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Reply #120 posted 02/18/09 9:29am

Mysterioso

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Sometimes, genetics is a factor.
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Reply #121 posted 02/18/09 9:36am

Ace

CarrieLee said:

8lbs was a lot for me! All my clothes were tight, I felt gross and couldn't drop the weight. So I went back to it, and yes...I lost the weight plus some.

Carrie, you know there are other ways to lose it. "Deluded" ain't just a river in Egypt!
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Reply #122 posted 02/18/09 9:41am

CarrieLee

Ace said:

CarrieLee said:

8lbs was a lot for me! All my clothes were tight, I felt gross and couldn't drop the weight. So I went back to it, and yes...I lost the weight plus some.

Carrie, you know there are other ways to lose it. "Deluded" ain't just a river in Egypt!



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Reply #123 posted 02/18/09 9:54am

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:people's eyebrow:
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Reply #124 posted 02/18/09 10:06am

Ace

CarrieLee said:

Ace said:


Carrie, you know there are other ways to lose it. "Deluded" ain't just a river in Egypt!



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lol
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Reply #125 posted 02/18/09 10:07am

Ace

Mysterioso said:

:people's eyebrow:

I have no idea what this means. neutral
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Reply #126 posted 02/18/09 10:10am

amorbella

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I have to fight the urge to eat all day long.
I over eat and its a horrible thing.
Im not even hungry 90 percent of the time.

I have gained 8 pounds in the last two months.
Doesnt seem much for some of you, but standing at 5*2 and now 136 pounds
that is alot.

I go to the gym like a mad women, but my calorie intake is off the charts...
YES FOOD IS MY ENEMY.

Im admitting I have a problem, but Im not going to weight watchers for help...
Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize
u simply imagined this
So u lean over and give her a kiss
Here on earth, here on earth,
with u it's not so bad
Here on earth, here on earth
eye don't feel so sad
Stay right here
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Reply #127 posted 02/18/09 10:11am

amorbella

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Ace said:

amorbella said:

me too, hug

I battle this addiction everyday.

You can do it, AB!



its very painful....
hug
Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize
u simply imagined this
So u lean over and give her a kiss
Here on earth, here on earth,
with u it's not so bad
Here on earth, here on earth
eye don't feel so sad
Stay right here
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Reply #128 posted 02/18/09 10:12am

amorbella

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CarrieMpls said:

Ace said:

CarrieMpls said:


Sure you can! It's easier than quitting smoking. nod


No way is it easier. You can't just give up eating. lol


No, and the most you try not to think about it, the harder it is to stay away from it...

such easy, easy access...
Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize
u simply imagined this
So u lean over and give her a kiss
Here on earth, here on earth,
with u it's not so bad
Here on earth, here on earth
eye don't feel so sad
Stay right here
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Reply #129 posted 02/18/09 10:15am

CarrieLee

Ace said:

Mysterioso said:

:people's eyebrow:

I have no idea what this means. neutral



lol Remember when The Rock was a wrestler?

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Reply #130 posted 02/18/09 10:20am

Nothinbutjoy

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CarrieLee said:

Every time I say I'm going to quit smoking again, I end up smoking more. It's got me, I can't kick it and it makes me sad.



That's exactly what I do with food!

I tell myself I'm going to make better food choices and I end up on the "see food" diet.

rose
I'm firmly planted in denial
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Reply #131 posted 02/18/09 10:21am

Nothinbutjoy

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amorbella said:

I have to fight the urge to eat all day long.
I over eat and its a horrible thing.
Im not even hungry 90 percent of the time.

I have gained 8 pounds in the last two months.
Doesnt seem much for some of you, but standing at 5*2 and now 136 pounds
that is alot.

I go to the gym like a mad women, but my calorie intake is off the charts...
YES FOOD IS MY ENEMY.

Im admitting I have a problem, but Im not going to weight watchers for help...



hug I so get what you're saying!
I'm firmly planted in denial
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Reply #132 posted 02/18/09 10:32am

Ace

CarrieLee said:

Ace said:


I have no idea what this means. neutral



lol Remember when The Rock was a wrestler?


Why is it the "people's" eyebrow? confuse
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Reply #133 posted 02/18/09 10:44am

CarrieLee

Ace said:

CarrieLee said:




lol Remember when The Rock was a wrestler?


Why is it the "people's" eyebrow? confuse



Who knows...but it was catchy, it stuck and it worked!
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Reply #134 posted 02/18/09 11:01am

kenlacam

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I can relate.

To me writing music was weird after quitting pot. It wasn't harder, exactly, but I was lacking that chemical inspiration that made me believe my every thought was brilliant & worth capturing.

I feel your pain
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Reply #135 posted 02/18/09 12:58pm

MIGUELGOMEZ

Ace said:

MIGUELGOMEZ said:




You're lucky. I read that you don't just gain weight from substituting food for cigarettes. There's an actual change in your chemistry that makes you gain some weight. I was like "great!" it's not just psychological.

Never heard of that. confused Anyhoo, 'tis nothing that can't be shut down via eating right and/or exercise. Even if it meant gaining some weight, I'd be like, 'I can strip that off later; the important thing is getting off this shit before it does some damage to me that I can't undo.'



You're right. Better to gain weight than to continue smoking.
MyeternalgrattitudetoPhil&Val.Herman said "We want sweaty truckers at the truck stop! We want cigar puffing men that look like they wanna beat the living daylights out of us" Val"sporking is spooning with benefits"
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Reply #136 posted 02/18/09 3:26pm

Fauxie

I need to put on weight. I'm gonna stop smoking right now! smile
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Reply #137 posted 02/18/09 3:41pm

Mysterioso

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The people love Dwayne's Johnson.
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Reply #138 posted 02/19/09 2:54pm

ingamilo

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Nicotine. Over three years clean.

Lately, I've been doing something I haven't done in a few years: playing guitar. I've been woodshedding and it struck me that it's my first time doing this without the cancer sticks. Feels very strange. But I will never go back to that shit! No electronic voicebox or tubes in the nose for me, thanks!

Have you ever tried to kick an addiction (cigarettes, alcohol, other drugs, food, etc.)? What were/are your triggers? Did/do you feel like a pathetic douchebag for not being able to kick their asses?


I smoke too much, yes... too much; a lot of nicotine!!! but moment I don't still feel courage to leave this addiction; maybe when i resumes to have energy to paint; the addiction of the arquitectura already passed.... now I am addicted in my children's smile
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Reply #139 posted 02/19/09 3:09pm

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In my household there are types types of addiction.

food addiction, which is me.

nicotine addiction, which is my mother and my sister.

My mother says she LOVES to smoke but she cant do it as much as she wants to.
She cant stand the way smoke smells and is deathly afraid of her hands beginning
to smell.
Sometimes she will light up take a few puffs, will not touch the cigg, the dump it from her mouth into the sink.

My sister loves to smoke, but doesnt smoke as much as she would like to.
Ciggs= munchies for her.

food, well I eat all the freakin time.... day, night, mid day, late night.

Bread and peanut butter....WATCH OUT NOW!!!

Ive thought about going to OA, but Id rather see a nutritionist first...
a mental doc would probably help too...

I think my dog has the same problem....
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Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize
u simply imagined this
So u lean over and give her a kiss
Here on earth, here on earth,
with u it's not so bad
Here on earth, here on earth
eye don't feel so sad
Stay right here
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Reply #140 posted 03/07/09 8:53am

TotalANXiousNE
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Ace said:

Nicotine. Over three years clean.

Lately, I've been doing something I haven't done in a few years: playing guitar. I've been woodshedding and it struck me that it's my first time doing this without the cancer sticks. Feels very strange. But I will never go back to that shit! No electronic voicebox or tubes in the nose for me, thanks!

Have you ever tried to kick an addiction (cigarettes, alcohol, other drugs, food, etc.)? What were/are your triggers? Did/do you feel like a pathetic douchebag for not being able to kick their asses?


GOOD FOR YOU! We quit around the same time I think.

Anyways, this is a good thread.

I think, well I know, I have an addictive personality, and I also tend to replace one habit with another. I've never been addicted to like METH or anything, but one thing is really just as bad as another.

I'm not addicted to alcohol, but I know if I DO know that when I'm going through a rough time and I ALLOW myself to turn to it, I have a hard time controlling it. But if I drink when happy, I'm fine.

I think addictions start early on in life and just keep being replaced by something else.

Like my addictions started at an early age with food. As a result I still have a very unhealthy relationship with food. As a result of THAT, I am also addicted to excercise. The excercise itself is not unhealthy but the obsession with it is. It controls my thoughts and actions and patterns, and it is something I am involved with at this point in my life, but It's not like THATS a totally BAD thing.

Another thing I'm addicted too is relying on men to make me happy, or attention from men. I don't really know where that stems from, but the thing that triggers ALL of my addictions is unhappiness within myself. Something within me that has yet to be uncovered. Like, I know SOMETHING is there, I jsut don't know what it is, or HOW to react to when it comes out.

Another addiction I have is findiong a belief and getting overly involved in it, for the wrong reasons. Not so much because I'm PASSIONATE about the belief, but I need the BELIEF to feel Justified and valid as a human bieng. Its bizzare.
I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure
I layed down with love and I woke up with lies
Whats it all worth only the heart can measure
It's not whats in the mirror but what's left inside
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Reply #141 posted 03/07/09 8:57am

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Oh, and the genetics thing.

I think genetics play a roll, but also circumstances.

Like lets take alcohol. I think it tends to skip a generation.

Lets say your grandfather was a mean drunk. As a result your mom won't touch the stuff and neither does your dad, because your mom saw what it can do to a family.

YOU on the other hand have NOT seen what it can do cuz your mom doesn't drink. So YOU drink, and because of your bad genes, YOU are now an alcoholic, and down the line.....
I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure
I layed down with love and I woke up with lies
Whats it all worth only the heart can measure
It's not whats in the mirror but what's left inside
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Reply #142 posted 03/07/09 1:57pm

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TotalANXiousNESS said:

Oh, and the genetics thing.

I think genetics play a roll, but also circumstances.

Like lets take alcohol. I think it tends to skip a generation.

Lets say your grandfather was a mean drunk. As a result your mom won't touch the stuff and neither does your dad, because your mom saw what it can do to a family.

YOU on the other hand have NOT seen what it can do cuz your mom doesn't drink. So YOU drink, and because of your bad genes, YOU are now an alcoholic, and down the line.....


It s interesting because the people who swear off drink as a result of seeing the damage it does can become fanatical about not drinking and can be real control freaks in other areas.
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Reply #143 posted 03/07/09 1:59pm

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TotalANXiousNESS said:



Another addiction I have is findiong a belief and getting overly involved in it, for the wrong reasons. Not so much because I'm PASSIONATE about the belief, but I need the BELIEF to feel Justified and valid as a human bieng. Its bizzare.


If you re anything like me it s because I can t face my own inner emptiness and need a belief system to make my life seem meaningful.
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Reply #144 posted 03/07/09 2:02pm

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I was addicted to food, coke and pornography. Went to rehab to get help. All the addictive substances and behaviours were symptoms of the dis - ease I felt from an early age. Compounded possibly by genetic factors and definitely because of some less than nurturing early family experiences, it led me to escape into the addictive substances and behaviours and to numb the pain I was feeling.
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