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So you know about the mermaid. I pulled a mermaid card in January. On that first card was a merman and dolphins. The meaning behind the card stated the following:



From the very beginning I felt that was connected to my cousin Lisa who died.

In April, I picked 2 cards at my public speaking group and one was a mermaid and the other a whale. So for me to pick a mermaid separately and the whale (king of all sea mammals) seemed to confirm I was on the right track, that it was connected to my cousin.

In my music project that I did last year, specifically the point of the last two songs was to bring my cousin to my perfect garden. I already had pleaded on her behalf to my great aunt and grandmother who are there to watch for her, that she would be coming. I felt that the mermaid was a way of her telling me she's found her way there. At the second to the last meeting we had we did a meditation and I went to the garden and I saw my cousin as a mermaid. Like she transformed into this other creature but perfect and happy.

So last night I went to my public speaking group and it was a small gathering this time. I actually prefer the smaller gatherings as they tend to spawn more intimate and less structured exchanges. We started off by doing freestyle speaking. We were to choose one or two cards and tell what the connection was or what we received from it. I go first and I pick my card. I never look when I'm picking cards and I always let my feeling guide me. When I grabbed onto a group of cards, I saw in my mind's eye that my pinky was touching the card I was meant to pull.

I used my other hand to determine which card my pinky was touching and I pulled it out. I go up to the podium and was overwhelmed when I looked at the card. It was a merchild or a merbaby (not sure what they're called), cradling in an empty seashell. This was the first time I ever saw a merchild. It was a boy. My cousin's baby was a boy. Anthony Lee At the top of the card was the word "Rest" What is the most common phrase connected to death? Rest in peace....

At the end of the night we did a freestlye type reading session. Basically if any of us had a question or felt we needed guidance on something then we would ask our question and the rest of the group would use their intiution, mediumship or whatever other gift to answer and guide that person.

The first person to go was a girl who is new to the group and she said that she felt she was ready to cut the umbilical chord to her feelings of validation and safety to her job and that she wants to branch out and follow her heart but she isn't sure about leaving her job altogether or if she could marry the two. She works at a lawfirm.

One person asked her where her heart was and she said she wanted to work with non-profits. His wife jumped in and said something about she felt that February was going to be important to her. The husband then asked for clarification on something she said earlier and that was that her salary was cut. When did that happen? Early April The wife then started calculating in her head and they figured out that this would be the timeframe for a full gestation if someone was pregnant

So I felt the need to offer my thoughts and I told her that I loved her choice of the umbilical chord because when you sever the chord, you are separating yourself from your main lifeforce and becoming an individual life force of your own. That the existence with the chord is so different from the existence without it and that she needs to begin thinking and preparing herself for the new life she is being born into. Live that on the inside so it will manifest on the outside.

Then we moved on to me. I told the group that I had to come back to the merchild and the continual appearance of the mermaid. I had wanted to talk with the member who is the wife in the married couple that led our meeting. The last time I saw her I told her that I wanted to talk about my thoughts on the mermaid but that I didn't want to give her any specifics so as not to lead the witness so to speak. I wanted anything that came to her to be unbiased and not suggested in any way. Basically I wanted as pure a response as possible.

So I told her that I would tell her what my thoughts are on my beliefs as to the mermaid and my cousin and that she can just add anything if it comes to her. So I explained my music project and how my meditation showed me my cousin as a mermaid and my beliefs of her place in the garden and finding her peace and how the merbaby was confirmation because it was the other piece of her. A mermaid at peace, a merbaby at rest.

I told her how I haven't dreamed of her yet and that I was surprised by that. I explained how my great aunt and grandmother have both visited me from the other side and that I was expecting to see Lisa too. Her husband interjected and said to be aware of my dreams, and to recognize that sometimes dreams aren't going to be literal and that she could be coming to me in other ways than what I expect to see. I told him that was interesting because I did have dreams where all of a sudden I became overwhelmed with awareness expecting and feeling that my cousin was there with me but that when I looked she either was not there or it was someone else.

Then his wife said maybe I'm not ready yet. I thought about that for a few seconds and then told her that I did have some fears over dreaming of her in that I did not want to have a nightmare. I have come to terms with the fact that she's passed. However I am still very traumatized on how she passed. She said that I probably had to work all that out before being ready to receive her that way. And I realized just now that part of working out my fear of a bad dream has to do with my fears of the same thing happening to my sister, since that maniac (her kid's dad) is still in our lives.

The wife told me that she felt I should pick another card. I reached in and grabbed an animal card. On it was a lizard At the bottom was this caption:

Pay attention to your dreams and visions...

this isn't an elistist thread, anyone else can reply. I just wanted her attention
[Edited 6/11/09 13:46pm]

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

you have it

I am on the way out the door but will return later tonight

down with Supa

ehuffnsd said:

like OPP or are you mad?

public speaking group for young sensetives/psychics?

matthewgrant said:

young sensitive psychics tend to make up the group but it's for regular folks too Our events are open to anyone. No particular gift is required, we just share

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

i don't like elitist. you and your hollywood elit

ehuffnsd said:

I opened it up to more than just Mach!

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

oh that's cool.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

ok.....then, could you please sum up your story in, like, 3 lines??

Serendipity ~

1. an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident.

Mach said:

syncrodestiny.

ehuffnsd said:

preach it

Supa

errant said:

You better pay Muthafunka his residuals!

I'd like to pull a mermaid.