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PrintableSoupDog said: missfee said: It's almost been nearly two months since the breakup and i'm still heartbroken. How can it hurt so bad when you know that it wasn't going to work out deep down while you were with that person? Why do I still love him despite all the messed up things he said to me when we last talked on the phone? Why the hell does he feel the need to text me "hi, how are you doing?" when clearly last time we talked on the phone he said some awful shit to me and then hung up in my face all because I said I felt we should part ways? He didn't want to talk then, so why text me? Why the fuck does he care about how i'm doing when obviously he didn't even try half as hard as I did to make the relationship work? And lastly, why the FUCK can't I forget about him already? I want to so badly forget, but despite everything, I still miss the good times and the good things about him. I try to force myself to keep remembering the bad times so that I can get over him quicker.
Sorry for the rant, I just had to vent. Now i'm trying to get myself excited about Halloween tomorrow  They are having a costume contest on my job, and even though I maybe the only one with balls enough to participate (i'm going to be a witch  ), inside I just feel like I should be dressed in a costume for how I feel...broken hearted.  I SO know what you are going through! I broke up with my ex-fiance...again...for the fourth time...back in April. She cheated on me twice, and even got married behind my back. When she came crawling back, I took her back, hoping, praying things would be different that time around. I don't think I will take a fifth time. But I STILL miss her, and I think about her every day. For all her flaws, and inability to be honest, I love her, and I am certain deep down, she loves me. It's just the shit that has happened in her life and bipolar disorder that has her messed up. We can't control who we fall in love with. It would be a lot easier if we could turn it on and off like a light switch. You just have to move on, and think with you head and not your heart...easier said than done, I know. Best of luck to you!!!   With a very special thank you to Tina: Is hammer already absolute, how much some people verändern...ICH hope is never so I will be! And if, then I hope that I would then have wen in my environment who joins me in the A.... | |
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SoupDog said: missfee said: It's almost been nearly two months since the breakup and i'm still heartbroken. How can it hurt so bad when you know that it wasn't going to work out deep down while you were with that person? Why do I still love him despite all the messed up things he said to me when we last talked on the phone? Why the hell does he feel the need to text me "hi, how are you doing?" when clearly last time we talked on the phone he said some awful shit to me and then hung up in my face all because I said I felt we should part ways? He didn't want to talk then, so why text me? Why the fuck does he care about how i'm doing when obviously he didn't even try half as hard as I did to make the relationship work? And lastly, why the FUCK can't I forget about him already? I want to so badly forget, but despite everything, I still miss the good times and the good things about him. I try to force myself to keep remembering the bad times so that I can get over him quicker.
Sorry for the rant, I just had to vent. Now i'm trying to get myself excited about Halloween tomorrow They are having a costume contest on my job, and even though I maybe the only one with balls enough to participate (i'm going to be a witch ), inside I just feel like I should be dressed in a costume for how I feel...broken hearted. I SO know what you are going through! I broke up with my ex-fiance...again...for the fourth time...back in April. She cheated on me twice, and even got married behind my back. When she came crawling back, I took her back, hoping, praying things would be different that time around. I don't think I will take a fifth time. But I STILL miss her, and I think about her every day. For all her flaws, and inability to be honest, I love her, and I am certain deep down, she loves me. It's just the shit that has happened in her life and bipolar disorder that has her messed up. We can't control who we fall in love with. It would be a lot easier if we could turn it on and off like a light switch. You just have to move on, and think with you head and not your heart...easier said than done, I know. Best of luck to you!!! Thanks  I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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