I work in Pediatrics and my employer just bought me an amazing book.

Preparing for Life-The Complete Guide for Transitioning to Adulthood for those with Autism and Asperger's Syndrome by Dr.Jed Baker.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/...1932565337

I just skimmed though it and it is very thorough, has exercises to attain social skills, and great advice on everything from dating and college to employment. I am very excited to read this!

alphastreet said:

You sound very much like a person with Asperger's. How old are you?

rnljs said:

26. The minute I read about asperger's, I felt it described me a lot. I'm the kind of person who reads anything and think I have it, but with this one, I think it just might be true. I believe I'm pretty normal for the most part, just kind of awkward at times though I have it under control. I was a very good student too at school, though sometimes I had good years and bad years like everyone else.

oh and i have had gas problems based on anxiety and stuff like that time to time.
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The Judgment on Vaccines Is In???


Recently, I was amazed to hear a commentary by CNN's Campbell Brown on the controversial vaccine issue. After a ruling by the 'special vaccine court' saying the Measles, Mumps, Rubella shot wasn't found to be responsible for the plaintiffs' autism, she and others in the media began making assertions that the judgment was in, and vaccines had been proven safe. No one would be more relieved than Jenny and I if that were true. But with all due respect to Ms. Brown, a ruling against causation in three cases out of more than 5000 hardly proves that other children won't be adversely affected by the MMR, let alone that all vaccines are safe. This is a huge leap of logic by anyone's standards. Not everyone gets cancer from smoking, but cigarettes do cause cancer. After 100 years and many rulings in favor of the tobacco companies, we finally figured that out.

The truth is that no one without a vested interest in the profitability of vaccines has studied all 36 of them in depth. There are more than 100 vaccines in development, and no tests for cumulative effect or vaccine interaction of all 36 vaccines in the current schedule have ever been done. If I'm mistaken, I challenge those who are making such grand pronouncements about vaccine safety to produce those studies.

If we are to believe that the ruling of the 'vaccine court' in these cases mean that all vaccines are safe, then we must also consider the rulings of that same court in the Hannah Polling and Bailey Banks cases, which ruled vaccines were the cause of autism and therefore assume that all vaccines are unsafe. Clearly both are irresponsible assumptions, and neither option is prudent.

In this growing crisis, we cannot afford to blindly trumpet the agenda of the CDC, the American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP) or vaccine makers. Now more than ever, we must resist the urge to close this book before it's been written. The anecdotal evidence of millions of parents who've seen their totally normal kids regress into sickness and mental isolation after a trip to the pediatrician's office must be seriously considered. The legitimate concern they and many in the scientific community have that environmental toxins, including those found in vaccines, may be causing autism and other disorders (Aspergers, ADD, ADHD), cannot be dissuaded by a show of sympathy and a friendly invitation to look for the 'real' cause of autism anywhere but within the lucrative vaccine program.

With vaccines being the fastest growing division of the pharmaceutical industry, isn't it possible that profits may play a part in the decision-making? That the vaccine program is becoming more of a profit engine than a means of prevention? In a world left reeling from the catastrophic effects of greed, mismanagement and corporate insensitivity, is it so absurd for us to wonder why American children are being given twice as many vaccines on average, compared to the top 30 first world countries?

Paul Offit, the vaccine advocate and profiteer, who helped invent a Rotavirus vaccine is said to have paved the way for his own multi-million dollar windfall while serving on the very council that eventually voted his Rotavirus vaccine onto our children's schedule. On August 21, 2000 a congressional investigation's report titled, "Conflicts in Vaccine Policy," stated:


It has become clear over the course of this investigation that the VRBPAC and the ACIP [the two main advisory boards that determine the vaccine schedule] are dominated by individuals with close working relationships with the vaccine producers. This was never the intent of the Federal Advisory Committee Act, which requires that a diversity of views be represented on advisory committees.

Isn't that enough to raise questions about the process of choosing the vaccine schedule?

With many states like Minnesota now reporting the number at 1 in 80 children affected with autism, can we afford to trust those who serve two masters or their logic that tells us "one size fits all" when it comes to vaccines? Can we afford to ignore vaccines as a possible cause of these rising numbers when they are one of the fastest growing elements in our children's environment? With all the doubt that's left hanging on this topic, how can anyone in the media or medical profession, boldly demand that all parents march out and give their kids 36 of these shots, six at a time in dosage levels equal to that given a 200 pound man? This is a bias of the most dangerous kind.

I've also heard it said that no evidence of a link between vaccines and autism has ever been found. That statement is only true for the CDC, the AAP and the vaccine makers who've been ignoring mountains of scientific information and testimony. There's no evidence of the Lincoln Memorial if you look the other way and refuse to turn around. But if you care to look, it's really quite impressive. For a sample of vaccine injury evidence go to www.generationrescue.org/...rial.html.

We have never argued that people shouldn't be immunized for the most serious threats including measles and polio, but surely there's a limit as to how many viruses and toxins can be introduced into the body of a small child. Veterinarians found out years ago that in many cases they were over-immunizing our pets, a syndrome they call Vaccinosis. It overwhelmed the immune system of the animals, causing myriad physical and neurological disorders. Sound familiar? If you can over-immunize a dog, is it so far out to assume that you can over-immunize a child? These forward thinking vets also decided to remove thimerosal from animal vaccines in 1992, and yet this substance, which is 49% mercury, is still in human vaccines. Don't our children deserve as much consideration as our pets?

I think I'd rather listen to the more sensible voice of Dr. Bernadine Healy, former head of the National Institute of Health, who says:


Listen to the patients and the patients will teach...I think there is an inexcusable issue, and that's the lack of research that's been done here...A parent can legitimately question giving a one-day old baby, or a two-day old baby [the] Hepatitis B vaccine that has no risk for it [and] the mother has no risk for it. That's a heavy-duty vaccine given on day two [of life]. I think those are legitimate questions.

Dr. Healy is also calling for a long overdue study of vaccinated vs. unvaccinated. Dr. Frank Engly, a researcher and microbiologist who served on the boards of the CDC, FDA and EPA during the 70s and 80s, warned:


The CDC cannot afford to admit thimerosal is toxic because they have been promoting it for several years...If they would have followed through with our 1982 report, vaccines would have been freed of thimerosal and all this autism as they tell me would not have occurred. But as it is, it all occurred.

In all likelihood the truth about vaccines is that they are both good and bad. While ingredients like aluminum, mercury, ether, formaldehyde and anti-freeze may help preserve and enhance vaccines, they can be toxic as well. The assortment of viruses delivered by multiple immunizations may also be a hazard. I agree with the growing number of voices within the medical and scientific community who believe that vaccines, like every other drug, have risks as well as benefits and that for the sake of profit, American children are being given too many, too soon. One thing is certain. We don't know enough to announce that all vaccines are safe!

If the CDC, the AAP and Ms. Brown insist that our children take twice as many shots as the rest of the western world, we need more independent vaccine research not done by the drug companies selling the vaccines or by organizations under their influence. Studies that cannot be internally suppressed. Answers parents can trust. Perhaps this is what Campbell Brown should be demanding and how the power of the press could better serve the public in the future.

-- Jim Carrey

I got 170 out of 200

I guess I am?

I have just found out after months of psychometric testing, that I have a rare form of High Functioning Autism (HFA), (Its an advanced form of Aspergers Syndrome, except the sufferers can usually conceal it, and have superior IQ's). I know this as I am outwardly normal, but did not walk until I was 38 months old and only spoke at the age 6 (I went from baby style babbling to a language level of a 10 year old). I was frequently disruptive and troublesome at Primary school (Yet by Form 4 (Grade9) I had calmed down and became a model student) and yet I had a reading age and mental age way above my peers. I got my MA Degree and can function in a normal life etc etc, but yet occasionally I say really dumb thoughtless things and exhibit bizarre behaviour (Obsessions etc - Prince is an obsession for instance).
Whats great to know now, is how far everyone has come in accepting people with Autism, Aspergers Syndrome, Bipolar and other mental illnesses, my teaching course, no one cares less that I have it yet, yet 30 years ago It would be a lock away in an asylum. Now we have ads on TV that say "I in 5 New Zealanders have a mental illness, but they are the same as you and me" and several celebrities have come out with it, usually Aspergers, Bipolar and high Functioning autism.
Another myth that has been debunked, is that people with mental illnesses are not retarded, My IQ was tested at 128 (Perf 132, Verbal 121), which is well above average and in the superior range (On the WAIS - IV), only mentioning as I had always questioned if I was retarded or not it, and this says in no way. Even better is the Psychologists said in no way can this limit your life.

So I have a mental illness and are proud of it.

An excellent book I have is "Aspergers Syndrome" By Tony Atwood 2007, its the last thing my Mum read and understood before she passed on. She finally knew what I had and what made me 'special'
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I used to talk to myself too when I was younger the way most kids do like an imaginary friend.

And I think I have forced myself in social and anxiety producing situations to "normalize" myself but it always backfires or I'm in my own world and then I just feel more weird.

And yes my obsessions drain me too and it's hard to turn off certain repetitive thinking patterns

I always feel like I have to be moving my body somehow or I don't relax. Sometimes when no one is looking, I'll twitch. And I have a habit of picking my skin even without realizing it. If I'm in a situation I don't like and I'm by myself, sometimes I'll repeat words to myself that have no meaning to the situation...and it's comforting, but no one sees me like this.


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[Edited 4/26/09 15:09pm]

I share your obsession!!!

Fasinating. I have heard of Tony Attwood, but haven't read anything by him yet.
Isn't it interesting that when we all communicate on the computer, the differences don't come in to play. The mind is amazing!!!

Aw don't feel bad for me, I'm fine. Even though I get very lonely, I'm not really alone cause I have a lot of networks though I'm also shy and feel like I'm in it from a bird's eye view more than in it, and I feel at level if I'm getting attention for a few moments.

I'm always forgetting names and sometimes faces

My IQ was 127 when I took the test today (I take it every now and then) but the last time I took one a few months ago, it was like 130, though I really don't think I'm smart or come off that way and appear naive. I think the picture and pattern parts of it worked in my favour.

I've had obsessions too, but some of it has resulted in accomplishments I never would have thought possible. My mj obsession a long time ago led to me being able to perform a few of his songs for school shows despite always being shy and isolated, as well as other songs, giving me reassurance that I'm worth something and can get away with acting how I act if people were entertained for those few minutes and will ask me how it's going.

I don't really know if I have it or not, but it makes so much sense and describes everything about me I've always contemplated.

I used to also feel like I have no need to be social but then would realize if I was like that for too long, I needed something but then once I've overexerted myself, I would go back to being alone. It's not that I don't care for others, but sometimes I have upset people if I have backed out of meeting up with them a few times, it's very hard for me to build emotional ties and be empathetic at times.