I'm at a place where I CAN'T READ SAD STUFF BUT I did get some of the good stuff. I love you with all my heart, Richard.

Rhondab said:

I believe we all do. Richard has that twinkle in his eyes. He really does, no lie.

And the best damn necklaces.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

to this day, i am still in complete awe of that happening. that was fucking awesome, and it was great that mpls showed you some love on your very first trip here. hopefully the next time you make it up here, it won't be so deathly hot outside.

I am at "Finding Out My rising Sign"... but I better go feed be back to read more...

I read most of that Richard. Can we have a phone conversation please.
(deep breath)

My thinking is so much like yours, but your writing is so much more superior than mine.

Can I again...

A work in progress... it's more like, "damn it is diffficult to be me". ~smile. For real.

Your should definitely pursue your calling Richard, everything has time and place to exist in our lives. Everything has reason, happens for a reason (good and bad) and it takes work to follow our path. Joy, fulfillment, good health, healthy choices, heck, just being a good person who lives well, practices what we believe, not necessarily "preach"... and in the end, expect nothing in return for what we choice to give or do in our world.

I would love a phone call Richard. Incredible journey, this life of your has been... and will continue to be. ~Endless hugs...

And I am beat tired... (beautiful night you)

Stymie said:

If nothing else make sure you read posts 5 & 6 That was the main point of the thread. The rest is gravy

nicely put Supa.



We all have these potential Zen moments. I think when we'r receptive to receiving them fully and let the light of that experience fill us, how could it not move us to tears?

SexyBeautifulOne said:

I'm hardcore Pisces aren't I? Do you know it took about 30 years for me to stop wandering in the confusion of all these feelings/emotions/gifts and into a place of understanding?! It wasn't easy. Lord!

I too am proud to call you friend Discovering a friendship between us has been one of the highlights of last year for me! I hate to sound exclusive and all but most times the only ones who can really understand me is another Pisces

As for writing, well you can tell I love to to do it. Some of this stuff is actually cliff noted down to size And I'm sure you have enough passion stored away in the SexyBeautifulOne bank account. Make a withdrawal and get your A!

Imago said:

Dan, this is the side of me that saves you from stampedes


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violator said:

The fact that you considered spending any time to read this really makes me happy It means that at the end of the day I'm not just some horny gay dude who obsesses every time I see your pictures It means you see my humanity as well.

HamsterHuey said:

into infinity!!!!!

Rhondab said:

Well how wild that when I sent that I was creating many of those mixes around my last relationship which was a failure as far as relationships are concerned but seriously, I fast tracked 10 years through my issues because of it and I will be entering my 40s in strength instead of still trying to find my way.

That letter needs updating. LIke a part 2

BSK3478 said:

OK!!!!! You can vouch for me that this is 1,000,000% true! Yeah, Minnie gave me some extra good lovin. You woulda thought she was tryin to get me to move there! If a husband dropped in my lap, I probably would have! I mean this is just as outrageous as good luck gets right?

And you know what else is hilarious? You kept saying "Foorture Baby Mama" and this was before I heard the radio clip where that is exactly how the woman pronounces future and I was thinkin damn, Dansa has a HARDCORE ACCENT!

FreeSpirit said:

OK my darling, I received the phone book you sent me We will catch up and chat for sure. I'm so happy to see you on my thread I think of you often as I travel this road A trip to Arizona sounds like a great idea for a goal this year Thank you for being such a good friend to me and thank you for also sharing your spirit and your heart. I truly appreciate it

How is it possible that I know so much about you, but have never spoken with you..

Whether you know this or not, you have an incredible thirst for life, and all of it's adventures... Good, and bad.

And with all of that something to learn, and perspective to gain.

sag10 said:

We. have. never. talked..... That must change! I'm glad to see you too honey Thank you for gracing me with your beautiful presence

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

absolutely.

Yikes! If anyone is worth it, you are, Richard... but I'ma have to digest this one in small chunks!

Wow Supa, that was one looooong song. Coherent though so that was nice. It sounds like your gift is ascribing meaning to things. That's good, you're observant. Your life sounds like a movie. It even has a score. You sound like you're very blessed despite all the suffering. Anyway, thankyou for seeking me out to share this with. It would be interesting to meet you someday...you know, put all the posts and stories and falling tears to the person.

By the way, if you're working on your anger you'd better stay out of P&R.

Take care Supa and Happy Birthday!

I Love You

post that pic of you sitting by that rock

you know the one right ?

Mach said:

This one?



I'm not a very naturey person but I sure do look peaceful there don't I? I don't ever remember seeing that shot before now but it really is nice and I just love the way Julie made it so special I have been wanting to share my update with you because I really do feel a kinship with you and respect your openness to the universe and what it has to say. That's something we have in common. Thank you for your friendship Mach. It is vastly appreciated! Anytime you feel moved to share insight and advice with me, I am always willing to listen

OK.....Confirmation Central here!!!

As I said I visited my cousin Lisa's resting spot Saturday. After I left the cemetary, I called a few friends and nobody was home Applekisses was the first person I had called

So fast forward to Monday the 17th and it is my birthday. Applekisses typed into Google Image search "Happy Birthday Richard" and this was one of the first ones to come up:



Now the morning of my visit to my cousin's grave, I went shopping for a card and I didn't want to get a condolence card so I opted for a blank card. I hated all the ones they had and finally found one. I was walking away and then I spotted a blank card I liked better so I grabbed that one. The card I bought had a momma ladybug and a baby ladybug, to signify my cousin and the baby. I did want to include them both. The first card that I picked up but put back had a fairy on it! Not to mention, my cousin's last name is Corona just like mine!!!!!

OK, if my confirmations are processed through the internet satelites in outerspace and from the world beyond, why am I not married, hitting the lotto or living in a castle! I guess I really don't need to question whether or not she is hearing me do I?

Richard -

Thank u for letting me be a part of your journey.

Much love~
CHRIS

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

She's letting you know everything's ok, baby.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Aww thanks, Love! Our friendship was one of the highlights of my year, as well!

I was working a temp job when I was 21 and one day, this lady approached me out of nowhere in the lunchroom and just started crying! Everybody was looking at me like I'd done something to her and I was looking like . So I asked her what was wrong and she said she was crying for me. I asked her why and she said because I wouldn't understand and appreciate the blessing that I am until I turned 31. She was right! I think it's a Pisces thang! There's just soooo much to us, I think we have to be here for awhile before we can even begin to figure us out.

I've started working on my first screenplay. It's a b-movie horror type. It was the simplest to start out with. One location, 6 characters, 4 die, lot's of screaming.

I think for my next one though, I'll write something a little more interesting, like perhaps, a documentary...Fandomonium-The Highs and Lows of being a fan of He Whose Name, Image or Music Won't Be Mentioned So He Can't Sue

I'll need to interview people who can tell a damn good visual story, you're tops on my list!

applekisses said:

OK, in the interest of full disclosure, I went back to the store to see that first card I was going to get and it wasn't a fairy but a fancy butterfly. But still it was a winged creature.

Can a fairy still be a fairy with a caterpillar body or does it have to be human to qualify?

greenpixies said:

..... if I didn't know better I would think this wasn't exactly an acknowledgement of my gifts Surely you aren't saying that is all that is happening here, that I'm just trying to put meaning to things. I mean when I hear a voice telling me to put something back that I was going to buy and then I do and it arrives in the mail the next day.....that is not just putting meaning on something. That is something beyond our traditional senses at work!



And yes, I would like to see if the green one has wings



Yeah, gotta watch going into the swamp And thanks for the well wishes <-----hug is real

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Sorry if I'm skeptical but I really think it's like when my sister buys a volkswagon golf and now I notice volkswagon golfs everywhere. When meaning is assigned to things you start to notice a pattern/narrative. That is the human way, that's what makes us unique. It definitely could be some mad coincidence or a little bit of coincidence, projection of meaning and destiny. I don't believe it's magic though. When you can harness it, manipulate it, and control it I might believe it's a gift. Until then it's coincidence, projection of meaning and a want for profundity, and destiny. But hey, at least you're capable of faith.





Alright. Someday....




that's real too.

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It is some sort of magic but you should be thankful that I still recognize Jesus in my powers! Am I assigning meaning to things, yes but some of these things are just blatantly obvious even to the completely unspritual! I mean that thing with the CD, that guy being connected to someone I dated and the song/libra thing all three of which were driving forces of a letter I wrote before. That is no coincidence, it is confirmation!

Say it with me....Con-fir-ma-tion! Good thing I'm not shaken in my faith though because they are gifts, what I possess, and one day I will use them on you to prove they are real!

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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Con-fir-ma-tion.

Bring it on!