I think most people are In-Between with their emotions.

i'm a happy person.

Overall I am a happy, positive person - who has bouts with darksness now and again

I have learned to really not fight the dark times but to be in the moment of them. learn and grow. It helps me to embrace the good times with deeper graditude !

I pop pills. Wutchoo think?

I have phases when I am happy and phases when I am depressed. The last nearly 2 years I have been very unhappy, before that there were many years when I was quite happy. At the moment my life goes through so many changes and I hope that my dark phase is to come to an end right now or at least pretty soon .

I'm a happy person, I think. Bored, but happy. Frustrated, but happy. I laugh like fuck. Not like, manically, but a lot. . I see the funny side before anything else. I suppose to a certain extent my job's calloused my sensitivity to certain societial taboos. From death to disease, I'll be giggling at the ludicrous, futile, meaningless, everlasting nothingness of it all. Which I suppose makes me a bit of a cunt.

Serious said:

My default state is mild depression. It has been since I was a child and probably will be for the rest of my life.
But that just makes it that much more awesome when I AM happy,

I think like most people I have my good days and my bad ones. I have dealt with depression since I was a child...but do my best not to let it get me down.

CarrieMpls said:

Ditto

CarrieMpls said:

What makes you happy? Company of friends, a wee drink, a good book and stuff?

Number23 said:

I do not think that makes you a cunt at all. We could all learn something what what you have said. I think some ppl take themselves and their lives too seriously. I know many ppl that constantly protest about how happy and great their lives are but deep down, they are just like the rest of us with our good days and bad days.
The fact of the matter is that we are all just dust in the wind.
You explained it better than me

Number23 said:

For the most part, yeah, the little things. On the othre hand, if I'm just not feeling it no friend or good book or drink is going to do the trick.

Sometimes it comes from nowhere too. I just wake up and feel different (in a good way) and it doesn't go away. Those are the good days, for sure.

Number23 said:

Nothing a good wank won't cure then?

shanti0608 said:

Usually what people say, I take the opposite. Folk are lying bastards. People who moan about how miserable they are digging that black ocean sadness that meloncholly's made from. They'd shag that shit if they could.

mdiver said:

Nothing wrong with a good wank. Even Jesus enjoyed a fly wank, I'm sure.

Number23 said:

I am always quite cynical of the happy slappy ppl that want to tell you how great their lives are. I rarely believe the hype.
It is all about balance and a good wank of coarse.


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CarrieMpls said:

I had a pal who was like that. His doctor recommended exercise and excercise he did. Got addicted to the gym, six, sven nights a week. He was certainly a lot more positive, with an outrageous amount of energy compared to before. However, one night at the gym he tried to bust a 140lb barbell benchpress and his head exploded. Just...brain and pinky/grey goo everywhere. They were mopping it up for months, found one of his eyeballs months later behing the rowing machine. Let that be a lesson to you.

Number23 said:

shanti0608 said:

I think I am like that too .

Mach said:

Thank you Mach . I finally have the impression there might be light at the end of the tunnel even though the way there is hard . And your cards told me that better times may be there/ahead .

Number23 said:

I reckon when his parents lost him in Jerusalem he was out the back having an angry wank

mdiver said:

An angry wank? I've never had an angry wank. I can't even imagine the expression on one's face while in the act of an angry wank. Is it even possible? And they say we're not evolved from monkeys.

Number23 said:

Yes its possible

Serious said:

TY for supporting me in good and bad times - means a lot

You're a wonderful person !

Depends on in which phase I'm in.

For anybody who doesn't know, it's because I'm bipolar - I'm medicated but some of the mood variations don't go away. This time of year I'm down a lot and during the summer I can be unable to sleep for 4 or 5 days. Living in Sweden is REALLY not good for a bipolar person.

Mach said:

Thank you so much .

happy of course!

think I'm in the middle lately....