I was going to say as much as I could about it. I've changed my mind. Instead, I have found this passage from 'The Prophet'.



On Pain
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.

Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen,

And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.



I think this is as close to as I can describe the pain I feel.

I'm so sorry Therapy.

damn girl...

sometime s when Im in pain or turmoil I crawl under the covers and ball up.

Ouch!

Therapy, as U know it has recently happened 2 me. It will all be OK.

I'm sorry, Therapy...I remember you telling me about it when it started up again...

And the quotation you posted is so true...

So:

Just look at your son...and be happy...

Just imagine who awaits you around the corner...and be optimistic...

Just accept that life finds a way of giving you all that you desire...and be ready for when it does...

And just take time to notice every small thing you've been overlooking around you...and find peace within the beauty you see...

wellbeyond said:

That is so beautiful Wellbeyond, I was holding it together really well until someone, you in this case, extended yourself in the way that you have... Thanx man.

There's a strange beauty in these razor type tears.

Therapy said:

If you need some Prozac, you where to go.

I'm sorry, Therapy... I've been there myself. You'll be okay, it just takes time for your heart to heal.

RandomDuck said:

+

Therapy said:

Sorry! Didn't mean to make you upset.

You are a good person with a wonderful child. Happiness will come again.

RandomDuck said:

Nah, you didn't!! It made me laugh cos of the previous conversations about prozac we had... then i realised i was laughing and somehow, that left me feeling quite touched and sad... but not sad enough to swallow a pro

bkw said:

Have u got a cam running in my home, lol?! How come u are so accurate

Therapy said:

Dont worry, I only have a camera in your bedroom and one in your bathroom. That's all, I promise.

bkw said:

There they are!!!

(thanx man )

Endings are always difficult.

I'm so sorry to hear that. hug:

SuperHyperMegaUltraMan said:

Yes, actually, you are right. I was putting too much energy into something that wasn't working, so yes, now I am free to feel better...

Therapy, you seem to be where I need to be.

How did you gain the strength to consider it over? (if you don't mind)

Therapy said:

Fuck. Thank God (me) for that. I thought I was gonna get shouted at. Wouldnt be a very good start on the Org for me.

you seem like you can easily look at the positive side of every situation. So peace to ya suga.

It's always darkest before the dawn...bless you.

teller said:

:smilingeyesfillinupyetnotcrying:

its so much better if you break it off then him...

DORA said:

I did finish it! I think it was a case of who grasped the nettle first...

We've all been there before, in one way or another. Just hold it together and someone will come along.