Well the John Mayer "Daughters" thread (& Rhonda) must be one of the instances you're talking about, that's clear I remember that thread going exactly the way this one did - I ask you a question, you either dodge it or start making accusations & it spirals into bullshit I didn't start out on that thread gunning for you Jan, but in the end I definitely was - I have no problem admitting that.

I've had bad exchanges w/ folks here that I HAVE ended up being cool w/ actually but maybe that's just me, or maybe the shit wasn't as serious as you feel my comments were to you...

I had no idea that anything I said to you caused you to take a break from this place, so for that I'm sorry. I'll try to quell any urge to ask you a question or have any kind of exchange w/ you in the future since it's always gonna do down like this. That ain't no fun, & I certainly don't come here for drama (though it's interesting at times, I ain't gonna lie)...

To clear up that John Mayer thread, you asked a question and I answered it. You made fun of it and continued and continued to the point of questioning my sanity. This was after another thread where you made fun of me which hurt me so deeply because you said lies about me (which you probably thought were truths) on a public forum which could influence others to believe it

So yes, any exchange you try to have with me will go down this road because I will always believe they have ulterior motives behind them. I appreciate any future attempt to not have any exchange with me

Per your request, we're done... but I gotta say on that other thread you're talking about I didn't "say lies" about you. I remember asking you a question & you refusing to answer. So I'm not sure how asking you a question equates to "saying lies" but whatever, I don't wanna take this any further since it was so hurtful to you...

I always used to think you were a guy lol ...an older guy, actually. Then I'd say "Oh, wait...that's the 18 year old, isn't it?"...then click your name to view your profile...and then say "Yep, ok, I thought so" lol . Well, before this recent avatar, anyway ...

It depends who you ask, if you ask a certain group of people here they will tell you i am a fully paid up member of the KKK and that nothing i say is valid, if you ask the rest of the org they will tell you i am an ok guy with a pretty balanced view on life.
Take your pick

I have an idea how quite a lot of people here may think of me now... which is quite different to how many used to, I feel.

I wear my heart on sleeve so what you see is what you get, and that's all I can be

I don't know what's worse, being percieved as an older GUY or being known as "that 18 year old".

What's wrong with my avatar?

You're a wonderful person, but you behave like a bull in a china shop at times.

Some days ago my answer my have been different, but today it is this one: I think most orgers who even noticed me would think I am quite nice, but some may judge me becasue I am in a gang with a fully paid up member of the KKK .

I defend what i believe in and i defend what i love from those with hatred in their heart.

Sometimes I get the strangest feeling that people think I'm a fucking idiot. It's not overtly shown in any way, only alluded to, but I know what I feel.

As a butt with boobs ontop kinda nice legs walking round the org unhappily married looking for sex while I huff a blunt because my life is shallow and I live in a make believe world growing pot and whoring my children all the time cheating on my husband who must also cheat on me

, oh yeah ... a dirty hippy

The dirty hippy part was a strech huh ?

You are in good form this morning