Imago said:

Imago said:

PunkMistress said:

PunkMistress said:

I see a girl, 18 years old who had to endure ridicule as a kid from other kids even adults. A girl who thought she was "white" because of the way she talked and looked. A high-yellow girl, who had self-identity issues at a young age, a girl, who had to put up with her mother and the bad choices her mother made and the stupid boyfriends she had.I see a girl who at the age of 3/4 thought she was a boy and wored boy's clothes. A girl whose father was barely there but does want to be in her life but he apparently doesn't know what to do now that he has remarried and has step-kids. I see a girl who wonders why she's black but doesn't feel like she belongs. I see a girl who was verbally and mentally abused and wished that everyone would just die. I see a girl that people think she's a quiet, sarcastic bitch but in actuality is a hurt soul who just needs help. I see a girl, who is 8 years old with her grandfather, watching him suffer in a hospital and later died. I see a girl who at one point wanted to kill herself. I see this girl and think 'what the hell is wrong with you?' You look crazy, you're a nerd, you can barely see without your glasses you're ugly and you're fat. I laugh because I use to think that what I really was but I know I'm not, I only thought that because people told me I was but I was I'm a bright, beautiful girl who is now in college and is trying to make something of her life. I see me. I'm cool I'm great and now that I'm older I don't care what people think and I know what I expect from myself.

CarrieMpls said:

cborgman said:

CarrieMpls said:

I don't allow videos to be taken of me! And for that matter, I rarely allow photos to be taken of me anymore.

JustErin said:

I see a girl, 18 years old who had to endure ridicule as a kid from other kids even adults. A girl who thought she was "white" because of the way she talked and looked. A high-yellow girl, who had self-identity issues at a young age, a girl, who had to put up with her mother and the bad choices her mother made and the stupid boyfriends she had.I see a girl who at the age of 3/4 thought she was a boy and wored boy's clothes. A girl whose father was barely there but does want to be in her life but he apparently doesn't know what to do now that he has remarried and has step-kids. I see a girl who wonders why she's black but doesn't feel like she belongs. I see a girl who was verbally and mentally abused and wished that everyone would just die. I see a girl that people think she's a quiet, sarcastic bitch but in actuality is a hurt soul who just needs help. I see a girl, who is 8 years old with her grandfather, watching him suffer in a hospital and later died. I see a girl who at one point wanted to kill herself. I see this girl and think 'what the hell is wrong with you?' You look crazy, you're a nerd, you can barely see without your glasses you're ugly and you're fat. I laugh because I use to think that what I really was but I know I'm not, I only thought that because people told me I was but I was I'm a bright, beautiful girl who is now in college and is trying to make something of her life. I see me. I'm cool I'm great and now that I'm older I don't care what people think and I know what I expect from myself.