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PrintableSerious said: MoniGram said: I hope you are doing well today! I have been thinking about you.
  I hope you are doing better  .Thanks both of u for thinking of me. The weekend was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this. [Edited 4/29/08 10:41am] I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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missfee said: Serious said: I hope you are doing better .Thanks both of u for thinking of me. The weekend was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this.nd was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this.   With a very special thank you to Tina: Is hammer already absolute, how much some people verändern...ICH hope is never so I will be! And if, then I hope that I would then have wen in my environment who joins me in the A.... | |
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missfee said: Serious said: I hope you are doing better .Thanks both of u for thinking of me. The weekend was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this. I can so feel this. You always wonder if the other feels like you feel. Often you suspect that it's not the case. I wasn't quite in the same situation - told my best friend that I wanted to be with her. She couldn't return it. So we went to some hard times (sometimes still do), especially when she told me that she had a new boyfriend (who I know, which does make things even worse). Luckily, she's the most amazing human being on earth and helps me through it. So what I felt was that I wanted to leave her alone with it and let her be happy, but then I really couldn't. I HAD to let her know that it's painful for me. Even though I knew that she knew it and wasn't easy for her. I wanted her to think that everything was alright and then needed her to know that it wasn't, because I couldn't get through it alone. Anyway, it's different situation I guess, so rambling's over. | |
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calldapplwondery83 said: missfee said: Thanks both of u for thinking of me. The weekend was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this. I can so feel this. You always wonder if the other feels like you feel. Often you suspect that it's not the case. I wasn't quite in the same situation - told my best friend that I wanted to be with her. She couldn't return it. So we went to some hard times (sometimes still do), especially when she told me that she had a new boyfriend (who I know, which does make things even worse). Luckily, she's the most amazing human being on earth and helps me through it. So what I felt was that I wanted to leave her alone with it and let her be happy, but then I really couldn't. I HAD to let her know that it's painful for me. Even though I knew that she knew it and wasn't easy for her. I wanted her to think that everything was alright and then needed her to know that it wasn't, because I couldn't get through it alone. Anyway, it's different situation I guess, so rambling's over. I feel so miserable. I just want to go home & stuff my face in Godiva chocolate. I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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Honestly, both times the only thing that healed the pain was time. It sucks but in time you'll be able to move on. | |
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missfee said: Serious said: I hope you are doing better .Thanks both of u for thinking of me. The weekend was pretty good. I had plenty of distractions. But today at work I've been edgy again. I keep thinking about if he is hurting like I'm hurting right now. I wonder if he is off somewhere laughing & talking to co-workers or friends & not even giving me one single thought. The more I try to force these thoughts out of my head the more I just want to cry. I really just want to go home, at least I can watch a movie or something there to get my mind off of this. [Edited 4/29/08 10:41am] I know this feeling hun! 
Erin is right...only time will take this pain away. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian  | |
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I've recently come out of a 17 year relationship, over the years we both wanted different things until eventually it was too much for both us. It took us about a year to face up to things and decide to part. I felt like my heart had been ripped out it ached so bad. I kept myself busy, going out, walking, reading, working silly hours. Six months later life is looking up, I have just bought my own place which feels wonderful.
Just keep going it does get better, book yourself a holiday or special event so that you have something to look forward too  oh mama I wish I could resist ... | |
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missfee said: calldapplwondery83 said: I can so feel this. You always wonder if the other feels like you feel. Often you suspect that it's not the case. I wasn't quite in the same situation - told my best friend that I wanted to be with her. She couldn't return it. So we went to some hard times (sometimes still do), especially when she told me that she had a new boyfriend (who I know, which does make things even worse). Luckily, she's the most amazing human being on earth and helps me through it. So what I felt was that I wanted to leave her alone with it and let her be happy, but then I really couldn't. I HAD to let her know that it's painful for me. Even though I knew that she knew it and wasn't easy for her. I wanted her to think that everything was alright and then needed her to know that it wasn't, because I couldn't get through it alone. Anyway, it's different situation I guess, so rambling's over. I feel so miserable. I just want to go home & stuff my face in Godiva chocolate. Be careful! I gained 40lbs, and someone else said she gained 45... 
My thing was chocolate cake. I'd buy one of those Entenmann's cakes and eat it with a fork right out of the box! 
When I started gaining weight, it became, "Now look at me!" 
HotPaisleyGirl said: Just keep going it does get better, book yourself a holiday or special event so that you have something to look forward too
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chocolate1 said:[quote] missfee said: Be careful! I gained 40lbs, and someone else said she gained 45...
My thing was chocolate cake. I'd buy one of those Entenmann's cakes and eat it with a fork right out of the box!
When I started gaining weight, it became, "Now look at me!"
HotPaisleyGirl said: Just keep going it does get better, book yourself a holiday or special event so that you have something to look forward too
Don't worry, I only had a few pieces. There's still plenty of truffles in the box.  I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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missfee said: Well i'm going through it once again. He didn't cheat on me, he didn't hit me, he didn't call me out my name, he didn't emotionally abuse me, he didn't try to kill me....he told me that he wasn't happy with himself, and I realized why WE were so unhappy together. He didn't know what he wanted out of life. So I had to make a decision. You know they say when you really love someone, you have to let them go. Well i'm trying to do that, but its so damn hard. I still love him so much, I miss him terribly, but he had to find himself. He has to make himself happy before I can even begin to be happy with him. I'm happy with myself personally, but I wasn't happy in the relationship because he wasn't happy with himself.
And you can't make someone happy who isn't happy with who they see in the mirror, nor can they make you happy either. Its only been a week, but it hurts so bad. I'm surprised the water works have stopped at this point, i've been crying all day. So there's my rant for the day. Been there, done that, hated it! | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: missfee said: Well i'm going through it once again. He didn't cheat on me, he didn't hit me, he didn't call me out my name, he didn't emotionally abuse me, he didn't try to kill me....he told me that he wasn't happy with himself, and I realized why WE were so unhappy together. He didn't know what he wanted out of life. So I had to make a decision. You know they say when you really love someone, you have to let them go. Well i'm trying to do that, but its so damn hard. I still love him so much, I miss him terribly, but he had to find himself. He has to make himself happy before I can even begin to be happy with him. I'm happy with myself personally, but I wasn't happy in the relationship because he wasn't happy with himself.
And you can't make someone happy who isn't happy with who they see in the mirror, nor can they make you happy either. Its only been a week, but it hurts so bad. I'm surprised the water works have stopped at this point, i've been crying all day. So there's my rant for the day. Been there, done that, hated it! Thanks, I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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