Today I'm sitting on top of my mountain, drinking vodka and listening to Radiohead.

I'm angry and this appears to be helping me for the short term. Sometimes binges can be therapeutic. Hopefully I will find a solution when I sober up.

So thank you to the following:




And the cause of me getting my drunk on? :

Fuck. Getting my drunk on didn't work.....

one time when i was drunk, i danced all over the block. i was doing this renaissance pagan type of dance! kinda similar to how sara jessica parker danced in the movie hocus pocus.

connorhawke said:

Well that is good to hear because if you thought that it worked you'd try it again and be on your way to being a self medicating drunkard.

I have not been remotely in love for a long time so I can not say that I know how you feel. How long have you been with this guy?? Like I say I can't relate, but I do love my daughter and I wouldn't think of ditching her "cause she nearly drive me to the psychiatric ward at times. Loving anybody is painful. People who have big families must have a high pain tolerance.

of course, i wanna snap! and show jesus how much i love him/
even kill his adversaries cause lord knows i can't hug em'

Deadflow3r said:

A year and a half now.

It's all good....just some turbulent times at the moment while we both sort out our own respective shit. It's just we're facing visa issues, forced physical distance issues (due to buying a house) and are lacking some semblance of control.

It's all good....I was just on a downer for a while there.

THank you for your comment though.

I think children are designed to nearly drive us to the psychiatric ward, as you said!!! Partners too!

But I like soup.

baroque said:

Is there video?

I can't believe I'm listening to Blackstreet.

Fauxie said:

What's Blackstreet?

And screw the poison....eat the soup. You've gotten this far.

connorhawke said:

sadly no. i think

what does boy george mean when he saids.."do you deal in black money?" or "ill tumble for ya"

connorhawke said:

Blackstreet, Teddy Riley's band (one of them). Kinda cheesy 90s RnB. I used to have a CD and just downloaded it again for a bit of nostalgia. Already sick of it though.

I just went on "My Org" and I found out that the "Halloween Night" thread was locked, It seems that the whole thing is blocked and you can't see anything. What could have been so bad???? If anybody saw it please send me an org note so that I am clued in. Thanks.

I hate dealing with people who talk shit at my job!

baroque said:

As an addendum to my rather melancholy and melodramatic post above.....we worked it out!!!!! And then spent a lovely evening wandering around Sydney's opera house after an awesome dinner at the Belgian Beer Cafe.



Fuck I'm lucky.

Judas beer is goooood!

Possibly one of the greatest songs ever written.

Note....there is no official video.

Kate Bush makes me love music. The bass in this song is amazing.

Fauxie said:

I like the harmonizing on their cover of Stevie Wonder's "Love's In Need."

connorhawke said:

Woo!

PunkMistress said:

I checked my bank balance yesterday and it was in there!!!

Splashed out and bought myself a new iRiver, a Morrissey CD and treated the fella to dinner! Thankfully I caught the local accountant the day before they closed for the season or I'd never have done it

DANN SIND WIR HELDEN(LESS)

connorhawke said:

Which one? I *LOVE* 'You Are The Quarry'

Fauxie said:

I got the new Swords compilation (B-Sides from the last three albums plus a live disc)

A little annoyed though because there were some live tracks on the vinyl only singles that weren't included....meaning I have to do the fiddly thing of ripping from vinyl to FLAC and then fiddling with the sound quality in order to get them on to my iRiver. Annoying!!!!

Do you have Years of Refusal? If not, get it. It's brilliant!

connorhawke said:

I haven't, no. Is that his latest? I'm a casual fan really. My brother's the one who's really into him/The Smiths.

Fauxie said:

Yeah latest album of new stuff. You MUST listen to "Something Is Squeezing My Skull" and "When Last I Spoke To Carol"

connorhawke said:

Ok, will do! Thanks for the heads up.

Wrist weights are awesome! I don't have to try...just walk around all day doing normal things and my arms get stronger!!!!

Went by the f.y.e. music store and all CD's are 9.99!!! Must go back, If you have a fye near you check it out.

I should really stop having sex with my crush.