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PrintableSirPsycho said: SirPsycho said: i feel you and i appreciate that. just sometimes i feel like i just wanna hurry up and get to where i can just lock myself up in a studio for a month.... sometimes i actually consider embracing (what appears to be) inevitable "usery" [see: foul contracts] just so i can emerge myself in creativity and not feel guilty for lusting after a life outside of "chasing the promotion"...to kinda bite the bullet, and fight my way "back to me" later... i mean, all deals aren't foul, but i've heard enough (from inside people) to know most of em are, if they aren't foul natured by design... and i know, if i really tried i could "get on" (tho they'd insist on "packaging me")...i just go to work cuz i have to...but then again i guess we all do... i dunno...i feel like a kid/fool the more i talk about/want this... and the funny thing is most folk (including my lady) are like "whatever, just do something now" and i'm not mad at that...AT ALL...i need to be reminded that the clock is ticking..we all do...but i'm just that type of person..i need to process every possible outcome/pitfall before i make one step...it's just so frustrating, cuz...shit i dunno... (side note: i hate how, for all my poetic ability...when i'm really passionate, or get to the center of my feelings, i go blank...it never ceases to amaze me  )Not to ride your coattail, but bro, if this isn't something I can so relate to, I don't know what is. I go blank in the middle of a conversation, frequently. I need to work on that. This sig is just a fig of your imago-neigh-shun | |
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Mysterioso said: SirPsycho said: and the funny thing is most folk (including my lady) are like "whatever, just do something now" and i'm not mad at that...AT ALL...i need to be reminded that the clock is ticking..we all do...but i'm just that type of person..i need to process every possible outcome/pitfall before i make one step...it's just so frustrating, cuz...shit i dunno... (side note: i hate how, for all my poetic ability...when i'm really passionate, or get to the center of my feelings, i go blank...it never ceases to amaze me )Not to ride your coattail, but bro, if this isn't something I can so relate to, I don't know what is. I go blank in the middle of a conversation, frequently. I need to work on that. i used to blame it on weed but the THC level in my body has dropped considerably since 2005 | |
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SirPsycho said: Mysterioso said: Not to ride your coattail, but bro, if this isn't something I can so relate to, I don't know what is. I go blank in the middle of a conversation, frequently. I need to work on that. i used to blame it on weed but the THC level in my body has dropped considerably since 2005 Yeah! I lack that. I lack coherence with the counterpart of discourse. I'm always off-beat. I spew shenanigans when I lose train thought. I have no excuses. It's been a part of me since I was a yungin'.This sig is just a fig of your imago-neigh-shun | |
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Mysterioso said: SirPsycho said: i used to blame it on weed but the THC level in my body has dropped considerably since 2005 Yeah! I lack that. I lack coherence with the counterpart of discourse. I'm always off-beat. I spew shenanigans when I lose train thought. I have no excuses. It's been a part of me since I was a yungin'.consider it a personality trait. like a main feature to your entire "attraction" | |
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okay, so you're the top of my org crushes, officially.  | |
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evenstar3 said: okay, so you're the top of my org crushes, officially.
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Oh my my...
tube vids of you workin' on some Rock/ CLSmooth movement type artistry... nice horn loop... you had it flowin' on the 2nd run and then you tripped and fell downstairs... Good shit mang! Real good... Nevah sell out! Nevah, your Orgfans won't allow it riiighht! Bide your time, you'll get yours if you keep workn' that game.  A working class Hero is something to be ~ Lennon |
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SirPsycho said: SirPsycho said: i feel you and i appreciate that. just sometimes i feel like i just wanna hurry up and get to where i can just lock myself up in a studio for a month.... sometimes i actually consider embracing (what appears to be) inevitable "usery" [see: foul contracts] just so i can emerge myself in creativity and not feel guilty for lusting after a life outside of "chasing the promotion"...to kinda bite the bullet, and fight my way "back to me" later... i mean, all deals aren't foul, but i've heard enough (from inside people) to know most of em are, if they aren't foul natured by design... and i know, if i really tried i could "get on" (tho they'd insist on "packaging me")...i just go to work cuz i have to...but then again i guess we all do... i dunno...i feel like a kid/fool the more i talk about/want this... and the funny thing is most folk (including my lady) are like "whatever, just do something now" and i'm not mad at that...AT ALL...i need to be reminded that the clock is ticking..we all do...but i'm just that type of person..i need to process every possible outcome/pitfall before i make one step...it's just so frustrating, cuz...shit i dunno... (side note: i hate how, for all my poetic ability...when i'm really passionate, or get to the center of my feelings, i go blank...it never ceases to amaze me )i can relate to all of that. so much. wow. you're the type of person that still likes to be aware of the outcome of the situation no matter what move you make. it's a safe way to live - but a slow way too  and i do it all the time... even with simple decisions i do that...
but when it comes to this, your art - go with your gut. when it feels right, do it. even if that means selling your soul to the industry which i know it won't get to that...  [...i think i can, i think i can, i think i can...] | |
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CarrieMpls said: Andy Warhol said “The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.”
I think there’s something to be said for an attraction that never gets to be fulfilled. Tension and build up and fantasy and whatnot. It’s utterly safe (emotionally, mentally, physically) and can be very exciting. Exactly. 
The anticipation can be just as good as " getting it". In spite of the cost of living, it's still popular. |
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SirPsycho said: ...whaddayou say...
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personally, i say yay (and imagine i'm in the minority) but i think it'll be interesting to see what most people say... 
[Edited 8/21/08 22:22pm] Didn't read the post properly so my reply did make sense Edit. [Edited 8/25/08 13:20pm] "I know that living with u baby, was sometimes hard...but I'm willing 2 give it another try.
Cause nothing compares....nothing compares 2 u!" | |
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