Seriously, Im so bored. I want to go out but have nowhere to go. And Im fucked off with how things are at the moment.

Im jobless at the minute and I have nothing to do all day, and then nothing to do all night. I havent got as many friends as I should have, which doesnt really get me down, its just the friends I have are always too busy to hang out as they have college/jobs. One of my friends is leaving to move to another City, and my best friend is spending all his time with her as they're really "close" when Ive known him longer than hes known her and I barely see him. Even his girlfriend gets wound up about it.

I want to book my driving test for June, but is it possible? Hell no. ve been waiting for this for nearly a year and I go for the last week of June and the earliest I can get is the last week of JULY

And Im fucking sick of me being paranoid about EVERYTHING. I think I fuck things up with girls and they hate me, when they're just busy. Im worried about leaving windows/doors open incase of burglars or something. I worry my mum and dad are gonna have another seperation out of the blue. I worry about my sister being safe at work and on her way home. Its annoys me so much, but I just cant stop being paranoid

And to make matters worse, my Dad is convinced I might have to have an operation on my shoulder blade because its slightly out of place to my other one. And he knows what hes talking about. Ahhhhh

So yeah, thats my rant over. To make this interesting, anyone wanna ask me anything?
[Edited 5/17/08 11:30am]

Read a book, become politically involved, take a long walk, spraypaint Prince's symbol on police cars.

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[Edited 5/17/08 14:30pm]

Steadwood said:

Ooo nah, I wish, we'd be considerably rich! Hes had like 6 years trained medical experience or something, kind of first aid thing, and hes training to be a paramedic! I said Im gonna go along with him in the ambulance haha

Do you play sports? Just finding a game of pickup basketball can be a lot of fun. Even better, I've joined softball, dodgeball, and volleyball amateur leagues before too. That's a great way to meet people and really have fun. I've made some really good friends in those and they don't cost much money usually. I always try to find a league that's not too competitive, so you don't have to be great at it. Finally, bike rides or just long walks are awesome when you're down and bored, especially if you take yourself somewhere that's pretty or interesting.

Just some suggestions. Hope you feel better soon.

FunAndJames said:

Respect to your Dad

He'll love you for that

2freaky4church1 said:

That can all be done on a tight budget too! I'm feelin' this advice.

Hiya..
Maybe youd like to go back to school? is there a course you'd like to take? or are you off for summer vacation?

dont worry about your friends..the real ones will stick with you.

I hope you dont need surgery, but if you do...its ok b/c things can always be worse!

my son was hospitalized in dec with high BP...they STILL dont know what is causing it & he has to take 8 pills a day for the rest of his life..i almost "wished" they had found something...at least i would know what the problem is.
Cheer up...things will get better.