I was so depressed this morning, that I could feel the sadness in my back teeth.

I felt like I'd just been told that my family were dead. It was like a huge gaping pain in my heart. It was that physical. I've been thinking about ageing and dying all day at work, whenever my mind wandered.

I think it's Christmas. I love Christmas, but it doesn't love me.

BlackAdder7 said:

those look phenomenal, but i wonder if it'd work
i need a room that's converted into a virtual outdoor beach setting, then i'd be fine
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Yes, quite a bit.
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Have you tried exercise missmad? I know you said you were backed up with work, but even a five minute walk in the fresh air and sunshine couldn't possibly hurt. Take your ipod (mp3) along so you can listen to a few favorite tunes and lose yourself in the music. This has helped me before so give it a try. I'll be thinking of you.

I feel a bit depressed right now, and am still in shock over mj being dead, I'm sorry

nyse said:

Wateva dude

Nysey sexxiness!

alphastreet said:

really?

JayJai said:

u want sum of diss.

i wanted to cry this morning....have wanted to all week.
this time of year is always stressful, work is super busy...everyone wants things done yesterday...
just want to crawl into bed and stay there.

bring on boxing day

All the time.

After a week of throwing red bull and sugar down my mouth I don t know what I feel at the moment.

prb said:

nyse said:

Oh Yes!

ZombieKitten said:

yeah I cried a little bit after so long, I've had a hard year and can only hope the next one will be better

prb said:

ConsciousContact said:

i had to much coffee on Friday before i started work...and got real jittery
i thought i was having a panic attack....but it was caffeine overload

Yep. My whole life.

minneapolisgenius said:

ZombieKitten said:

Thanks.

minneapolisgenius said:

Must come with the name.

MrsMdiver said:

Yeah, maybe that's it.

Sometimes, but I think it's just rhe chemicals from my memory foam mattress. The dreams those give you in summer is like sticking your head up a toad's arse. I was giving Gary Numan wig advice in one. Whilst sitting on a scar iside a can of lager. Which was full of Smarties, not lager.

Number23 said:

are you on Facebook?

MagnificentPentatonic said:

ZombieKitten said:

i have no idea what you're talking about, but are you Facebook?

MagnificentPentatonic said:

no, I'm not. Facebook is an online networking site

Yea. If I'm conscious of it the best remedies for me are music, sunlight & exercise. I'm getting better at recognizing that it's just a passing feeling, & that I can get myself out of it if I want to

Number23 said: