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Reply #60 posted 11/29/07 7:52am

WillyWonka

JuliePurplehead said:

Whitnail said:



why were you dissappointed? There is a saying that says does that commit suicide are cowards, and alot more stuff. Do you not think, you should give your father and brother a hug and say thank you for being and staying here?

i understand your dissappointment, but obviously something prevented the worst and I think in that, they both need a hug


I was 9 years old. Whether I was right to feel what I did or not, I wasn't old enough to understand. All I could think about was my dad was trying to leave me. I was also disappointed in myself because I didn't feel like I was worth sticking around for. Not only that, but I had all these people whispering behind my back about the situation. It didn't help that my mother took me to the apartment where he shot himself while she cleaned up the blood. In retrospect, yes, I should have thought more about them and less about myself.



What an awful experience, and especially so through the eyes of a child.

Peace to you. rose
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Reply #61 posted 11/29/07 8:01am

Whitnail

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JuliePurplehead said:

Whitnail said:



why were you dissappointed? There is a saying that says does that commit suicide are cowards, and alot more stuff. Do you not think, you should give your father and brother a hug and say thank you for being and staying here?

i understand your dissappointment, but obviously something prevented the worst and I think in that, they both need a hug


I was 9 years old. Whether I was right to feel what I did or not, I wasn't old enough to understand. All I could think about was my dad was trying to leave me. I was also disappointed in myself because I didn't feel like I was worth sticking around for. Not only that, but I had all these people whispering behind my back about the situation. It didn't help that my mother took me to the apartment where he shot himself while she cleaned up the blood. In retrospect, yes, I should have thought more about them and less about myself.



sorry, i said what i said the way i said it, i completely forgot to take circumstances into consideration. i have never been in the situation you have been in and it was unfair of me to word my comments the way i did.

Peace
If it were not for insanity, I would be sane.

"True to his status as the last enigma in music, Prince crashed into London this week in a ball of confusion" The Times 2014
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Reply #62 posted 11/29/07 9:57am

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Whitnail said:

JuliePurplehead said:



I was 9 years old. Whether I was right to feel what I did or not, I wasn't old enough to understand. All I could think about was my dad was trying to leave me. I was also disappointed in myself because I didn't feel like I was worth sticking around for. Not only that, but I had all these people whispering behind my back about the situation. It didn't help that my mother took me to the apartment where he shot himself while she cleaned up the blood. In retrospect, yes, I should have thought more about them and less about myself.



sorry, i said what i said the way i said it, i completely forgot to take circumstances into consideration. i have never been in the situation you have been in and it was unfair of me to word my comments the way i did.

Peace


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Reply #63 posted 11/29/07 10:11am

EverSoulicious

Tried it twice
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Reply #64 posted 11/29/07 10:30am

Whitnail

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Tried it twice


failure

sorry, i am in one of those moods, where i cant even take my self seriously

not sure how you feel about it, but i am glad you failed

Peace

now i feel like shit, mood swings are a great thing untill they brag you by the emotional turmoil that sends you to hell and back, similiar to drowning in a bucket of flour

N B Wild
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If it were not for insanity, I would be sane.

"True to his status as the last enigma in music, Prince crashed into London this week in a ball of confusion" The Times 2014
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Reply #65 posted 11/29/07 10:58am

EverSoulicious

Whitnail said:

EverSoulicious said:

Tried it twice


failure

sorry, i am in one of those moods, where i cant even take my self seriously

not sure how you feel about it, but i am glad you failed

Peace

now i feel like shit, mood swings are a great thing untill they brag you by the emotional turmoil that sends you to hell and back, similiar to drowning in a bucket of flour

N B Wild
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lol no worries . It wasn't a failure, just a learning experience wink
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Reply #66 posted 11/29/07 11:18am

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EverSoulicious said:

Whitnail said:



failure

sorry, i am in one of those moods, where i cant even take my self seriously

not sure how you feel about it, but i am glad you failed

Peace

now i feel like shit, mood swings are a great thing untill they brag you by the emotional turmoil that sends you to hell and back, similiar to drowning in a bucket of flour

N B Wild
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lol no worries . It wasn't a failure, just a learning experience wink



true, we all learn from the mistakes
If it were not for insanity, I would be sane.

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Reply #67 posted 11/29/07 12:57pm

mdiver

Yes, and i am so happy i didnt go through with it
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Reply #68 posted 11/30/07 3:00pm

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mdiver said:

Yes, and i am so happy i didnt go through with it




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Reply #69 posted 11/30/07 3:03pm

baroque

not suicide, but i escape death three times.

1. when i was almost going to die, while being born.
2. at the age of five, i almost drowned in my uncle pool.
3. I accidently took double of what needed from a medication, and well had a bad overdose.

no..i have real big fear of death..so i would think suicide would be out of the question.
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Reply #70 posted 11/30/07 3:07pm

FuNkeNsteiN

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No. I don't life too seriously, anyways, so I don't know anything that would actually fuck me up so bad that I'd want to prematurely end my existence.
Since we all get one shot (most likely) to spend time on this planet, I want to enjoy the ride 'til the end.
It is not known why FuNkeNsteiN capitalizes his name as he does, though some speculate sunlight deficiency caused by the most pimpified white guy afro in Nordic history.

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