i dont mean to be so grim, but i've had a re-occuring dream for what seems to be years, where i wake up just before i'm murdered.

now it seems i have that same overwhelming feeling throughout my day, where i feel like i'm being set up like joe pesci in goodfellas! that cant be normal. ..and plus, i dont think i've ever been that evil to people, i dont think so...


please advise.....

Have you met Mach?

is she the culprit???!!!!!???

Honestly, yes.

For a while I thought I was at risk for a murder/suicide kinda deal but lately I'm a lot more calm about the situation.

every now and then I get haunted by horrible dreams for a period of time...
usualy a traumatic exspirience triggers the dreams...

and my death is a theme that happens in many of then...
it's what ever...sometimes I get freaked the fuck out

so why about mach???

Every dang day. That is what married life will do to you, make you all paranoid n' stuff.

Oh yeah, usually when I'm trying to get the key in the door when it's dark. You know, like Seinfeld does at 2:20:

myfavorite said:

She will kill you

PANDURITO said:

Only til Halloween!

Can you detail any of these dreams? Sounds like we need to have an analysis party!

i didn't see that episode...

I've been gripped by the throat, and another time picked up and squeezed like some kind of wrestling move... like death grips! But I survived!

I sometimes anger guys bigger than me...

Dreams like that can be scary. I had one where I died driving off a section of highway that I knew pretty well. I was always careful at that spot.

Eventually I got over the feeling, but I suppose it could still happen, right?

ufoclub said:

Are you willing to choke me?

I had a guy point a gun at me and threaten to kill me. For some reason, I was not scared at all. The only thing going through my head was, "Don't make him mad. Be cool. Don't make him mad".

It turned out later that it wasn't a gun he had but a flashlight, but we didn't know that until he threatened the cops with the same flashlight and they also thought it was a gun and they shot him.

He lived, though.

Nope...but I might choke a bitch

DesireeNevermind said:

See Reply #13

Fauxie said:

I've been through a near death experience at one point,,,,,

It either traumatize you for a long time, or make you numb for a long time, both are negative feelings, and I've been through the latter.

Its a bitch when you know how to hide your fear and it can backfires BADLY.

Of course, I'm over that right now, thankfully. But I NEVER stop thinking about what "would've happend had I..." ya know? One of those thoughts.

yea

Fauxie said:

I've been havin dreams of gettin shot for yrs and I honestly feel that's how I'm gonna meet my death...
either that or a vehicle's gonna knock me down

ufoclub said:

I once had a dream where a lady grabbed me by my neck and was choking me. When I woke up, I could still feel her hands on my neck. Scary!

JayJai said:

dayum.

I never felt like i'd be murdered because I honestly feel im going to die of heart problems

wrong emoticon

PANDURITO said:

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