ehuffnsd said:

Who is/was Rick ?

By any chance, do you have MP3's of the edits of Batdance (4:13), Scandalous (4:12), Let's Pretend We're Married (3:40), Love Or Money (3:52), Let's Go Crazy (specially remixed intro) (3:46) or Man O War; Radio Edit (without Guitar Solo) (3:56) and Radio Edit (with Guitar Solo) (3:59)?

And do you know what Call Out Research Hook (0:10) is, which was on the Man O War promo?

Well, do ya?

Do you feel close to me?

Serious said:

Rick was a guy I met when I was 19, he was 26 and personal trainer from Atlanta. we met at a bathhouse of all places. we dated for 3 months before he left town to go back to Atlanta to escape the "party" scene here in San Diego. we kept in contact and after I got out of rehab we started about him moving back to SD. Before he moved back he got nonhutinskin lympomia and menegitis and with the low number of tcells he had we wasn't able to win the battle. He died a couple days before his 29th birthday.

Lammastide said:

I've noticed just vaired sexual abuse can affect people. A friend of mine was and he is more or less sexualphobic.

Just some backgroud...From 4-6 I was abused by the oldest son of the family that lived next door to mine. He is 10 years older than I, and he was best friend's wtih my oldest brother who is the same age. One of the reasons my brother and I don't talk to him is his knowledge of the events and his lack of doing anything. I think they way it was done and things related to it made me think from an early age as sex as some kind of game and i never delvoped any kind of emotional importance to sex.

i think it of course gave me a very low self esteem and led to my sexual compulsion and my crystal addiction and HIV. it is probably the thing that defines my beheaviour the most. i stil tend to seek out sex in times of extreme stress or emotion or to kill the time. not always the healthiest thing to do but it's what i know.

it's a struggle everyday to keep sane and alive because it's caused me to have a coping mechinism that isn't healthy.

ehuffnsd said:

i can relate to this, and i think it doesn't have to be because any of the things that happened in your life. it doesn't have to be a bad unhealthy thing.

dawntreader said:

my sexual complusion and my crystal addiction go hand in hand... i have to be careful of how often, who and what's going on around me as not to rise the sleeping the dragon.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

we are kindred spirits.

ehuffnsd said:

but do you feel close to me? Sometimes I get concerned that you feel I don't pay enough attention to you but it's not you, it's me. None of my friends gets too much of it as I'm usually typing a book or something I just want the record to show that I love you very much and I respect you and I am very glad to have a friend like you

ehuffnsd said:

i understand... the crystal is really dangerous from what i understand. it is not that big (yet) in Amsterdam.

well, thumbs up for you, sounds you have worked real well on yourself.

do you know how to destroy someones life and then take it over for your own???

myfavorite said:

yes to the first but no to the second cause why would you want to run someone's destroyed life?

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

no richard. i've never felt slighted by you. and i loves ya too.

Is Imago your secret Santa?

myfavorite said:

yes to the first but no to the second cause why would you want to run someone's destroyed life?

ehuffnsd said:

how is a broken life fixed then.d?

ehuffnsd said:

I love you both too!

Where is the pic of you in Val's top?

mdiver said:

after feb.

Have u ever slept with a married person, then regretted it later?

thekidsgirl said:

That makes me 3


I have much respect for you and what you stand for Eric.

I feel dumb. I don't know what to ask.....

MIGUELGOMEZ said:

Ask him how he feels when he's a sister. Does he feel a sister without the make-up?