I'm probably more reserved when in a crowd, but in small groups I'm louder and talk more than here online and interrupt and laugh until I cry and basically just tell me to shut up

Yeah that's just around you.

I dunno. I think that I may be different with people i really dig from here. They seem like really great people on here so I love some people already before we meet. I dug you before I met you but you're so amazing in real life.

I have never cut you down. I have just tried to love you down.

Thanks, but I'm not so special. You on the other hand, are awesome to be around in real life.

She'll cut you down in real life and you'll like it.

let's cut to the chase: are you all as horny as you act on the org?

I have never cut you down. I have just tried to love you down.

My communication style is no different in real life as far as my choice of words, depending on who you are.

I don't curse and talk about my balls to people I don't know. Not because I'm trying to impress them but out of respect for the fact some folks get offended by it. On the threads here, you can chose to ignore my posts. Some vapid cunts in M&M, however, can't seem to get that.

Also, I'm more inclined to give my opinion online, because these threads are about debate a lot of time--the exchange of knowledge and ideas. We're not suppose to be monolithic in our thinking and the premise behind a lot of these threads is to have sort of a discussion around those differences. Some vapid cunts from M&M though don't get that.

But in real life, I'll often not express my opinions on something if I know it will change the dynamic of 'dinner conversation' or 'bar talk' not because of fear, but because I'd rather the mood by light and fun. Nobody wants Rasputin sitting at a table when discussing a mundane topic. For example, if I'm sitting at a bar, and one of the women talks about how much she loves Kevin Costner (and I hate Kevin Costner... HATE HIM) if it's apparent to me that expressing my opinon of him will upset her, I won't give my two cents--what's the point, and who important is it that my opinions are expressed in luie of that? They're not. So I just shut up.


So, I guess the short answer is yes, I'm quite different in real life.

you're much shyer and less confident in person, until you are relaxed. then it's pretty close to the same, except you are deeper in person.

In real life I am exceedingly deep and excessively complex. The combination makes me appear to be shy but it's probably because I may be vacillating between mundane consciousness and one of my many transcendental meditational states.

Or you're finding virtually every person who walks past hot.

The funny thing you should mention that.
Being here in Bangkok has broken me of my height fettish.
I've always found height wildly attractive. Now I don't really even pay attention.

There are some small, short framed Thai guys walking around who are wildly sexy. And the Thai women here have such delicate features that I wonder what it's like to be a western woman here and seeing all these white men go gaga over them. I don't mean that to pick on white women whatsoever--I find many fine as all hell--but what I've noticed with the young male Ajaans here is that they'll stick to their own nationality for sex for the first semester. Then by the second or third semester, they go yellow..... some with students.

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I just found out the gay ajaans and gay students are doing it too.

Even if I'd been single I wouldn't have got involved with a student.

omg.

And you as well! I can't believe I missed you again this time around in Mpls.

I'd love to meet you. You're all pretty, like a porcelain doll, but beyond that I can't see me being bored around you. You seem generally quite an interesting, engaging person, which makes you more interesting company than most, including myself.

When I'm with my best friend, I'm just a calmer version of my org personality...and I still talk shit

If I ever met you you better be talkin shit. That is all.

You, lady are fucking awesome.