This is really weird.


I've had so many friends find me on myspace (and some on facebook) that I just take for granted that from time to time, more folks will find me. These online communities, if anything, allow folks to find each other.

But tonight, I was contacted on facebook by a girl named Kelley (I'll refrain from using her last name so as to preserve her privacy).


But to make a long story short, I had the biggest... I mean BIGGEST secret crush on Kelly. It was a secret because in high school I was basically a-sexual in the persona I presented to the world. I hid everything inside and was relatively shy--well, actually when it came to intimacy, painfully shy.

Anyways, I had a huge crush on Kelly. I mean, I'd go into class, and always pay attention to her out of the corner of my eyes. I would run into her at certain shows around the city (Birmingham Alabama actually had a thriving post modern music scene at one time .. Remy Zero got their roots there and I actually new the band members, but before Singun met Alisa Milano )_. But I digress, she was just one of those crushes I'll always remember.

Certain people just trigger memories for me. Kind of like smelling food or hearing a song that just brings you back. Kelly is one of those triggers for me.

She sent me a long, detailed email about her life, (she apparently married a mutual friend of ours and he got her addicted to cocaine ), etc. etc.

But, for a split second, I felt like I was a teenager again. I certainly don't have that 'crush' feeling for her anymore. And, I don't miss being a teenager, nor would I EVER consider visiting Birmingham just for fun--if my mom didn't live there, I'd never go back.

But I couldn't help but wax nastalgia. I've move on from that place. I've gone so far emotionally, economically, and professionally from the scared, shy, boy that I was then. I think it's good sometimes to revisit the past this way, and realize just how much you have to be thankful for now. Certainly, I look forward to the next 15 years of my life and what adventures will come.



Thanks for reading this assholes.

abierman said:

Why are there some orgers who seem to know more than I do .

MoniGram said:

He deserves a or .

Serious said:

it only has been more or less all he talked about over the last few weeks.....

I have no clue where this thread went terribly wrong, but I'm get a sense that Moni is always the smoke that leads us to the fire. Who's with me??


Who's with me??!!!???

Imago said:

She is HOT!!!!

Mods: Can you ban Serious, Abierman, and Moni? Trust me--it's for their own good.

MrsMdiver said:

Yes, but that's one of the reasons why she's uncontrollable!

Mods: Can you ban Serious, Abierman, and Moni? Trust me--it's for their own good.

I have no clue where this thread went terribly wrong, but I'm get a sense that Moni is always the smoke that leads us to the fire. Who's with me??


Who's with me??!!!???

Imago said:

Great! Now this thread will be moved to Prince.org Site Discussion.

Imago said:

Just because you cannot control her doesn't make her uncontrollable .

I have no clue where this thread went terribly wrong

Imago said:

Ermmmmm

That ain't hard to spot...

See post ONE.

HamsterHuey said:

... you are SO making me laugh today - now I know why I'm back

rasplicious said:

Welcome back! Want a beer?

Imago said:

She is HOT!!!!

Imago said:

Just because you cannot control her doesn't make her uncontrollable .

Not that I read any of that, but one person did find me on Facebook from HS.

If she's still into coke, you could put it in her butt for 5 bucks.

superspaceboy said:

That's not what this thread is about anymore.

Serious said:

Aren't you supposed to be banned or something for your own good?

superspaceboy said:

Didn't you just say you didn't read it?

Serious said:

I didn't read Dan's post. I read the others.

superspaceboy said:

Ah okay, that's a good strategy I guess .