shit is deep and I'm crawling through but somehow ... who can show me the sun is still shining behind the clouds ?

a) I don't feel happy with myself ... I think I dissappoint people (family, friends, colleagues, customers, ... ) way to much. I always feel I could've done better.
b) I am probably thinking way too much, there's so much going on in my head it feels I don't have place for much more ....
c) I do stupid things, no details, I know they're stupid and still I do it.

I need a shrink

Thanks for listening

Mach said:

thanks lady

One4All4Ever said:

orgnote coming...

I really hope things get better for you soon. Talking with someone is a great way to get things off your chest and work through it.

One4All4Ever said:

My pleasure

One4All4Ever said:

You are not alone..we all feel that way...or at least I do all of the time.
From what I know of you, you seem to be a good decent person.

Feel free to vent any time.

hokie1 said:

I know ... but some stuff happened recently that got me all confused. I got back in touch with a girl (now woman) I dated 12 years ago. She was wonderful, I thought she was the love of my life until I tried to call her and her mother would tell me she wasn't home (every time !!). She was Chinese, her parents probably found out, so that was the end. She now lives 2,5 hours from where I live and I feel that I should go there and find out what happened. Deep inside I know that's a bad idea ... but back then she got me for daaaaays.

Damn ... 2 long a story and no way I'm spilling all the details on here ... I so wanna go there right now

Yeah, ok.

JDInteractive said:

Right, there's always the chance JD is online when you post stuff like this
I thought I could get a pass on a Saturday evening

for the fear of sounding cliche, I know how you feel....I've been there...recently...

much like you said, I tend to over think...I think it's amazing how self critical we can be...the sum of all our faults that others see will never amount to one fault that we ourselves see...
I don't know your situation, so I don't think advice is in order...

just know that somebody understands how you feel....

One4All4Ever said:

No chance. Go and have a beer or do something man instead of crying and pussying about on here. Chin up dude.

One4All4Ever said:

Hun, you know I am always here for you!

shanti0608 said:

co-sign to infinity... cause lawd knows I do all the time to.

roodboi said:

it's MIDLIFE CRISIS dudes!

ZombieKitten said:

Counselors are great.

woops!
thought I was on another thread!
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yer awesome in my book

What you need to do is not worry about what others in your life think and focus on what will genuinely make you happy. sometimes you have to be selfish.

i sorry to hear that ur going through a rough patch one4

One4All4Ever said:

U know where I am if U need 2 talk. Things will come 2 light very soon 4 U.

How are you doing?

shanti0608 said:

I'm ok now ... thanks Val

I love your new sig

One4All4Ever said:

Glad to hear it. Just thinking of you~ wanted to check and see how you are doing today.

Thanks...just found the quote and it seemed fitting for the way I feel right now.


Take care

ZombieKitten said:

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