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Printableehuffnsd said: purplecam said: This is a fascinating topic here ehuffnsd. I don't have any questions but I just want to wish you the best with whatever you decide to do. Just keep doing you and make sure those folks don't make you do something that you don't feel comfortable doing. And if you do movies, let us know cause I will buy it.
  this is bringing up alot of things for me that i never really thought about before. i've always been a little on the sexually generous side of things. but i'm very torn on this. i know they are interested. but i keep telling myself that i'm not what they are looking for and that's what's keeping me from saying yes. i don't think think i'm attractive and somehow i'd get up to the city and they'd turn me down. Pardon me for sounding like a chessy love song but with something like that, you got to follow your heart. Make the decision that gives you peace on the inside. Don't sell yourself short either. If they want you in something like that, then they must think you have something to offer. Just make sure what you do is right for you. I'm not a fan of "old Prince". I'm not a fan of "new Prince". I'm just a fan of Prince. Simple as that | |
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purplecam said: ehuffnsd said: this is bringing up alot of things for me that i never really thought about before. i've always been a little on the sexually generous side of things. but i'm very torn on this. i know they are interested. but i keep telling myself that i'm not what they are looking for and that's what's keeping me from saying yes. i don't think think i'm attractive and somehow i'd get up to the city and they'd turn me down. Pardon me for sounding like a chessy love song but with something like that, you got to follow your heart. Make the decision that gives you peace on the inside. Don't sell yourself short either. If they want you in something like that, then they must think you have something to offer. Just make sure what you do is right for you. hhhhhmmmmm... You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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My question: Why are you interested in doing this? Is it the money? The opportunity to have sex with your scene partner? To be seen by everyone? Why? Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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VoicesCarry said: Yes, there is a lot of self-hate in the community. I think it drives a lot of guys to unsafe behaviour and destructive relationships, unfortunately. [Edited 3/4/08 12:11pm] Yes, absolutely. The free-and-as-much-love-as-possible era that was cut short by the appearance of HIV and AIDS was replaced with a "we'll all die cos we're fags anyway" but it had the same effect - unsafe behaviour. Unfortunately when you once have a disease or condition you cease to only be responsible for yourself, you do have an obligation to help others with the same condition. People who say differently are extremely egotistical and have no care for humanity. I am in no way, shape or form saying that my bipolar even remotely resembles the HIV virus cos my condition is a walk in the park and nothing to even worry about compared to it, but nevertheless I feel I have a responsibility towards others who are bipolar. I'm listed in a database where a questionnaire was used, my charts as far as symptoms, treatment, medication etc. is listed. This is so that researchers can look at the data and work to create better drugs, therapy etc. I don't understand how you can NOT do the most you can to help others understand and feel better who share your condition. For people with HIV this includes being safe because NOTHING about the virus is. | |
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Lammastide said: My question: Why are you interested in doing this? Is it the money? The opportunity to have sex with your scene partner? To be seen by everyone? Why?
the money isn't worth it, i don't know who my screne partner is until i show for the production, and i've always been a bit of exhobinist. right now i'm just trying to decide if it's worth it in the long run or not. You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: MoniGram said: Did they call back? Did you decide?
i talked to the casting director and they want me. asked me to do a military hair cut and gave three dates March 13th my bday and the 20th anniversay party for work so i can't do that and either April 18 or 19 the director of the particular movie sent me an email and wants me to call him. Wow!! This wanting you is a good thing right?  Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian  | |
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ehuffnsd said: Lammastide said: My question: Why are you interested in doing this? Is it the money? The opportunity to have sex with your scene partner? To be seen by everyone? Why?
the money isn't worth it, i don't know who my screne partner is until i show for the production, and i've always been a bit of exhobinist. right now i'm just trying to decide if it's worth it in the long run or not. So would you be doing this primarily because of your exhibitionist streak? Or other reasons? I guess I want to know against what sorts of things you would decide "if it's worth it in the long run or not?" Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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MoniGram said: ehuffnsd said: i talked to the casting director and they want me. asked me to do a military hair cut and gave three dates March 13th my bday and the 20th anniversay party for work so i can't do that and either April 18 or 19 the director of the particular movie sent me an email and wants me to call him. Wow!! This wanting you is a good thing right? yeah i would think. You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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Lammastide said: ehuffnsd said: the money isn't worth it, i don't know who my screne partner is until i show for the production, and i've always been a bit of exhobinist. right now i'm just trying to decide if it's worth it in the long run or not. So would you be doing this primarily because of your exhibitionist streak? Or other reasons? I guess I want to know against what sorts of things you would decide "if it's worth it in the long run or not?" the first i think is the reason You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: MoniGram said: Wow!! This wanting you is a good thing right? yeah i would think.  Then I am happy for you! Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: ehuffnsd said: yeah i would think. Then I am happy for you! do you think i'd be able to get a celebrity VIP account on the org? You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: Lammastide said: So would you be doing this primarily because of your exhibitionist streak? Or other reasons? I guess I want to know against what sorts of things you would decide "if it's worth it in the long run or not?" the first i think is the reason Got it. What would be the possible cons, then, in your mind? Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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Lammastide said: ehuffnsd said: the first i think is the reason Got it. What would be the possible cons, then, in your mind? strained friendships, a general veiw by some that i'm somewhat less than, being viewed as just an object You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: Lammastide said: Got it. What would be the possible cons, then, in your mind? strained friendships, a general veiw by some that i'm somewhat less than, being viewed as just an object Sounds like you've given it some thought. Make sure to orgnote me when you start your "I'm taking opinions on whether I should do this" thread, brother.  Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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Lammastide said: ehuffnsd said: strained friendships, a general veiw by some that i'm somewhat less than, being viewed as just an object Sounds like you've given it some thought. Make sure to orgnote me when you start your "I'm taking opinions on whether I should do this" thread, brother. will do You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: MoniGram said: Then I am happy for you! do you think i'd be able to get a celebrity VIP account on the org? I think you might! When you are a famous porn star, I want your autograph. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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i said yes... You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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oh wow! Not trying to nag but you feel good about this decision right? Whatever case, congrats. Can you tell us what company you'll be working with yet? Are you excited about this? Enquiring minds want to know!I'm not a fan of "old Prince". I'm not a fan of "new Prince". I'm just a fan of Prince. Simple as that | |
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ehuffnsd said: i said yes...
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MoniGram said: ehuffnsd said: i said yes...
i find out at the end of the week when i fly to the City by the Gay. You CANNOT use the name of God, or religion, to justify acts of violence, to hurt, to hate, to discriminate- Madonna
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ehuffnsd said: MoniGram said: i find out at the end of the week when i fly to the City by the Gay.  I am actually getting real excited for you! Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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