I know we've had topics on depression and jobs and things like that, but I still feel like everything is at a standstill.

I'm quitting my job but am still forcing myself to go in for 2 weeks despite not feeling well. I thought about reducing my hours but now I don't even want to do that and feel like crying every time the thought of work comes up.

What I really want to do is not work, go for therapy and then travel for about a month, but I'm so afraid even I won't be able to do that despite having lots of money in savings and being able to afford it.

I love my family and though they are supportive, I still have this feeling I'm going to be rejected eventually and that if I'm kept from doing what I want, I will be miserable and I feel like anything I do will lead to me being disowned or unaccepted even though I know it's irrational, but I can't shake the feeling off

I feel like such a loser. It no longer matters that I have a degree and have worked in the area I studied, I'm done with it and though I like it, it's not for me. I'm not capable of working at any job, I'm just too stupid and the best I can come up with is being a receptionist who doesn't even have to talk on the phone but just transfer calls, type stuff, manage courier and that's it. I used to look down on people who did jobs like that and wanted to have that fancy job, but you know what? It's not for me and it's very painful to admit to myself and to society and people who see me for nothing besides work