Anxiety said: madartista said: this is the first time i did an online confession about "stuff i've done." i figure if the mayor of NY can talk about coke usage, i got nothing to hide. or protect. and i didn't mention above that i don't have any regrets either and was also always in a safe place and with people I trusted. good point, thanks for the reminder. yeah, i guess everyone has their personal comfort zone of what they are and aren't willing to divulge in a public online forum like this. i have no idea why i don't feel comfortable sharing such specifics - just my personal hangup, i guess. that, or i'm saving all the juicy stuff for my big tell-all autobiography. "and that's when I, Anx, discovered the mood enhancing effects of lavender!" My Legacy
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NDRU said: Anxiety said: yeah, i guess everyone has their personal comfort zone of what they are and aren't willing to divulge in a public online forum like this. i have no idea why i don't feel comfortable sharing such specifics - just my personal hangup, i guess. that, or i'm saving all the juicy stuff for my big tell-all autobiography. "and that's when I, Anx, discovered the mood enhancing effects of lavender!" lavender will fuck you up! look what it did to Prince! http://elmadartista.tumblr.com/ http://twitter.com/madartista | |
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madartista said: NDRU said: "and that's when I, Anx, discovered the mood enhancing effects of lavender!" lavender will fuck you up! look what it did to Prince! is lavender a real drug or are y'all being sarcastic?! surviving on the thought of loving you, it's just like the water
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NDRU said: Anxiety said: yeah, i guess everyone has their personal comfort zone of what they are and aren't willing to divulge in a public online forum like this. i have no idea why i don't feel comfortable sharing such specifics - just my personal hangup, i guess. that, or i'm saving all the juicy stuff for my big tell-all autobiography. "and that's when I, Anx, discovered the mood enhancing effects of lavender!" hey man, no joke: lavender gum is CHRONIC. | |
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NDRU said: mirrorbestfriend said: whats the difference between coke and ex? I've never done coke, but one difference is that I don't believe E is physically addictive. But like weed you can become psychologically addicted. Also they may mix addictive stuff like speed into E, so you never know. I found some e's in the bathroom cabinet and flushed them down the toilet | |
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ZombieKitten said: NDRU said: I've never done coke, but one difference is that I don't believe E is physically addictive. But like weed you can become psychologically addicted. Also they may mix addictive stuff like speed into E, so you never know. I found some e's in the bathroom cabinet and flushed them down the toilet like the toilet is going to start rolling and asking you to rub its head. | |
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Anxiety said: ZombieKitten said: I found some e's in the bathroom cabinet and flushed them down the toilet like the toilet is going to start rolling and asking you to rub its head. so I should have disposed of them more thoughtfully? | |
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mirrorbestfriend said: IAintTheOne said: done em all except H, and crack and meth regrets? hell, im waiting for the flashbacks
[Edited 5/30/08 11:58am] isnt heroin what ray charles was on? yes.. but my choices were Lsd and weed | |
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ZombieKitten said: Anxiety said: like the toilet is going to start rolling and asking you to rub its head. so I should have disposed of them more thoughtfully? Maybe saved a tab for the shower, too! My Legacy
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NDRU said: ZombieKitten said: so I should have disposed of them more thoughtfully? Maybe saved a tab for the shower, too! darn it next think you know batteries will need special bins at service stations :sighs: | |
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NDRU said: ZombieKitten said: so I should have disposed of them more thoughtfully? Maybe saved a tab for the shower, too! hell, you should have crumbled it up and sprinkled it around your home. you could have woken up to pee wee's playhouse the next morning. talking chairs, singing window panes, dancing chandeliers.... | |
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Anxiety said: NDRU said: Maybe saved a tab for the shower, too! hell, you should have crumbled it up and sprinkled it around your home. you could have woken up to pee wee's playhouse the next morning. talking chairs, singing window panes, dancing chandeliers.... OK definitely sprinkle some on my bike | |
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NDRU said: eikonoklastes said: Neither is coke. since I've never done it I can't argue, but that's definitely not the common answer. “People think cocaine addiction is purely psychological,”explained Stellar, a professor of psychology who also serves as dean of the College of Arts and Sciences at Norteastern University, Boston MA. “They think that because you don’t sweat and get cramps and other physical symptoms, it’s not physically addictive. We’re saying it is a physical addiction — in the brain.” Describing himself alternately as a “psychobiologist” and a “neuro scientist,” Stellar is convinced his research will one day lead to a greater understanding of the delicate balance in brain chemistry. His work focuses on the nucleus accumbens, a collection of neurons in the basal forebrain region of reptiles and higher organisms which play an important role in reward, pleasure and addiction, and on the activity of the neurotransmitter dopamine. If that's what you call physical addiction to, then I guess it's still no different from ecstacy. | |
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eikonoklastes said: NDRU said: since I've never done it I can't argue, but that's definitely not the common answer. “People think cocaine addiction is purely psychological,”explained Stellar, a professor of psychology who also serves as dean of the College of Arts and Sciences at Norteastern University, Boston MA. “They think that because you don’t sweat and get cramps and other physical symptoms, it’s not physically addictive. We’re saying it is a physical addiction — in the brain.” Describing himself alternately as a “psychobiologist” and a “neuro scientist,” Stellar is convinced his research will one day lead to a greater understanding of the delicate balance in brain chemistry. His work focuses on the nucleus accumbens, a collection of neurons in the basal forebrain region of reptiles and higher organisms which play an important role in reward, pleasure and addiction, and on the activity of the neurotransmitter dopamine. If that's what you call physical addiction to, then I guess it's still no different from ecstacy. That does sound like physical addiction to me. I actually think extacy is the most dangerous drug, based on my own personal bias. But I don't think it's addictive. Not really even psychologically. People have a great time on it and they want to do it again, but not day after day, all day long, like weed or heroin or coke. Seems to be more of a weekend thing, even for people who fuck themselves up on it. And cocaine seems to rewire your brain receptors so your brain actally works differently after it becomes accustomed to it. I don't think extacy does that, but it simply triggers your brain to release certain chemicals while the drug is active, leaving it sapped of good stuff afterwards. But that's just my understanding, in which I'm sure there are holes. But most importantly, even if coke is only psychologically addictive that doesn't make it any less dangerous, right? The line can get blurry. If your mind depends on weed to eat, sleep, or realx, then it becomes a physical issue, too. [Edited 5/30/08 19:53pm] My Legacy
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NDRU said: eikonoklastes said: “People think cocaine addiction is purely psychological,”explained Stellar, a professor of psychology who also serves as dean of the College of Arts and Sciences at Norteastern University, Boston MA. “They think that because you don’t sweat and get cramps and other physical symptoms, it’s not physically addictive. We’re saying it is a physical addiction — in the brain.” Describing himself alternately as a “psychobiologist” and a “neuro scientist,” Stellar is convinced his research will one day lead to a greater understanding of the delicate balance in brain chemistry. His work focuses on the nucleus accumbens, a collection of neurons in the basal forebrain region of reptiles and higher organisms which play an important role in reward, pleasure and addiction, and on the activity of the neurotransmitter dopamine. If that's what you call physical addiction to, then I guess it's still no different from ecstacy. That does sound like physical addiction to me. I actually think extacy is the most dangerous drug, based on my own personal bias. But I don't think it's addictive. Not really even psychologically. People have a great time on it and they want to do it again, but not day after day, all day long, like weed or heroin or coke. Seems to be more of a weekend thing, even for people who fuck themselves up on it. And cocaine seems to rewire your brain receptors so your brain actally works differently after it becomes accustomed to it. I don't think extacy does that, but it simply triggers your brain to release certain chemicals while the drug is active, leaving it sapped of good stuff afterwards. But that's just my understanding, in which I'm sure there are holes. But most importantly, even if coke is only psychologically addictive that doesn't make it any less dangerous, right? The line can get blurry. If your mind depends on weed to eat, sleep, or realx, then it becomes a physical issue, too. [Edited 5/30/08 19:53pm] The most dangerous drug compared to what? Of all drugs? Pure MDMA is actually relatively safe. Not that you'll fine any of that nowadays though.... Anyway, here's a nice docu on ecstasy: The rise of Ecstasy is a major event in drug history. If current trends continue, 1.8 million Americans will try Ecstasy for the first time in 2004; only marijuana will attract more new users. Overwhelming, positive word of mouth has made Ecstasy a nightmare for drug controllers. On a special edition of 'Primetime Thursday' Peter Jennings tells the epic story of Ecstasy that has never been heard. http://video.google.com/v...4365150131 | |
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mirrorbestfriend said: heroin, PCP, LSD, cocaine, club drugs, alcohol, and tobacco.
have you ever taken and regreted any of these? If I ever had or did why would I immortalize it online to haunt me for . . . ? I don't want you to think like me. I just want you to think. | |
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SUPRMAN said: mirrorbestfriend said: heroin, PCP, LSD, cocaine, club drugs, alcohol, and tobacco.
have you ever taken and regreted any of these? If I ever had or did why would I immortalize it online to haunt me for . . . ? It doesn't haunt everyone, but if you're afraid people are going to start talking about "suprman" using drugs, then by all means don't confess to anything. I mean, I'd feel bad if you wouldn't get that job you just applied for, "suprman". | |
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I'd do almost anythinggggg with a Mod to have your IP connected to your main acct.
Mods of interest orgnote. We know I am discreet! | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: I'd do almost anythinggggg with a Mod to have your IP connected to your main acct.
Mods of interest orgnote. We know I am discreet! what? | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: I'd do almost anythinggggg with a Mod to have your IP connected to your main acct.
Mods of interest orgnote. We know I am discreet! Shit, what if I just give you mine. What will you do with me? | |
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Anxiety said: Muse2NOPharaoh said: I'd do almost anythinggggg with a Mod to have your IP connected to your main acct.
Mods of interest orgnote. We know I am discreet! what? Ive got a zillion that says that account is as the local enforcement would classify, "friendly fire" and I'd love to know who the comedic fool is! | |
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eikonoklastes said: Muse2NOPharaoh said: I'd do almost anythinggggg with a Mod to have your IP connected to your main acct.
Mods of interest orgnote. We know I am discreet! Shit, what if I just give you mine. What will you do with me? I missed a dutch call this evening already. Aksel, Herman and Lars walked out on a Metalica concert ( aint that a shock) Ive dated your muscle bound type... not bad I must say. | |
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I am amazingly square when it comes to this department.
I been passed a spliff now and then, but I don't smoke normally.. and I don't really get how to inhale properly. I'm not a big drinker or anything. Someone gave me drugs for free once and I ended up flushing them. (Imagine how paranoid I would get ON drugs!) I'm a really nice boy. I don't think I know what other drugs even look like. | |
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Only once I tried marijuana in college....was so scared, I didn't
inhale...everybody around me was high...I couldn't enjoy, so I went home. End of story.. lol However, I do drink now and then... [Edited 5/30/08 21:28pm] | |
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Cinnie said: I am amazingly square when it comes to this department.
I been passed a spliff now and then, but I don't smoke normally.. and I don't really get how to inhale properly. I'm not a big drinker or anything. Someone gave me drugs for free once and I ended up flushing them. (Imagine how paranoid I would get ON drugs!) I'm a really nice boy. I don't think I know what other drugs even look like. Awwwww I so adore you! | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: Cinnie said: I am amazingly square when it comes to this department.
I been passed a spliff now and then, but I don't smoke normally.. and I don't really get how to inhale properly. I'm not a big drinker or anything. Someone gave me drugs for free once and I ended up flushing them. (Imagine how paranoid I would get ON drugs!) I'm a really nice boy. I don't think I know what other drugs even look like. Awwwww I so adore you! Thank u Muse. | |
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eikonoklastes said: The most dangerous drug compared to what? Of all drugs? Pure MDMA is actually relatively safe. Not that you'll fine any of that nowadays though.... there you go, maybe MDMA is relatively safe (though I'm not so sure of that) but Extacy isn't. But I did say it was a personal bias In general I don't trust man made stuff. [Edited 5/30/08 21:51pm] My Legacy
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Igrew up in the 70's...so YES..I did my share of dope...
LSD... THC PCP Magic mushrooms Hash/hash oil ...those knifers were brutal Pot Cocaine Speed (injected) bennies (uppers) seconal (downers) I do regret doing PCP.& THC.it totally made me paranoid & the body stone was awful I Have never done Crack or heroine & Never will, but would like to try EX...my fav drug was LSD.. But today the hardest thig i do is the odd puff of weed...& that is rare b/c the stuff makes me depressed!~ | |
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NDRU said: eikonoklastes said: The most dangerous drug compared to what? Of all drugs? Pure MDMA is actually relatively safe. Not that you'll fine any of that nowadays though.... there you go, maybe MDMA is relatively safe (though I'm not so sure of that) but Extacy isn't. In general I don't trust man made stuff. Ecstasy is supposed to be MDMA, but you can't find pure E/MDMA these days. When you're doing coke, you don't get pure cocaine either. Same for heroin. | |
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eikonoklastes said: NDRU said: there you go, maybe MDMA is relatively safe (though I'm not so sure of that) but Extacy isn't. In general I don't trust man made stuff. Ecstasy is supposed to be MDMA, but you can't find pure E/MDMA these days. When you're doing coke, you don't get pure cocaine either. Same for heroin. Hence all the more reason perhaps one should take a pass note? | |
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