and her two brothers.

Then the earthquake happened and she lost them all.

Last I heard she was in a hospital under suicide watch.

DanceWme said:

OMG that's terrible .

DanceWme said:

Just awful