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When Life Gives You Lemons Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. It is a tricky thing to get meds just right especially when you are trying to combine them. I hope they get the combination right for you soon. Much love and support to you. I have learned that lemons are very versatile. I make all sorts of things out of lemons, not just lemonade. I know that you will get through this rough time.  | |
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shanti0608 said: ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. It is a tricky thing to get meds just right especially when you are trying to combine them. I hope they get the combination right for you soon. Much love and support to you. I have learned that lemons are very versatile. I make all sorts of things out of lemons, not just lemonade. I know that you will get through this rough time. HIV cocktails aren''t good when they don't work. my viral load is now detectable after 5 years of not being that way, and my tcells are dropping again. that's what's worrying me more than anything [Edited 4/7/09 1:29am] You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: shanti0608 said: It is a tricky thing to get meds just right especially when you are trying to combine them. I hope they get the combination right for you soon. Much love and support to you. I have learned that lemons are very versatile. I make all sorts of things out of lemons, not just lemonade. I know that you will get through this rough time. HIV cocktails aren''t good when they don't work. my viral load is now detectable after 5 years of not being that way, and my tcells are dropping again. that's what's worrying me more than anything [Edited 4/7/09 1:29am] I will keep you in my prayers and send good vibes your way. I know that it is hard to stay positive when you are feeling depressed. We are here for you. 
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ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. bastard!!!!! 
You need more cake I think. | |
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Hang in there sweety and try and be positive, i know its hard   | |
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Hope things get better soon, chin up  | |
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ZombieKitten said: ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. bastard!!!!!
You need more cake I think.more cake in your jeep and thank you everyone You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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When life gives me lemons, I take a knife and slice the lemons in half. Then I take the same knife and cut people with it, and rub the lemon halves into their wounds.
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FunkMistress said: When life gives me lemons, I take a knife and slice the lemons in half. Then I take the same knife and cut people with it, and rub the lemon halves into their wounds.
It makes me feel better, anyhow.  You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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I hope things are going to start looking up for you. I'm sorry you're in a rough spot. | |
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FunkMistress said: When life gives me lemons, I take a knife and slice the lemons in half. Then I take the same knife and cut people with it, and rub the lemon halves into their wounds.
It makes me feel better, anyhow. you're ace, you are!I'm not stopping. I haven't even taken my coat off
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I love you eric, and I hope things start getting better soon
Kudos for making the best out of a not best situation though. Toss life's lemons in the blender with some sugar and ice and we'll have some frozen lemonades on the beach or something  If you will, so will I | |
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Hang in there Eric. I'm sure they will get the cocktail right.
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 You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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FunkMistress said: When life gives me lemons, I take a knife and slice the lemons in half. Then I take the same knife and cut people with it, and rub the lemon halves into their wounds.
It makes me feel better, anyhow. I'm sure you could include some salt and some tequila also | |
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MIGUELGOMEZ said: Hang in there Eric. I'm sure they will get the cocktail right.
PAINKILLER Fill cup with ice. Pour Pusser's Rum to fill about 1/4 of the glass. Fill with an equal amount of Cream of Coconut (Coco Lopez is good. Add some pinapple juice and a good splash of orange juice. Shake well. Add cherry and sprinkly nutmeg. Grab a staw and get ready! This was originally made in the Britsh Virgin Islands -- Pussers is the official rum of the Royal British Navy. Alter the amount of rum to your taste. INGREDIENTS 1/4 White rum 1/4 Crème de coconut 1/3 Pineapple juice Orange juice Nutmeg 1 Maraschino cherry Ice cubes that might work he eh | |
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ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5. keep the faith sweetie. sometimes it's hard to stay upbeat but keep the faith. remember there are people in the world who care about you. | |
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ehuffnsd said: Well what I can talk about. I've been out of work on disability for clinical depression since the middle of Jan. At the request of my primary care doctor i've been going to a therapist once a week, who now wants to see me twice a week, and taking antidepressants. My PCP is a new doctor to me, the one I've had since I became positive changed fields and so I now have the one I'm going to. The bad things is he can't make sense out of my old medical record that was faxed over to him. We spent alot of time today going over things that should have all ready been written down. On top of that it was mentioned that my cocktail may not be working anymore. JOY! Top it all of the guy i've been dating for the past 6 months and i have gotten into our first fight and he wants sometime alone.
The good news is out of the 20 pounds my doctor wants me to gain i've gained 5.
Switching cocktails can be a real bitch. And super stressful. Switching ID docs is not only stressful, but emotionally draining. Even though they're not friends and family, over time you build some sort of strange bond to this person who "keeps you alive". I've no idea what your cocktail was (nor do I expect you to discuss it in open forum) but Isentress http://www.isentress.com/.../index.jsp and Selzentry http://www.selzentry.com/ have had very good results on a lot of folk with generally low side effects. I was able to switch off of Fuzeon which sucked (I had to inject it twice daily  ). The new cocktail allowed me to ditch the needles and remain undetectable. If you haven't already been on them, ask your doc. | |
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