PricelessHo said: Vendetta1 said: Tons. The biggest being is I am less nice.
but still loveable as can be | |
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I'm wiser, but far less knowledgeable.
Less clued up about pop culture and politics. Have less self-discipline in a few areas. Less mentally stable. Mentally I'm at breaking point. I can't take things in stride as well. Slightly better in social situations, but only because I'm often on autopilot and couldn't give a shit most of the time what people think of me. Less selfish generally, but more insensitive on occasions. | |
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Vendetta1 said: Tons. The biggest being is I am less nice. People can only fuck you over so much before it starts to weigh on you.
You're awesome where it truly counts. | |
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I'm a fat betch. That's all. This sig is just a fig of your imago-neigh-shun | |
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I'm wiser
I learned a lot I stopped bleaching my hair Is there any place of refuge one can flee from this insanity | |
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I'm a lot more laid back and less nervous than I was 10 years ago. My kids are grown and gone and I have 2 grandkids now, a higher position at my job and a computer where I can get my Prince anytime I damn well please. I'm living just fine. Thanks 4 askin'. ![]() [Edited 2/3/09 5:48am] | |
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Fauxie said: Less mentally stable. Mentally I'm at breaking point.
I can see how living in a tropical paradise with a beautiful girl who loves you must be tough. Me, I don't feel as invincible as I once did. I'm just a clitched 30 year old. Around ten years ago I ran at then rolled underneath a moving truck on the main road just to prove how CRAZZEEE I was. I feel deeply embarassed at that now. Imagine anyone explaining that death to my parents. I must have grown somewhat to feel that. My empathy's expanded to the point I can't kill flies - I can't even rip up weeds without guilt, Christ. I find it hard to sit through Arnold Swarzenegger films now. I'm also check my hairline against a small faint head scar quite often. If I go bald I'm sticking my fucking head in the oven. | |
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smarter
funnier happier more loving more caring can be a bigger bitch able to defend myself better more accepting more stressed out more expressive more straight forward, not so much in "the box" mode Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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MRGee said: Not just looks wise,but Intellectually and Philosophically. Are you better off today?
Where do I begin? Ten years ago, I was a starfucker, out every night, smoking and drinking. Now I'm a stay-at-home, straight-edger who's actually...you know...happy. | |
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Fauxie said: Vendetta1 said: Tons. The biggest being is I am less nice. People can only fuck you over so much before it starts to weigh on you.
You're awesome where it truly counts. | |
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Vendetta1 said: Tons. The biggest being is I am less nice.
Bull | |
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And yes.
I even feel the "change" right now if its possible. | |
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Harlepolis said: Vendetta1 said: Tons. The biggest being is I am less nice.
Bull | |
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Vendetta1 said: Harlepolis said: Bull Oh honey I may haven't brushed shoulders with you YET Ivy, but I don't think you're a mean or a bad person,,,,I'm not saying that just to try to make you feel better lol I just don't get that "mean person" vibe from you(even if its coming from a computer screen However, "self-criticism" is a bitch [Edited 2/12/09 16:24pm] | |
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Harlepolis said: Vendetta1 said: Oh trust me, I am. I've never allowed some of the things coming out off my mouth to come out before. i didn't believe in hating people either but now I actually hate someone.
Oh honey I may haven't brushed shoulders with you YET Ivy, but I don't think you're a mean or a bad person,,,,I'm not saying that just to try to make you feel better lol I just don't get that "mean person" vibe from you(even if its coming from a computer screen However, "self-criticism" is a bitch [Edited 2/12/09 16:24pm] | |
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I have matured a lot and become more secure, but my life only really picked up 2 years ago when I met my present partner and bought my home. I have also got fatter as you would expect.
1999 weight 72kg (aged 22) 2009 weight 94kg (aged 32), I am hoping not to see 2019 weight 123kg (aged 42) if u get what I mean. Somethings have remained the same. I am a student agin this year in teching, in 1999 I was finishing my BA in Anthropology. In 1999 I loved Prince So what are u going 2 do? R u just gonna sit there and watch? I'm not gonna stop until the war is over. Its gonna take a long time | |
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