i've never been one to beg, or show much weakness.....or be vulnerable or any of that so-called punk ass behavior....however....I'M TIRED OF BEING LOOKED AT LIKE AN IDIOT BY PEOPLE THAT NEVER TOOK TIME TO KNOW MEEEEE!!


i have a loving side, i've put up with quite a bit of back-biting, envy, and tried to answer as if i wasn't aware it was me. i do try to love, even tho there have been plenty of times i was told to sit back or be ignored altogether. i 've had people be friendly just to use me and i felt like a discarded piece of trash. i've given intricate treasures just to be told whenever i needed a hand, that they didnt have the time...


i'm tough, i'll bounce back, but right now, i could use a little love.


and dont get me wrong, i do feel the org is an important part of my complicated puzzle. thats why i'm standing here naked in front a yall.


try not to bite me today. .....
[Edited 12/5/09 9:09am]
[Edited 12/6/09 3:39am]

myfavorite said:

The photo whore thread's that way

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Crazy gurl

i know those feelings of which you speak..
when they have for you only if you can do something for them

My question to you would be (and please don't take this the wrong way, cause I don't mean any offence here), why do people think that you are an idiot?What are you putting out there that would make people think that of you?

hello! your name is : myfavorite

I always read your posts. I don't think you are an idiot at all. I try to read through your words sometimes and I know exactly what you are saying. Just takes me a minute. There's brilliance there.

DoggystyleLuvr said:

even if you asked them, i doubt you would get a straight answer...i guesspeople just say and do dumb shyt sometimes...

noimageatall said:

i reads yours tew! ..

mcmeekle said:

...nice to see you too mackie me! ..

...and my best friend doesn't even know i'm extisting in an alive state!!!!!


i still feel somewhat retarded today...thanks for your prayers and well wishes...