lolinex said:

Yes LoLi..I know..I have to admit in the last couple years I was VERY careful and protective and I might have even let some good opportunity get away..I see this NOW...Dont worry, and thanks, one thing I do is keep my standard, I have children I have to answer to..But what is sad is when my son..the one in the US Army..he said before he left home , he said "mom, I feel sorry for you, because you have never been in love, you have sacrificed for us and you never had the chance" This really touched my heart...I felt sorry for me ...he was so right...But I am still young and smart and still attractive inside and out...(no matter what IrishGecko says ) ..Thanks LoLi!

OceanaOne said:

Yes, but that's a mother's duty... mother's are aways suppose to put their children first. If only there were more mothers like you.

Much Love,
LoLinex

lolinex said:

thanks LoLi... My children are all I have. I want to provide the love and opportunity to them that i was not given...And so far so good I thank my heavens

So let's cut to the chase...Oceana, did you get any?
I mean c'mon, I know you tried.

If you need a story, one time back in college I had a boyfriend and we had sex. I saw him a few years ago and did it again. Love never lost? or a romp in the hay?
Who cares, I got laid.

his name was Dwayne...my high school sweetheart...the best guy ever. he is now married with two kids but i think of him often. i broke up with him when i graduated high school (he's a year younger) and went to university. about 3 months later i realized i made a big mistake and asked him to forgive me...he couldn't, he was still too hurt, i can't blame him. about 4 years later i ran into him at the club i was working at, he asked if we could try again but i had a boyfriend whom i was living with...i told Dwayne no,,,again...BIG mistake...the boyfriend i was with ended up cheating on me and hitting me and i never saw or spoke to Dwayne again...he moved clear across the country 8 months later...what if?...

i don't think i let him get away... i recall running and screaming for my life...something along those lines...

no one, can never go back what was good the first tyme can give u leprosy a second...

XNY said:

LOL...Well now that you mention it...

XNY said:

Ok...I was once making out with this guy... I was like 18 years old..He wanted me really bad but I would not do it..He came in his pants.. I never wanted to see him again..I thought he was so discusting for that...That shit always happens to me

you live you learn you move on...it doesnt feel that way at first but in time you get over that shit...but never forget...\\

which might be worse sometimes cause you could be doing anything and randomly that person pops into your head like "uggg great..."

I fell in love with an artist. A wonderfull classical violin player and classical guitar. We met when he was playing on the street! I soon found out about his many problems with drugs and psychological problems. I was determined to help him achieve his dream and financially and mentaly supported him, all he ever wanted to do was play his music... but he was a lost soul. He was a genius on the brink of insanity. Although he quit doing drugs for a while and was being productive and positive, overtime, I think insanity took over. After a series of scary expreriences, such as drowning my cat in the bathtub, ripping an oil painting I had made of him, continuous insults and yelling, drug abuse, suicide talk and violence, I was emotionaly drained and left him. He made up stories (which he really beleived) about me being raped, he thought he was a messenger of God and attacked my 67 year old father. I got a restraining order on him and left the city not very long after. I met someone else that I fell in love with and am so greatfull that I have him.

Voog said:

WoW>..not good...sorry

Still talk both my serious exes...



First love (4 yrs together), he was young & stupid so he broke my heart repeatedly, thank goodness cuz I was dumb enough to marry him, we talk once a year or so, catch up & go to dinner, he still wants me...



Second (6 yrs together), we never should have been together but that's where thinking w/ your heart can fuck you up, we talk anywhere from several times a week to every few months, agreed not to fall out of each others lives when we broke up, 3 years & counting since the break, I'll NEVER stop wanting to fuck him but I still get my needs met here & there don't know what I'll do when somebody drags him down the aisle

CalhounSq said:

LOL..

OceanaOne said:

At least you know he liked you enough to jizz in his shorts. That's true love babe! Like having a remote control car instead of one those old ones with the wire attached.
Insta-jizz.

XNY said:

LOL... It was discusting though...I had never seen cum yet..not the way I wanted ... Oh well, I must have been more than I had thought

Handclapsfingasnapz said:

I'd only call you odd if you'd managed to have a second.

OceanaOne said:

I think you're right...
too beautiful for your own good!
Hey, my cousin told me once she making out with this guy and he jizzed in his pants, but she didnt know at first-he was acting all weird-- until this wet spot showed near his zipper.
I laugh everytime I think about it.

My first love was at the age of 4-5. She was very beautiful. I really liked her. I wish now that I did something about it.

CalhounSq said:

Your second relationship sounds like the story of my life. Why are there the ones that you can't ever get out of your system, and others that don't throw into a tizzy at all?
Of course, the ones that do, never seem to leave your head. I still haven't decided which is the better of the two relationships.

daned said:

i've had none, man...

Heavenly said:

XNY said:

LOL...YUCK!

Lisa has never been in love b 4, sad but true

DigitalLisa said:

Thats ok lisa...so we saved our hearts for our TRUE LOVE... But when we love...wow will we love

Thanks y'all! I appreciate the kind words, and the prayers! Its nice to have support!

for all of you!

I remember my first love. She was this gorgeous human woman, and I tried to take her back to my lair to spawn, but her damn male companions came for her. They shot me, then left me for dead! I haven't seen her since. Truly tragic!

XNY said:

It's a tie IMO: when you're willingly in love & all for the relationship, you're under the illusion that it's this great thing, so it's satisfying while you're in it. When it ends you're like, WTF??

But when you're in love against your better judgement, you're reasonably satisfied during the relationship (in the good times) but VERY satisfied when it's over - you get the occasional perks w/o the pressure of being "together" :X w/ the constant phone calls, the feeling of obligation, all the shit you don't have time or patience for anymore. WHY did I wait 6 yrs to break up w/ him??? Man, I still love him...

CalhounSq said:

Tell me about it ..what a bitch huh